6/4 - Lunaires amongst the Knight skies (part 2)
“Lady Vaevelia.” Johannes offers his hand to the young woman waiting on the edge of the dancefloor.
“Lord Johannes.” She courts us in that perfect way that speaks both of practice and natural grace. “I'm afraid it's just ‘Miss’ now…”
“My apologies.” Johannes' green eyes flick between her face and his still raised hand, “Regardless, if I may?” he raises it slightly higher, fingers twitching.
“If you wish.” She smiles, and it's such an easy, delicate smile that he can't help but feel himself fall deep into the hole he is starting to dig himself.
She takes his hand, letting him grip it tighter than he should be, letting him pull her to the dance floor with perhaps more enthusiasm than he should have for a dance.
He’s never been one for dances, really, has always despised the balls and galas
S attended for his uncles and has always shared those lessons.
But for the moment, he is incredibly grateful that his father was a man of performance and that his mother was a woman, for instance, because he was now going to dance with her.
As the music for the next round began, everyone took their places and started in unison. He used to think it was eerie, the way tens to hundreds of people would suddenly begin doing the exact same thing in perfect sync all together, but watching her, he thought it was beautiful.
He took her hand in one of his and ever so carefully placed his other on her waist. It nearly stole his breath when she stepped closer, when they began their waltz.
He hadn't been expecting such a thing tonight. In fact, when he was all but forced to join the King’s school yearly meeting with the Queen’s academy, when he was pressed and polished and preened within an inch of his life for tonight, he had had every intention of leaving as soon as politely possible.
There were strategies to plan, crusades to prepare for, and men to allocate. He was young certainly, but already he had risen to the rank of Lord Commander of the Second legion of knights within his four years of the regiment -the field training that every boy in the knights school prior to graduating. He had responsibilities, ones that couldn't be delayed by something as frivolous as a ball, as counseling.
In fact, he had been rearing to slip away, had already pulled one of his men aside to belay some excuse to the hosts of the evening on his behalf when she arrived.
Later, because apparently one of her friends had needed help fixing her dress or her hair or whatever it was, women prepared for balls, entering from the top of the long, curved staircase with a shy smile, a delicate wave, and an ethereal beauty that cast the entire room into silence.
Johannes swore for a moment she had a halo and wings, as she carefully descended the staircase and joined a gaggle of younger girls at the foot of it. Smiling and speaking in such gentle tones that it sounded like music, like a hymn, like angels singing.
So utterly ethereal that any plans to leave died in his throat right then and there.
He had new plans now; to steal a dance to list his name on every slot of her card for the night, to be her escort and partner for the rest of the week’s events, to arrange courtship, perhaps engagement even.
He was getting ahead of himself, certainly so considering that throughout the whole night she seemed to be able to avoid every single advance that every man in the room made towards her.
Instead, gently pushing her friends and classmates towards prospective natchez of good value, holding simple conversation with nervous young infantrymen, helping a young girl when wine spilled down the front of her dress.
It was the last dance of the night, and Johannes wanted -no, NEEDED- to have her hand for it.
A few scare tactics against the other men vying for her attention, a small slip-up in the use of her former title, and they were here.
His hand on her waist, her waist!, as they danced as if they were born partners for the floor.
He could feel a flush rising up his neck and to his cheeks, which is ridiculous because he was Johannes, Lord Johannes first of his name and heir to the throne and Lord Commander of the Second Legion, and he did not blush.
But she was smiling, and it was as if all the light in the world was before him; she was pressed against his chest, twirling with perfect elegance, her hand never leaving his.
He had to have her; he simply had to be with her for the rest of time itself. Nothing, not a single moment, nor person, nor action, nor word had ever felt so right, so perfect in his entire life.
And she had to feel the same way; surely, he must. For he was the only one she had danced with tonight. For her eyes shone with this raw, beautiful, fragile emotion that surely meant she felt the same as him.
If he had a mirror before him, he knew his eyes would look the same as her heavenly brown ones did now, staring up at him like that.
They were meant for each other.
So why was she denying him?
It was the second day of the week-long event between the two schools, and Johannes was already a paper’s width away from tearing his mind out of his head with anguish.
He had attempted to speak with Lady Miss Vaevelia after their dance, but she had been suddenly pulled away by some fiasco with her cousin Alice. She had left him with a quick smile and barely a word of ‘tomorrow!’ in response to the start of his question.
Tomorrow was today, yet she was apparently unavailable. Busy with something or other, some problem that some girl was having, surely because she seemed to be the one they all went to whenever there was any minor inconvenience, and it was going to drive him insane because he needed, NEEDED, to see her again.
To be by her side, to have her hand on his arm whilst he escorted her on a walk through the lovely gardens.
But she was nowhere to be found.
“What's wrong with Ser Johannes now?” one of his underclassmen and knights of the Second legion asks carefully to another.
“The lady he danced with last night is avoiding him.”
“She is not!” Johannes moans into the wood of the desk he is currently face-first on.
“She is…” Finnian, who was older by a week and held it over his head like it meant something, sighed with pity. “You poor thing. Who would have thought that being so highly ranked would ever be a problem?”
“Why is she avoiding him?” Petre asks, he was older than all of them by a year, and by all standing, shouldn't be here since he had graduated. But he was one of Johannes’ knights, so he had come along with the rest of them. “She seemed rather fond of him last night.”
“I would argue he was more fond of her…” Garin, the newest of them all, who had begun this god-forsaken conversation, looked between the two older knights.