The end.
I quit everything eventually, things that couldâve been so much but fall flat in the end (because I never change no matter how hard I wish I did). No reason for this blog to be any different.
Itâs been fun, mostly. I met some nice people who I talked to for a while. Iâm just always unable to make anything like that last. Shows have disappointed me one too many times and made me so pessimistic and bitter that I canât really get into anything new anymore. And obviously I havenât regained the spark to create the poor quality content I started with, and I doubt I ever will. Letâs just admit that Iâm a sad wanker who only keeps this blog alive out of habit, pretending Iâm still part of a community I lost touch with a long time ago while facing the impossible task of joining a new one as an active member. It seems pointless to merely reblog the same stuff over and over again. Iâm not deleting anything though. I still like looking at the pretty things and learning whatâs new in the world.
I donât recall ever posting something personal like this (though my memory is the worst) so itâs entirely inappropiate for me to end with it. Iâm doing it anyway. Ha. Bite me, social ineptitude. But thatâs beside the point.
Thank you for following. Bye.
