#eremin

[sandiis]

strawpage request eremin

[brainworm0]

[colorful-craze]

aroace eremin. well yes.

[istrionica-k]

Diary-Armin's Grief Ch 2

C/w: depression, angst, death, grief.

Dear Diary:

today was historia’s daughter’s birthday party. the little thing turned one today. and her turning one means the rumbling ended a year ago today. being near historia is weird. i hold no contempt for her, but it seems like she holds contempt for herself. she doesn’t love or hell even like the man she’s with. it seems like she’s only with him for the sake of their child.

i know that marriages are imperfect, but i just don’t like seeing her like that. to see someone that used to be so full of life now just living like a caterpillar that fell out of its cocoon when it was supossed to sprout wings and fly and go far, far from here.

she still does good and loves her child dearly but i saw her when she was pregnant. how she would just stare out to the hills with a stare that wouldn’t stop its influence seemingly going miles and miles as if looking for something, no someone to come.

i think she was looking for ymir. it seemed as though she wanted ymir to rescue her again. to pick her up and take her out of her life and for them to go run off somewhere, somewhere far from here. somewhere, where historia wouldn’t have to be queen. where she wouldn’t have to take the burdens of all her people on. where she could be historia, and not queen historia.

i wonder how many burdens eren had on his back. it’s been a year and i still don’t feel better. it doesn’t seem mikasa does either. is missing eren my burden?

[istrionica-k]

Diary-Armin's Grief Ch. 1

C/w: depression, grief, angst, death.

dear diary,

today was my birthday. i was gifted this diary by jean. he said

“journaling really helps me with my feelings man.”

i’m sorry but what does jean know about feelings? he said that this diary could help me. a place where i could write down my experiences and jot down how i feel. really? is this is all i am owed? people think that they should gift me such a tiny little space to express myself. a tiny small insignificant amount of room to grief. and i know i shouldn’t be this volatile but this is the most anyone out of all the numerous people i’ve known have tried to reach out to me.

i know that all of us are grieving. don’t worry i am well aware, but the amount of care i get compared to mikasa is astonishing. people will sit by her side for hours and hours on end to try to get even the smallest glimpse into how she is doing. they want to hear her perspective. they all think “oh poor mikasa it must be so hard without eren.” yeah poor mikasa. they only care about her because she loved eren romantically, and eren loved her romantically. they don’t care about me.

none of my so called friends have even asked as little as if im okay. they didn’t see his head that was so full of ideas for our future suddenly so full of nothing. they didn’t see the way i collapsed as i held erens severed head. as i was choking on my own spit and tears begging out to the devil that is god above to bring him back. they didn’t see the look on mikasas face. the look of detached and acceptance. she had four blissful, beautiful years in the paths with eren. she had four years to accept it. i barely had four hours. they forget that i was with eren all his life too. they forget that i am griefing too. they forget that i loved him too

[cyb3rbyrs]

“This is… freedom! we’ve finally arrived at this view. haven’t we, Armin?”

(This is gonna be a eremin Animation so…)

[malewife-levi-ackerman]

why did isayama randomly confirm eremin at the end of volume 13

[ungrudgingly09]