moonywritings28

Hiiiii! I'm Natalia and this is going to be full of my hyperfixations. Currently, that's a lot of Marauders and Stranger Things. Also the shit posts. That's here too

[moonywritings28]

HELP

Guys there's this one fic I read a LONG time ago and I'm trying to find it but I canttt

Can anyone help?

All I remember is that it involves Sirius having this very elaborate plan to get Remus to fall for him. At one point he makes Remus a little snack bag and forces him to eat something from it (as part of his plan) while they're studying in the library. At another point Sirius is wanking in Remus's bed, and later they end up fucking outside (at the very end). Also at the end Remus says something like "Did you know I can smell when you're horny?" or sm like that.

I remember that at the end of the fic, Sirius said something like 'Ill be a perfect housewife, and I'll greet you on my knees every day so no saying you're tired" and Remus is like "That sounds perfect"

I reallyyyy love this fic and if anyone has even a faint idea of what it is, PLEASE let me know

[starcroww]

Knight Remus with his armour and sword covered in blood after an attempted attack on prince Sirius, looking frantically around for the prince to make sure he's okay. Sirius pressing his forehead against Remus' helmet and whispering that he's alright, but Remus' hands are still trembling where they hold Sirius, so the Prince takes off his helmet so he can cup Remus' face, look into his eyes and repeat "I'm okay, I'm safe. You kept me safe." until Remus believes it and that animal like wildness leaves his eyes.

[tobukizzy]

a heatwave being roommates wolfstars breaking point will always get me. both of them walking around sweaty and in as little clothes as they can get away with and just more on edge in general because of the heat and remus just snapping at one point when sirius was eating some sort of ice lollie (obscenely) and kissing sirius senseless

the popsicle melting in sirius hand and dripping down his wrist and remus grabbing his hand and licking the line of the drip while keeping eye contact

[outromoonyy]

When I say I hate men, that does not include Remus John Lupin.

[outromoonyy]

"We're going to have to do better than this."

Before Remus could ask what "this" meant, Sirius caught him by the scarf and tugged him behind one of the stone pillars overlooking the courtyard.

"The hand-holding," Sirius said under his breath. "It's lost its effect."

Remus raised an eyebrow. "Let me guess, that girl is stalking you again."

Sirius risked a glance around the pillar before ducking back again. "She's still there."

Remus leaned sideways to look.

"I don't see anyone."

"Disillusionment charm," Sirius shot back instantly. He reached out and slid both of his hands into the front pockets of Remus’s jumper, stepping in so close their chests brushed. "She's advanced. You need to look at me like you're madly in love with me so she loses hope."

Remus eyed him. He knew exactly what the shimmer of a Disillusionment charm looked like. He knew for a fact there was no invisible girl spying on them. He had known for three weeks.

But Sirius’s hands were warm inside his pockets, and the smell of him was completely short-circuiting Remus’s brain.

So he shifted his weight, slowly bringing his hands up to settle firm on Sirius’s hips.

"Alright," Remus said after a moment. "We should probably kiss then."

Sirius’s eyes widened. "What?"

"To scare her off," Remus said simply. "We should probably make it convincing."

For the first time since he'd concocted the whole ridiculous plan, Sirius seemed to run out of words.

"Yeah," he managed after a beat. "Convincing."

Remus didn't give him the chance to think twice. He leaned in and pressed their lips together. The kiss was slow at first, almost tentative, until Sirius let out a soft, startled breath and kissed him back with enough feeling to make it painfully obvious they'd both been waiting for an excuse. Sirius's fingers curled into the front of Remus's jumper, pulling him closer as the kiss deepened.

When they finally pulled apart, the chilly air rushed between them. Sirius was flushed from the cold and something else entirely, his breathing uneven as he searched Remus's face like he was trying to work out what had just happened.

After a long moment, he cleared his throat.

"...Do you think she believed us?"

Remus laughed softly, his thumb brushing absentmindedly along Sirius's jaw before it came to rest beneath his chin.

"I'm not sure," he admitted. "Might have to keep it up for a while."

"How long is 'a while'?"

Remus pretended to consider it.

"I don't know." A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Hopefully, for the rest of our lives."

[outromoonyy]

"Moony and I decided that if we're both still single at thirty, we're going to marry each other."

James choked on his pumpkin juice. Lily, who had been lazily playing with the ends of James’s hair, froze. 

"You what?" James wheezed.

"It’s a pact," Sirius explained casually, reaching over to steal a piece of bacon off Remus’s plate. Remus didn't even look up from his book; he just automatically shifted his plate an inch closer to Sirius so it would be easier for him to reach. "If we hit thirty and neither of us has found a wife, we'll just tie the knot. For tax purposes. And because I can't cook."

Lily stared at them. She looked at Sirius, who was currently wearing one of Remus’s jumpers, and then at Remus, who was using Sirius’s knee as an armrest.

"Right," she snorted. "A pact."

"Yeah," Remus mumbled. "It’s practical. We already know we can tolerate each other."

"Tolerate," James repeated, incredulous. "Sirius, you literally threatened to hex a first-year yesterday because they bumped into Remus in the corridor."

"He was moving entirely too fast," Sirius defended, looking genuinely offended. "Moony has bad joints."

"And Remus," Lily continued. "You spent three hours last week mending a tear in Sirius's jacket by hand because he claimed the reparo charm makes the leather 'feel itchy.'"

"He has very sensitive skin, Lily," Remus defended. "You know he only sleeps on silk pillowcases."

James rubbed his face with both hands, looking like he was rapidly losing his grip on reality. 

"You two have lived in each other’s pockets for six years. You pushed your beds together since fourth year, you sign your Christmas cards together, Sirius only lets you cut his hair and refuses to study unless his feet are resting in your lap. Yesterday, I watched Sirius eat a piece of toast directly out of Remus's hand."

"My nails were drying," Sirius argued. "I couldn't risk smudging the polish." 

"You're already married!" James exclaimed, throwing his arms up. "You just haven't signed the paperwork! I feel like I'm third-wheeling a sixty-year marriage every time I sit in my own dormitory!" 

Sirius scoffed, rolling his eyes at Remus. "We are not inviting him to the wedding.”

James put his head down on the table and refused to speak for the rest of breakfast.

[hkxox]

in their first year, sirius saw how remus always had his nose buried in a book, so i imagine tiny sirius surprising him with handmade bookmarks that he made, shyly pressing them in his hands, as his way of asking will you be my friend?

[starcroww]

Remus crying a little because Sirius is ontop of him, asleep, wearing his shirt, all tired and fucked out becasue of him, his face all smushed up in sleep the way Remus is so familiar with because he knows all of Sirius' little quirks now. If he told himself from just a few months ago that this is his life now after years of wanting it, he's pretty sure past Remus would cry too.

[sandersstudies]

Hey

If your anxiety, depression, or executive dysfunction is making you scroll endlessly on your phone or laptop

Stop

It’s okay, I’m not mad. It happens to everybody sometimes. It’s frustrating, isn’t it? But it’s time to get up now.

Don’t worry! You don’t have to do that

One Thing,

just get yourself a glass of water for now, or brush your teeth, or pet a cat.

After you’ve done that, maybe you could make yourself a nice cocoa, or open a window. If you’re feeling really crazy you might finish a homework problem, or respond to an e-mail, or wash a dish.

But no matter what, if you get up then you’re moving forward, and I’m

super proud of you!

I know you’re having a difficult time, but I’m really glad you’ve made it this far, and I love you!

Have a nice day my friend, I’ll see you soon, but right now it’s time for you to get up.

[sandersstudies]

@ literally everyone who reblogged this post and said “this helped me,” I’m so so glad and so proud of you, my friend. Stay strong.

@ everyone who reblogged and said “this doesn’t help me, but maybe it will help someone else,” that’s so kind of you to be thinking of others, and it’s okay that not every method works for everyone. Stay kind.

[ace-of-the-cards]

what if we cant get up?

[sandersstudies]

Maybe a physical or mental issue is keeping you down, in which case I would never ask you to overexert yourself! Maybe just turn off your device and breathe for a few minutes (meditate or pray if that is something you do). Text, message, or call a friend. If somebody else lives with you, perhaps have a conversation with them as well. Look out a window and see if there are any nice birds out today.

Those are still real steps! Even if you just pause to breathe or tell a friend hello, that’s still great! It’s better than isolation or monotony. I’m proud of you just for that. :)

[apcqlypse]

wolfstar are never not touching each other it's always sirius's legs kicked over remus's lap in the common room and remus absentmindedly brushing a stray lock of hair behind sirius's ear without glancing up from his notes and sirius knotting remus's tie for him when his hands become unsteady around the full moon and their knees pressing together underneath their desks and remus waking up in the hospital wing after a particularly bad moon to find sirius's trembling fingers gripping his own. mind you this is BEFORE they realize they're in love with each other

[moonyhowlsforthestars]

Remus curling up on the potters' couch after a full moon and everyone is careful not to disturb him. When Harry asks Lily and James about what happened they just tell him he is sick. So now Harry is is doing all the stuff Lily does to him when he is sick. Placing his hand on Remus's forehead even though the one year old has so idea what it's for. Placing a wet towel on said forehead. Placing a thermometer in Remus's mouth and reading the random numbers with full seriousness. Pestering his mom to make Remus warm soup which she already made in the first place. Harry covering Remus with his favourite blanket and surrounding him with stuffed toys and sticking stickers on his hands and face whispering 'get well soon uncle moony' under his breath.

[tobukizzy]

Sirius knew he was pretty. He knew he was desired and even though it was just superficial attraction, it felt addictive.

He would go out, have meaningless hookups, and revel in the moments when someone looked at him like he was wanted.

His hookups were always quick and impersonal, someone fucking him to chase their own pleasure and to discard once they’ve gotten what they wanted. He didn’t mind being used, if it meant someone wanting him enough to use him. He could get off and be satisfied, but really, sex never was this wonderful thing for him. He thought everyone else was lying about how great it was.

That was at least until the first time Remus and him had sex. Remus was the most attentive lover, he had sex with Sirius to be as close and intimate as possible, to make him feel as good and he can. Remus didn’t fuck Sirius just to get himself off, and that was new to Sirius.

Remus worshipped him, he kissed him with his whole heart, like he wanted to devour Sirius whole. He traced the lines of his body, reverent touches and dirty kisses to his waist, his neck, his thighs, anywhere Remus could reach. Sirius surprised himself with the noises he made, becoming a moaning and whimpering mess just from Remus kissing him like he meant something.

Sirius was never shy, he never felt that vulnerability that comes with giving yourself over to another, but when Remus looked at him he felt truly seen for the first time, and suddenly giving himself to someone else was a conscious act based on wholeheartedly trusting someone else.

[fawns-angel]

remus is so crazy when it comes to physical touch with sirius. knee bumping, waist holding, falling asleep on top of each other, everything. if they aren’t sat together, remus cannot take his eyes off sirius, but he doesn’t even do it on purpose. it’s just second nature to him

[hkxox]

people seeing wolfstar together and thinking there's no way remus can handle all that, and sirius is internally collapsing because remus smiled at him from across the room

[piagnucolona]

remus' big rough hands all over sirius. around his neck, down his torso, in his hair, tracing the tattoos down his arms, drawing circles around his hipbones, playing with his fingers, gripping his thighs, worshipping each line and curve and edge

[moonlightchiid]

Crowley Slinky walk Appreciation Post, because YES??

The apartment ones were my favourites ngl

(Also the slutty outfit)

What was the reason for the arm swings Sir?

I never seen anyone carry an baby, with that amount of sass

*inserts* walk him like a dog sis

This whole scene, sass PURE SASS

I cannot

Also him crossing the grass after that!

The iconic MJ stepping

No one steps out of their burning car like that??

The little hop made me giggle

[hkxox]

rockstar sirius, whose bracelet gets snagged on remus's sweater, when he's passing by him or something and as he tries to remove it, he tries to make small talk with remus, who is this blushing, stuttering mess, because this literal angel like man is so close, talking to him, and he smells soo good, and sirius sees this and thinks who is this loser....i want him