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“People aren’t always what you want them to be. Sometimes they disappoint you or let you down, but you have to give them a chance first. You can’t just meet someone and expect them to be everything you’re looking for and then be angry when they’re not every hope and aspiration you projected onto them. It’s foolish to believe that someone will be what you imagine them to be. And sometimes, when you give them a chance, they turn out to be better than you imagined. Different, but better.”

— Chloe Rattray

sobrang nakakainis alam mo yon

is it really that hard to ask someone with a calm voice? without shouting?

yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726

hmm okay, im back again coz no one seems to care. 😰

freeadultgame

infinite-sadboihours

How could you give someone the love they deserve, when you could barely love yourself?

walang makausap, walang gustong makinig.

depression-and-literature-deact

Only a little bit insane.

phoenixryder21

I can never find the right words to tell people what I’m thinking. Telling them I’m tired doesn’t work, but I can’t seem to vocalize that I’m mentally exhausted and sick of existing. Telling them I’m sad doesn’t work either, but I can’t explain that I’m struggling not to kill myself and that the joy in everything in my life is gone and when I wake up to the sun in my eyes, I have to struggle to get myself out of bed because most of me didn’t even want to wake up at all. I can’t tell them I’m numb because what I’m feeling is so much more complex than numb and I don’t have the vocabulary to tell them that I feel like I’m drowning and it terrifies me that I feel nothing as it’s happening, and that my insides want to scream but I can’t even find it in me to shed a tear anymore, that every single aspect of my life feels like it’s shaded in grey because someone sucked out all the colors but I can hardly even remember what colors are because I can no longer remember a time I didn’t feel like this. No, I don’t know how to say that. So I just whisper “I’m fine.”

ronicotine

you know that moment when you finally find the courage to let someone know that you're actually not okay and they just tell you to get your shit together?

~yeah, me too