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@monikahalston
*holds cat like baby*
MONIKA 📲 COOPER
Coop: I dont think cats like anybody.
Coop: I might! You never know who youre talking to in this city!
Coop: ANYWAY!!! You didnt give me any details- what's he look like? Did they...fuck? Like could you hear them?
MONIKA: Our cats like you!
MONIKA: That's true. I once gave a homeless man some money and he looked me straight in the eye and told me he killed someone.
MONIKA: I've never shared that with anyone before. But I guess I might as well, since there might be a serial killer drinking coffee out of my "Good Morning, Gorgeous" mug!!
MONIKA: He's... attractive. Not my type but definitely hers. Can't gauge what he's about, though. He looks like he could either be a mechanic or work for Nasdaq. I didn't hear anything, but you know me, once 10 pm hits, I'm dead to the world.
MONIKA 📲 COOPER
Coop: I love you.
Coop: If he kills you make sure he leaves the pancakes.
Coop: I don't know! I don't really talk to killers! Find out if he likes animals or something!
MONIKA: Anything for you! 😊
MONIKA: Hey now, don't make me regret the offer to make you fresh ones!
MONIKA: What is that supposed to mean?? Does liking animals make you not a serial killer? The cats have been circling him since he sat down, but I'm not sure if that's because he's a new face or because they're getting a bad vibe from him.
MONIKA: Also... what do you mean by you "don't really" talk to killers? Cooper do you know someone that's killed a person????
ABEL THOMAS.
If there was a single place that Abel felt most like himself (outside of performing), it was something as musically pleasing as a record shop. Truth be told, he was shocked to see it still standing, but it wasn’t without the lack of wear. He’d been a regular his whole teenage stretch, buying used records while everyone else wasted their money on booze. It held it’s character well, just as it held every memory he’d ever shared within those freshly painted walls. it was just another spot on Philly’s map that reminded him of her.
Their friendly hangout had been solely his idea. It was a chance to brush over old memories, all while making new ones. The time set meant nothing to him, seeing as he’d arrived almost an hour early with the intention of scanning over the old shop’s collection before they shared a look together. He was impressed by the upkeep of stock, it’s old records mixed with releases giving him hope that stores such as this one could keep going under the digital pressure. Curious and a little too excited, nimble fingers flipped through a box until he landed on a personal favorite; Play Deep, a golden release by The Outfield.
As if on cue, a familiar voice lightly spoke the lyrics to a classic he’d strategically placed the needle on many times, sometimes even multiple times in a row. He remembered the playful annoyance in her voice, begging him not to play it again. “Honestly? I’m impressed,” he admitted, turning to smile down at the female he was trying to play friendly with. If she wanted a friendship, he’d give her that and maybe a little more. “Can’t believe this place is still up and going. They’ve got a pretty nice selection for vinyls to be taking the backseat to phones. It’s so much more authentic than some of the places I went to in Nashville. It’s not filled with brand new releases with shiny cover art. Look at this,” he hummed, holding up the same vinyl she’d joked about. “You wouldn’t find something like this in some of those places. This is music.”
After the final word has left his lips, Abel felt the nerves wash over him. He’d been so caught up in his speech that he hadn’t even noticed the pounding of his heart against his chest and the way it drummed in his temples. Every time felt like the first time and he couldn’t help but wonder if that’d ever change. “It’s good to see you,” he finally complimented, hoping the words wouldn’t cross the line of friendship they’d agreed upon.
A laugh tumbled from Monika’s lips. “Abel Thomas is impressed. What an honor that is for the owners.” Her understanding of music was limited to appreciation, and of industry was even more limited to what she’d heard from Abel in the months since his return to Philadelphia. She understood his inclination for the classics ⏤ both in genre and format ⏤ but couldn’t deny how it made him sound like an old man calling for children to get off his front lawn. “Hey, I’m pretty sure they have your albums kicking around here.” Her smile broadened when he showed her the album again, the strokes of color transporting her back to her teenage years, when they’d lie on the floor in his living room and listen to records. He’d sing and she’d try her best to carry a note. In retrospect, it was one of a few signs back then that he was destined for something more than this city could offer him. But Monika knew that now, just as she’d known it then. She felt herself swell with pride at the thought, a genuine flood of happiness washing over her, for him and for everything he’d accomplished over the years. Making it in music didn’t seem easy, not by a long shot, and he’d gone and proven people wrong on his way to carving out his own audience, releasing hit songs, selling millions of albums.
“It’s good to see you, too. I know you’ve been busy.” She’d been busy too, with end-of-the-year preparations, but it somehow seemed far less hectic compared to his schedule of meetings and songwriting sessions. “So I’m really glad you could fit me into your schedule,” she added with an exaggerated sigh as she flicked through the vinyl in front of her. “What prompted the return to our old stomping grounds? Are you on the hunt for something?”
MONIKA 📲 DAN
Dan: Okay what are you feeling, cause you are starting to make me think you got roofied. I'm going there to fuck some people up.
Dan: You do not ask for a bartender that, they can make you passed out in one drink, that's like asking a kid to do the craziest thing they can think about.
Dan: Inception!
Dan: I'm scared to ask, Ellie is doing it too, but I guess I should let you do it too.
MONIKA: I'm just nervous. Really nervous. I don't know why but the thought of going on a date feels... wrong.
MONIKA: I didn't know that! I just wanted something to help take the edge off. 😭
MONIKA: I'm sure it'll be fine. I'll be fine. But hey, the offer still stands to let me set you up with someone.
✉
SEND ✉ FOR A 2 AM TEXT
MONIKA: ( WRONG NUMBER ) Hey, did you know that Gio’s Pizza is still open? Just passed it on the way home. I would’ve thought that health code violations would have shut it down a long time ago, but I guess you can’t go wrong with $1 slices...
(For Kat) ✉
SEND ✉ FOR A 2 AM TEXT
MONIKA: Hey, sorry to be texting you so late but I think I have your wallet? I just found it in the back of a cab and this number was on a business card that matched your ID.
MONIKA 📲 DAN
Dan: Monikat, next time you drink absinthe call me.
Dan: Did you taste anything else? Cause darling absinthe is just alcohol and if you are feeling something else, then the bartender might put something else on it
Dan: what are you feeling?
Dan: And where are you at, cause I might try one of those dating stuff but I'm too lame to go alone.
MONIKA: I wasn't planning to drink absinthe, Dan! I'm still not even sure if that's what I actually drank?
MONIKA: I asked the bartender for the strongest drink. I didn't think to ask what it was.
MONIKA: I have regrets.
MONIKA: Maybe it's psychosomatic? Maybe I just think I'm feeling something and I'm not? Or I am because I think I'm feeling something?
MONIKA: I'm at a speed dating thing. You should go to one! Well, I'll let you know how it goes. This might not be a good one. Or hey, you could always let me set you up with someone? ☺️
Text Starters!
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Send ✉ for an 2 AM text Send ✘ for an unsent text Send ☠ for a threatening message Send ❤ for a lusty/loving/affectionate message Send ♣ for a drunk message
MONIKA 📲 COOPER
Coop: Save me some pancakes.
Coop: Well, have you checked on Rhi?
Coop: I think he would've killed her while you were asleep if he was a killer.
MONIKA: Pancakes aren't as good when they're warmed up. I'll make you fresh ones. 🥞🥞🥞
MONIKA: Oh my god, COOPER!!!
MONIKA: If he's a killer, he's going to kill ME!
MONIKA: I can't just ask him! How do I figure this out without him figuring out that I'm trying to figure out if he's a serial killer???
MONIKA 📲 COOPER
Coop: I'm not gonna tell her I know!
Coop: Get information out of him. I wanna make sure he's not a serial killer.
Coop: Though...what's he making?
MONIKA: Cone of silence!
MONIKA: He doesn't seem like a serial killer? But I guess that's what a serial killer would do? Not seem like one??
MONIKA: I'm making pancakes. He's sitting and drinking coffee.
MONIKA: Oh my god, do you think I'm making pancakes for a serial killer?
MONIKA 📲 COOPER
Coop: Back up.
Coop: Rhi...had a guy...that wasn't me...sleep over?
MONIKA: Uhhhhhh....
MONIKA: She's going to kill me, isn't she?
Ashley Kane
MONIKA 📲 COOPER
MONIKA: So...... apparently Rhiannon had a little sleepover last night, and her "guest" walked in on me making pancakes in my PJs...
MONIKA: I don't know how my shriek didn't wake her up??
MONIKA: I think there's batter on the ceiling.
MONIKA: Anyway I'm trying to make casual small talk with him and I don't think it's going well.
MONIKA: What do I do???
task one ⏤ father can you hear me?
Father’s Day.
It used to be a mystery to Monika.
How does someone with two mothers celebrate such an occasion?
When you’re a child, holidays are exciting times. They’re filled with visual joys ⏤ balloons, confetti and glitter ⏤ and bring with them the excitement of giving or receiving a gift. From as young as kindergarten, Monika can remember sitting among her classmates with craft supplies littered about the table, watching on as they decorated construction paper ties with vigor, her own blank cutout a daunting canvas. “You can give it to one of your uncles!” would become the most common piece of advice given by her educators over the years as the Father’s Day cards became more complicated by design and the questioning stares of her peers grew more insistent. The stares were eventually vocalized.
Children are curious, but they can also be cruel. And that’s precisely why she’s become attentive to the language she uses in her own classroom. Her experiences as the daughter of two loving women have shaped the way she addresses discussions of family with her students, and the way that they collectively honor the parents, guardians and role models in their lives when holidays roll around.
They’ve also influenced her own ideas of parenthood. Father’s Day, not unlike Mother’s Day, evokes bittersweet memories of the birth of her son, who was placed with doting adoptive parents, and the man who had unknowingly fathered him. Disclosing the details of her pregnancy and the adoption to Abel was a long and painful process, especially as it came on the heels of their reunion, but she’s thankful for it as it allowed them to heal together. While Monika is unsure what the future holds for her, she hopes to be a mother someday and pass on the notion to her child(ren) that families all look different, and that one is not incomplete without a father.