Life... Friends... Boys... Love... Relationships... Joy... Lies... Pain... Tears... Broken... Lost...
A lot of ladies in this world are hopeless romantic and I am one of them too. I once believed in happily ever after, just like in fairy tales. I once believed that my first boyfriend will be my last but it didn't happen. It was painful at first but life must go on. I learned a lot from the pain that my first relationship and other relationships gave me.
I am actually writing this, because of a friend that I had a chat with this couple of days. I met her in college a few years back. She was beautiful, lively, slim, smart, and sweet. She is also a very talented young girl.
It's been a while since I had a chat with her. Until recently I just messaged her because I saw her online. We started chatting until we decided to meet up.
So... We met in a mall and I noticed something is different. She was slim before but she became thinner and looked unhealthy. Her glow disappeared. We started to chat and she started to talk about her. It was actually heart breaking, after knowing what she had been through.
She was bullied in her college by some group of bitches and a professor who is supposed to be considered as the second mother of a student. These people should already know what's right and what's wrong at that age. I can't believed how a professor could be so stupid that she let this thing happen to her student and even went to the side of those bad bitches.
She got her heart broken several times already. Different guys broke her heart into several pieces. She was ignored by her previous boyfriends. She was cheated on and got verbally abused by them.
She is just 21 and got so much pain that she began to doubt herself. She lost her self esteem. She got scared of the people around her. She is so vulnerable that other guys might take advantage of her vulnerability. She felt useless. She cried a lot and forgot her worth. She suffered depression that needed some treatment from doctors. She got her health affected and suffered ulcer just because of those unworthy guys and girls.
She lost a lot in that whole phase of her life and didn't know how to stand up again after the fall that she had. I pity her so much.
At the age of 21, she had to go through those shit of life. And I know that there are also a lot of people who experienced what she'd been through. I just hope that those guys and girls who knows nothing but to abuse, bully and hurt people will get their own karma soon.
To all the girls who have experienced the same thing. Remember these... Learn to love yourself. If the guy you are with is not helping you to be better, leave them and go on with your life. Do not let them bring you down. When you fall and got so much hurt, stand up and be strong. You are the only one who can help yourself, not the doctors, not your friends, not your family but only YOU!
FORGET what you FEEL and REMEMBER what you DESERVE!
To all the girls in the world: Live life and be happy! ;-)