saying no to binging

tw

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wish this binging would stop 😐

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eat for who you want to be, not who you are.

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are you still fucking eating? youre a joke.

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binging used to be just a joke, i dont think it is anymore 🤐

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im sick and fucking tired of food (even though i binge)

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you can make it.

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school makes starving sm easier ngl

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any €d movie recommendations??

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quitting binging isnt too easy apparently😐🥲

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yall need to check out Karmalita Fox on YouTube!! she has the best weight loss motivation. i honestly love her

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any ana coaches out there? comment please if you wanna help a binging little bitch🎀

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im starting to get disgusted of food, even though i still think about binging and i still eat normally. Just ate 4 small pieces of pizza, and im already full? A couple months ago i would devour a couple more pieces. A step nearer to success

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the fact that my friend is 60kg and i am 52, but she is thinner than me. makes me wonder where i went wrong

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'Working so hard to get the binge thoughts out of your head and then for a split second the binge demon makes you forget about why you dont want to binge' is real hell

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i wonder how my mental health would be if i had embraced my lw (44kg) last summer

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apr 5th log:

decided to eat a tbsp of nutella for breakfast in hopes of not binging on it later(overestimating 50cal)

4 pieces of chocolate (200cal)

rice and meat soup (300-400kcal)

going to eat apple/banana/orange juice later (100kcal)

egg white, ham and feta cheese for dinner (max 150kcal)

prolly lost minimum 100kcal at the gym

~ 750 kcal

lets hope i dont binge throughout the day 🤞

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"ill start tomorrow" bitch you said that 6 months ago, look at you still