CiCi's Dream Journal

Chronicling my journey through Matthew Patel related dreams because he is very yummy

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⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ CiCi's Dream Journal ♡

Chronicling of all of my Matthew Patel-specific dreams, as well as a place for dream manifestation, journeys with lucidity, and possible vents about my chronic nightmares.

Please be wary that this blog will contain NSFW content (always labeled under #mdni) as my dreams are often sexual and/or disturbing in nature. This is not a censored blog.

My Lucid Dreaming Letter to my Beloved

Matthew Patel my angel baby, my utterly breathtaking handsome King. My dark vision of beauty and love. Matthew Patel, I will lucid dream about you tonight. I can feel it. I'll realize I'm dreaming and you'll show up and love me so sweet, so tender, so carnal. My beautiful void, sucking me into his love, relentlessly passionate, through time unpassing. Matthew Patel. I'm in love with you. I know you're in love with me, too. I want to consummate our love in my dreams tonight. Please come to me, my melancholic Broadway star.

Links:

⛧ Main selfship blog (sfw) ⛧ NSFW blog ⛧ My Carrd ⛧ Matthew Patel Shrine on Neocities

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Thank you so much, Matthew. I have sleep paralysis often, and it happened again. Usually after this, I'll go into sleep paralysis repeatedly and end up needing to get out of bed. But last night, Matthew was there with me, telling me it'll be okay, that it would be over soon. Maybe it was a sleep paralysis hallucination but I felt him touch my hand and run his thumb over my knuckles. When that sense of dread tried to creep in, Matthew spoke softly to me. He told me to just breathe, and that he was there with me. I was able to wake up a bit more peacefully, and my sleep paralysis ended with that. I was able to go back to sleep without another incident. Thank you so much, Matthew. I adore you, my Broadway bat. You're the sweetest man ever

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 6/15/2026

I don't remember my bad dream last night because Matthew was there. All I remember was the dream distressing me, and Matthew pulling me out of it. Then it was just me and his tenderness, his hands on mine, his beautiful face, and his lips on my forehead 🖤🖤🖤

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 6/12/2026

Dreamt about Matthew just being there for me. I was injured and my legs didn't work so well, so Matthew was there to help me get around. At one point, as I was improving and trying to walk on my own, Matthew held his hands out to me and told me I don't have to take them, but he's there if I need him. I did end up holding onto his hands as walking was proving to he difficult. He just smiled gently at me and helped me in mundane but sweet ways.

He was wearing his trench coat fit which I very rarely dream about 🤭 so handsome

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 6/6/2026

Dreamt I saw Matthew and we were super excited to see one another. I leapt into his arms and kissed him all over as smiled and chuckled and held me close. He was wearing his suit and he smelled so fucking goooood

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 5/19/2026

MDNI, NSFT

Dreamt about shower sex with Matthew. Started with him eating me out before moving onto sex. He was behind me, calling me his moonflower, saying I'm a good girl. He leaned over my shoulder, kissed my forehead, then my lips. All the while before and after the kiss, I was grabbing his hands and calling his name~

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 5/17/2026

Matthew danced with me as I sang The Phantom of the Opera. Would've loved for him to sing, too, but I'll take him looking at me lovingly 🖤🖤🖤

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 5/11/2026

MDNI, NSFT

Dreamt I was sucking live action Matthew's cock fresh out of the shower, still in our steamy bathroom. I was getting him nice and deep as he absolutely lost his mind with pleasure. I had cum inside of me from our lovemaking in the shower that dripped out onto the bathroom floor. But he was still hard, still eager. Calling me his moonflower, his angel, telling me how good it felt. Matthew came a second time in my mouth and I came alongside him 🖤💕

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 4/7/2026

Dreamt Matthew and I were in college together and we were leaving that afternoon, out in the parking lot looking for his car. He had a van for some reason. I said something like "how do we do this every day? We never know where the car is" and he hummed a little song about it that I don't remember but it made me laugh. When we found the car, he opened the car door for me and I said "thank you baby" as I got in. He said "of course, moonflower". Inside, I was reapplying sunscreen as he got everything ready. It was a hot day so we blasted the ac to cool off. He drove nice and gently out of the parking lot, where most people were good drivers except one dude in a hummer who was an asshole. Matthew and I had a good laugh making fun of him, though

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 4/6/2026

Signed out of a stream's chat by being like "Live. Laugh. Love Matthew Patel <3" I should sign off like that tbh

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 4/5/2026

Very brief Matthew dream where I was feeling down so I went to my comp, put on clips of him from Takes off, and laid my head on my desk to fall asleep (or at least relax) to his voice. Which is honestly a great idea and I wish I could do that more often Me at first: Matthew's voice is so grating I don't like it Me now: Matthew's voice is so beautiful and calming I love it Just had to get used to it. And being in love with him helps

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 4/3/2026

MDNI 18+ content ahead!!

Finally!! Had a dream I was sucking Matthew off, getting really really into it. He was thrusting into my mouth as I blew him. His cock felt so good, I felt his foreskin moving inside me across my tongue, I was going absolutely crazy for this man and his cock. God yes, I wish I could dream of blowing Matthew more often. That gorgeous, thick cock. Godddd 💕 💕

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 4/1/2026

Had a Matthew dream that we were secret lovers and his parents didn't approve of us. We were in high school and snuck around, kissing and cuddling, being very open at school about it but needing to hide it whenever we called each other at night or sent selfies to each other. One day I showed up at his house because his parents weren't supposed to be home and I wanted to surprise him. We ended up in his room in his bed fooling around when we heard a car pull into the driveway. Oh no.

I don't remember how we got caught but we did. I stood there in the kitchen awkwardly as Matthew argued with his parents about me. The word slut was used at one point. They really didn't like me at all. One of the things they brought up was they didn't know me or my family.

I interjected. "My dad is going to a monster truck show. I'm sure he'd love it if we all came along".

How this worked, I have no idea, but we were all at the monster truck show. I sat next to Matthew and I was shaking like mad because I really didn't want to be there. He kept comforting me, holding my hand, putting his arm around me, letting me hide my face in his chest if I got too scared. I think the fact that I did all that despite being scared asf was impressive to his parents, plus seeing Matthew so sweet with me.

At one point during a break where everyone was getting food, Matthew mentioned that he played basketball to bmy brother. My brother laughed and said there was no way, and that he needed to play Matthew at basketball soon to see for himself. I woke up after that.

Pretty cute little AU dream

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 3/29/2026

Absolutely incredible dream that I saw someone who HATED Matthew to the point they had it all over their page and their DNI was "if you selfship kindly with him and have no angst or beef". They were a Gideon selfshipper with pics of them kissing him all over their blog, but interspersed between was Matthew hate posts. I was just scrolling their page laughing my ass off

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 3/29/2026

Had a short dream that Matthew was sitting next to me and had his arm around my waist while we were just hanging out. Pretty sure he leaned over and kissed my temple but that part is a bit fuzzier

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 3/23/2026

Dreamt Matthew and I were sitting next to each other and I was snuggled up next to him with my head on his shoulder. He had his arm around me, smiling and content and warm <3

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⋆⁺₊⋆ 3/4/2026

MDNI 18+ content ahead!

Dreamt of sex with Matthew, me on top, 69. I sat on his face and played with his cock and foreskin. He moaned underneath me and squirmed and wriggled until he came in my mouth. Very sexy big cock