My natural reaction reading this:
Throughout my many years alive, never have I ever felt such a strong connection to anyone, as I have with you. The day we decided to become friends, was the day my life changed forever.
I think we were both at a point in our lifes, where we both felt hopeless and stuck in a miserable place, but to me at least, you became a comfort, a way to escape. It didn't matter the topic, be it Fandoms or our personal struggles, all of you brought me joy. You are so very special, so kind, so intelligent. I will always be mesmerized by your way of thinking, how you write, how you formulate your ideas. I admire you, truly.
Though we are so far apart, never has anybody gotten this close to my heart. Never in my life have I ever felt truly understood. I always felt like I was a tad bit off and that I could never form these close relationships other seems to have. But with you, I finally felt seen, felt like I could truly connect with another person. You created a space where I could be all of me, the side with the silly jokes and one that went through a lot of pain. I have never been one to share my personal struggles, but you created a space where the both of us could be truly vulnerable, which created an everlasting bond between us. Getting to finally experiencing this kind of connection, especially with somebody as incredible you, is so very precious.
Though we don't talk for 5 hours a day, like we did in 2022, I think of you every day and how proud of you I am. I don't think you even realize how far you've come, how strong of a person you are. You have come so far in comparison to where you were and it is just beyond incredible to see. And despite all the changes in our lifes, the moment that Discord call starts, we share the same laughs, the same chemistry we did back in those day.
I appreciate you went out of your way to commission this art for me. It's a wonderful gift and it makes me long for a day where we can hopefully share a moment like this ourselves.
You are so special to me and words cannot describe how much I love you.
Thank you, @monsonata π«