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Hudson Williams and partner Katelyn Larson at the Canadian Screen Awards on 31 May, 2026.

Today's study

i love airports. i love going places. what i would give to be in an airport rn. what a privilege

i'm pretty sure i don't experience sexual desire and romantic attraction the same way most people do, regardless if they're gay or straight. i'm actually very, very sex repulsed, most of the time. i've been trying out the asexual label a lot more lately with friends, see how it tastes in my mouth, but i think i'm really struggling with the concept of considering myself part of the community. internalized queerphobia much? is it also related to the fact that my family would probably never get it therefore "coming out" to them is absolutely not an option? also, while i do see sexuality in general as a fluid thing, i've nevertheless always felt much more attraction (what little i feel) to men (the opposite sex) than to women. i, a cis girl, do see myself marrying a dude, if the opportunity arises. but marriage is also not something i'm willing to push on myself only to comply with societal expectations if i don't find someone i feel completely at peace with/love deeply and, as we all know, most men ain't shit lmfao. all this to say, if we're playing the opression olympics, i truly feel that i'm like, the least likely person to ever truly suffer because of my sexual orientation. not saying suffering is a necessary requisite to become part of the lgbtq+ community, but i'm just gonna assume that whoever is reading this gets my point. so yeah, happy pride y'all? i had at least three friends say it to me this year instead of me saying it to them which. feels really weird, actually. i don't know if i like it. anyone got any insights?