I feel so depleted you know life has never been easy. And I know everybody has problems adversity is nothing new but lately I just don’t know. I feel like I’m losing the strength to continue on.
And it’s the realization that, although I can pick myself back together, I cannot do the same for the ones that I love the most, my mother, my brother, my own pet. I cannot fix them or put them back together to see the people that you love the most deteriorate in front of your own eyes day by day is the worst feeling
At this point in my life, I thought I was gonna have more stability and I don’t
I don’t have enough to do what I dreamed and wish for myself and my family and that is really painful
My brother told me that things are bad now but Now is not forever so for now i’m just gonna hold onto his words and hope 
