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@moonrecalled
"MEMENTO MORI."
moonrecalled: an independent multimuse for characters from persona 3, featuring ryoji, metis and more. written by meri. as this is a sideblog, I cannot follow other blogs directly - instead, if you see my main blog shadowedresolve following you, that means you're free to interact!
RYOJI STARTER CALL TIME!! like this post for a starter, because my love for him just came rushing back bigtime! <3
@shadowedresolve sent: “ hey— look at me. you can talk to me. ” ( from ryoji @moonrecalled c: )
CONFORTATIONS / accepting
Junpei shot his eyes down, unsure of IF he wanted to talk to Ryoji. After being told that he was the harbinger of Death, it was hard to even look him in the eye. Just thinking about confronting his own possible death dealt in by the hand of his friend--he felt like he was going to be sick.
"How can I look at you, Ryoji? ...tsk." Junpei kicked an invisible rock with his foot, wishing it was real so that he could take his frustration out on said invisible rock. "Leaving everything to our leader to decide the literal fate of the world? I... ...this is so damn stupid."
Junpei's words ache like a gunshot right through the heart. They feel like an ache that will never go away... they feel like condemnation.
Ryoji still considers Junpei a friend. Once, he thinks that Junpei probably thought the same of him... but Junpei's words make him suspect that those days are long in the past. It's not like Ryoji blames him, though. After all, even though Ryoji has been hurting so badly that he wants to cry, feeling so miserable that it all seems like too much to bear - he knows that Junpei and the others must be suffering ten times as much.
The guilt Ryoji feels is strong enough to suffocate him... but it's the sorrow that's truly the worst of it all. The fact that there's nothing Junpei can do to alleviate his frustration, and that every path forward, regardless of the choice, will still result in the same unhappy ending - it's so absurdly unfair. That utter helplessness of knowing you're unable to do a thing, and staring in the face of inevitability is something Ryoji doesn't want SEES to ever experience... right now, they might still hold a spark of hope for change, but it's obvious from looking at Junpei now that the anguish he's feeling is just as awful in it's own way.
Maybe he knows deep down that there's nothing he can do. The thought makes Ryoji's heart clench with misery. Yet...
"I'm sorry." Even if the words won't do a thing, he has to say them anyway. Selfishly, he wants Junpei to understand how much he means them, too. "I wish there was anything else I could do..." And in that moment, Ryoji's caught in a frustration so powerful that the sad smile on his face drops away entirely, leaving only gritted teeth and a tight grimace behind. But he can't bring Junpei down any lower than he has already... he can't just leave it at that, can he?
There's only one thing he can think of to say, as meaningless as it is.
"...But, Junpei. Whatever that choice ends up being in the end... you should tell Makoto whatever it is you're feeling. It's your decision too, after all."
dude, stop laughing, you're gonna get us in trouble!
i kind of just posted this on my main persona multi, but. i think a friendship between junpei, motoha, yukari and aran would be amazing actually.
Another persona commission for Ceeington on Twitter!
did you guys know......... that ryoji was one of the first muses i ever picked up to write........................
anyway i think i should bring him back!! c:
february, 2010
RYOJI STARTER CALL TIME!! like this post for a starter, because my love for him just came rushing back bigtime! <3
guys should i add rei from pq back to this blog. i made a sideblog for her but it's seen exactly zero use atm so... hmm. i am considering.
Ryoji's smile, directed at Kotone, is a warm one - but there's something a little more subdued about it today. Often, it's like he's lit up from within, his energy infectious in a way that makes the world a little brighter - but not every time is a time for passion and excitement. Sometimes it's good to slow down and reflect, too.
Today, what's on Ryoji's mind is something that's been worrying him for a while. But he doesn't want to intrude where he isn't wanted, so when he asks, he hopes he's found the right words to express his concern properly.
"I was... wondering about Junpei-kun." he starts, only a little hesitant. "He's been acting so differently, lately. He told me not to worry, but... did something happen? Or do you think it's better not to ask?"
@epitomees ( starter for kotone! )
pretty......
Mochizuki's sharp cry of pain startled him and he got up quickly to check on him, brows furrowed in worry. "H-hey! Hey... what's wrong?!" He asked, but refrained from touching him in case he did something he wouldn't like or push him away on his own.
For something like this to happen so suddenly... something must have triggered it, yet Makoto wasn't sure what to do to help him.
"Maybe you should sit down for a while." He suggested. However, as much as he wanted to sit him down, he decided to stay put in case the pain subsided or he needed something. "Should I do something to help?" Maybe he was asking too many questions at this point.
Even as Makoto tries to help, Ryoji can barely focus on him or register his words with the memories in his mind still there, held back as if by a dam that's about to burst. And he can feel it. If he lets it happen, he'll remember everything.
-But remember what? What does that mean? All at once, everything that Ryoji spent so long denying has suddenly become obvious, and he doesn't know how to face it. There's always been something wrong with him, something different compared to everyone else. He doesn't know the things he should, he feels no attachment to the "memories" of his childhood - if he can even bring them to mind at all. He always pushed it aside; somehow it didn't seem to matter, but it's all hitting him now - and he doesn't know how he ever could've missed it before.
There is something wrong with him. He might not even be human. And if that's the case... what does that mean for Makoto?
"I'm sorry." he finds himself saying, the words pulled out of him by a bone deep desperation. "I'm sorry, Makoto." And even though he doesn't know what he's apologizing for, he knows that whatever it is, it's something truly awful. He has to explain it, tell Makoto what's going on, but he's so scared of what will happen when he does.
"I don't know what's wrong with me... but, Makoto - I don't think I'm who you think I am."
universe
𝐁𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐌!
OKAY SO I got really excited when I saw this meme and simply had to do it for Ryoji, so here we are! Absol, Dusknoir and Marowak were all chosen to represent Ryoji's nature as "death" - Absol is said to appear before disasters, just as Ryoji is harbinger of the fall, and Dusknoir has plenty of associations with reapers and the afterlife in general. Marowak was honestly chosen because I like it (lmao) but also because of it's association with grief?? Which again, ties into the death theme and how Ryoji grieves for the world that he believes is soon to end.... sorry, Ryoji. Moving onto a more positive note, Oricorio matches Ryoji's colors (yellow!) and gives off a kind of energetic, happy vibe that I think suits him very well. (and I like how it has different forms, too!) Mantine connects Ryoji to the sea, which is something he's noted to love in canon, and fits his temperament nicely too, while Clefable is another cheerful-looking creature with ties to (of course) the moon! I didn't pay attention to proper team composition for battles or anything like that, these are just the pokemon that I overall feel represent him as a character well. ;w;
tagged by: stolen from my other blog, lol tagging: everyone who wants in!! and then tag me so I can see, please! c:
