♡active july 2022♡

severely mentally ill | 15 | they/them

[monsterenergyzer0]

hi! I just want to do a quick introduction!

I'm 15 years old and live in New York. im around 5'4 and I am a leo. I'm big into spirituality and practice paganism. I've been struggling with an ED for about four years now. I've gone up in weight and down in weight. now I'm back and I don't like it but I'm here. I've been hospitalized three times for mental health issues. I have BPD and ADHD (both diagnosed). i use this blog to help me vent and as a healthy (ish) outlet. please do not report, rather reach out and tell me your concern. my dm's are always open and I'd be happy to talk or just listen.

ty! <3

[monsterenergyzer0]

waiting for summer to end to I can hide in baggy clothes again

[monsterenergyzer0]

pov: you get back from trying to recover and log into this shit show

[monsterenergyzer0]

I deserve to bleed.

[monsterenergyzer0]

can we start calling the Oscar slap the "Slap of '22"?

[currentlyonstandbi]

happy trans day of visibility everyone, i can now legally be perceived for the next 24 hours

[monsterenergyzer0]

just got out of the psych ward lol

[monsterenergyzer0]

they r sending me to inpatient. fuck.

[monsterenergyzer0]

I wake up think ah maybe I can recover eat then want to sh00t myself

[monsterenergyzer0]

I feel ok for once.

[monsterenergyzer0]

big pants + tiny shirt = body goals

[monsterenergyzer0]

just had an ensure for breakfast

[fightpainwithmorepainn-deactiva]

🖤 ~ ❤ ~ 💜 ~ 💙 ~ 💚 ~ 💛

reblog to break that plateau and lose some weight! i believe in you!

💛 ~ 💚 ~ 💙 ~ 💜 ~ ❤ ~ 🖤

[monsterenergyzer0]

I literally haven't eaten in three days

[monsterenergyzer0]

i want to be skinny for the spring

[monsterenergyzer0]

I want a waist this small so my girlfriend can put her hands around it

[ppoisonedpisces]

22' im getting skinny & rich 🦋💰

tired of being sad, fat and broke

[i-may-be-loosing-it]

I'd be happy with just the skinny but not being broke for once in my life would be nice too