Mono Lovers

When I first saw you I didn't know what to say I didn't know what to do Tryna find my way

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Still, I Will Love You

10,000 years may drift on, as my dust gives way to dirt, still I will love you You may leave me tomorrow, Your presence just a scent, still I will love you

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W

I will fake it and say that it is all good But hope you see it burning under my skin I will marry you to the pain you put me through, in the duped hope that you'll never let me go

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Love can just happen

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New Dream EP is so wet. 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

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Live like a celebrity die like you're no one

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Baby boomers are fake af

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I am pale. Very very very very pale.

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Behind, I'll leave a trail so I can find my way. A jet-stream, tearing quiet clouds to shit in an endless sky. The doctors soft glare into the eye of a terminal patient. A crumb trail prepared from my own self-grown, self-harvested misfortune. Within each pile, a grain from a heart destroying night I might not ever stop singing about. A grain from a poor word said or unsaid. People used or moments unused. A kiss I can never return. A bed, I should never have shared. Days spent in my head instead of my books and nearly loosing a future to my fucking self sabotaging trailblazing. If I am guilty of not applying myself adequately in life, in the least I applied myself well for this feat. Why would I disregard this girls heart? Or his heart? Or my heart? This moment feels very much like a deadweight. I wonder if it's possible to shed. My whole aching head can see, without any sympathetic clouding, my failures to others and myself, a trail of memories behind me. A road returning to a peace - to who I once was. I relive each grain. The journey is unbelievably clear. Can I return? Is this deadweight possible to shed? I'm so scared that although I can observe so clearly my path home via pain and self sabotage, my fate is sealed here in this moment. And I will never return. Regain myself. Relearn my self-love. To feel the breeze and not feel like my lungs are crashing through my ribs. A glint in the doctors eye. A quiet cloud, now a new cloud. Is it hope or fatalism? Wishes or prayers?

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My love is in the wind. It's calling you. I'm not here unless you're here too.

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Fall down Crawl down into me now Dance in love my soul Frail love, Stay down in me now Slow trapeze into me

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SHE WAS RIGHT THERE AND I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING. Why must I make life so much harder for myself. I can't believe I'm this stupid.

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WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

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If you like True Blood, you truly are an idiot.

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Wilco playing live makea me happy :')

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Getting LinkedIn invites from my ex every 2 weeks lol why are you using LinkedIn. Have you become the GM of postie plus? lol gtfo

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Sun II

Unbelievable, this surge Rising from my toes to my head And my eyes sink into my head I know what this is and I've tried to escape it. A flurry of years rests on my bed, Of what I've lived and where I've loved. I wake up in the night to hot sweats, dreams departed Like I never slept last night. Forgive my mood, my reluctance too.