mona

:p

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ok sick uhh this is my alt blog where i tell yall about all my dumb shit and if you wanna listen you can and if you dont you dont have to idk

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maybe yaoi will cure the fact that i've apparently begun pulling my own hair out???

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cant cut myself AND wear my juicy couture bikini this summer

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ok god strike me down if im a mentally stable-

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me when the big M O M goes off at me about how she expected better from me, amd how she thought i could handle myself better over an email from the company im VOLUNTEERING AT that says i was on my phone

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anyone else pray to a god tnat doesnt exist in desperation for a tyoe of relief and solace that can only come from death??

no??

okay

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me when things that usually get me excited just seem overwhelming and 'too much work' i just wanna fucking sleep and i cant do this i cant i cant i cant i cant idc who 'misses me' if ill be dead before they can like why tf should i care ab who misses me if i wont be there to feel guilty about it i want to care but i just dont i dont and i cant and i feel like i should feel bad for not caring but i dont and idc ab much of anything anymore and it would suck if i cared enough for it to

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genuinely debating it and its freaking me out a little bit bc i have the resources and its late at night so i could do it rn

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"are you man enough" absolutely not