The end.
I quit everything eventually, things that could’ve been so much but fall flat in the end (because I never change no matter how hard I wish I did). No reason for this blog to be any different.
It’s been fun, mostly. I met some nice people who I talked to for a while. I’m just always unable to make anything like that last. Shows have disappointed me one too many times and made me so pessimistic and bitter that I can’t really get into anything new anymore. And obviously I haven’t regained the spark to create the poor quality content I started with, and I doubt I ever will. Let’s just admit that I’m a sad wanker who only keeps this blog alive out of habit, pretending I’m still part of a community I lost touch with a long time ago while facing the impossible task of joining a new one as an active member. It seems pointless to merely reblog the same stuff over and over again. I’m not deleting anything though. I still like looking at the pretty things and learning what’s new in the world.
I don’t recall ever posting something personal like this (though my memory is the worst) so it’s entirely inappropiate for me to end with it. I’m doing it anyway. Ha. Bite me, social ineptitude. But that’s beside the point.
Thank you for following. Bye.
