𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖇𝖎𝖉 𝖙𝖆𝖑𝖊𝖘.

[morbidgrl]

new blog

@morbidmourning

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MOVING BLOG !

find me over @scoutcarver ❤️

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i have the new blog up !! it's a temp url,i need something cooler than this but for now this will do its @scoutcarver :) im really excited to start fresh and wanting new everything lol. it's going to take some time,everyone i wanted blocked is already blocked,and now i just need tags and whatnot.

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since when is it rude to block people lol do people like forget others are allowed to do as they please on THEIR BLOGS? jesus christ,here i thought shit was cooling down a little bit,but it just seems like there's ALWAYS a constant storm on the horizon on this hellsite.

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im thinkin' of doing a new url completely for scout whenever i do change blogs. im thinking of some but the suck lmao

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im more confident in what i want to do differently with scout. it's going to take some time to get done but i crave change i've had her for so long im not going to part with her,ever. she just needs to grow more and i want to be more descriptive and learn how to format my posts a little better. along with like changing aesthetics and maybe getting an alt fc. overwhelmed of the idea but it's growing on me so it's going to happen.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝐍𝐈𝐑𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐀  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  all  of  these  are  taken  from  the  album  ‘nevermind’  released  in  1991.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

𝚂𝙼𝙴𝙻𝙻𝚂 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝚃𝙴𝙴𝙽 𝚂𝙿𝙸𝚁𝙸𝚃 ❛  it’s fun to lose and to pretend.  ❜ ❛  with the lights out, it’s less dangerous.  ❜ ❛  i feel stupid and contagious.  ❜ ❛  i’m worse at what i do best.  ❜ ❛  our little group has always been and always will until the end.  ❜ ❛  i guess it makes me smile.  ❜ ❛  i found it hard, it’s hard to find.  ❜ ❛  oh well, whatever, never mind.  ❜

𝙸𝙽 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙼 ❛  but he knows not what i means.  ❜ ❛  we can have some more.  ❜

𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙴 𝙰𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙰𝚁𝙴 ❛  come as you are, as you were, as i want you to be.  ❜ ❛  take your time, hurry up.  ❜ ❛  choice is yours, don’t be late.  ❜ ❛  i swear that i don’t have a gun.  ❜

𝙱𝚁𝙴𝙴𝙳 ❛  i don’t care if it’s old.  ❜ ❛  get away, away from your home.  ❜ ❛  i don’t mean to stare.  ❜ ❛  we could plant a house, we could build a tree.  ❜ ❛  i don’t even care.  ❜

𝙻𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚄𝙼 ❛  i’m so happy ‘cause today i found my friends.  ❜ ❛  sunday mornin’ is every day for all i care and i’m not scared.  ❜ ❛  i shaved my head and i’m not sad.  ❜ ❛  and just maybe i’m to blame for all i’ve heard, but i’m not sure.  ❜ ❛  i’m so excited, i can’t wait to meet you there.  ❜ ❛  i’m so horny, that’s okay.  ❜ ❛  i’m not gonna crack.  ❜

𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙾𝚁𝙸𝙰𝙻 𝙿𝙸𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚂 ❛  try to love one another right now.  ❜ ❛  gotta find a way, a better way.  ❜ ❛  never met a wise man. if so, it’s a woman.  ❜ ❛  just because you’re paranoid don’t mean they’re not after you.  ❜

𝙳𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙽 𝚈𝙾𝚄 ❛  i’m lucky to have met you.  ❜ ❛  i don’t care what you think unless it is about me.  ❜ ❛  i like you.  ❜

𝙻𝙾𝚄𝙽𝙶𝙴 𝙰𝙲𝚃 ❛  i can’t let you smother me.  ❜ ❛  i’d like to but it couldn’t work.  ❜ ❛  i don’t regret a thing.  ❜ ❛  i’ll go out of my way to prove i still smell her on you.  ❜ ❛  don’t tell me what i wanna hear.  ❜ ❛  i’ll keep fighting jealousy until it’s fucking gone.  ❜ ❛  i’ll go out of my way and make you a deal.  ❜

𝙾𝙽 𝙰 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝙸𝙽 ❛  i’ll start this off without any words.  ❜ ❛  i love myself better than you.  ❜ ❛  i know it’s wrong so what should i do?  ❜ ❛  it’s safe to say, don’t quote me on that.  ❜ ❛  somewhere i have heard this before.  ❜ ❛  what the hell am i trying to say?  ❜

[morbidgrl]

okay so i did some drafts and the rest i'll get to tomorrow. scout still has so much muse though,but that'll have to wait. i hope everyone had a good weekend.

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so whose going to throw scout a birthday party?

[fuckingvictus]

           “you’ve  been gettin’ pretty close to that emerson kid. you got the hots for him?” a smirk spreads across his features, tongue clicking on the roof of his mouth. “scout & mikey sittin’ in a tree K-I-L-L-I-N-G,” // @morbidgrl​ liked for a starter!

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❝You know he's not my type,dingus. You've seen the type of dudes I bring to the cave,Michael Emerson wouldn't even be a passing thought,he'd be dinner if we didn't have to keep this shit up.❞She's clearly lying right through her teeth,the words spat out like a bad taste in her mouth and she runs a hand through her hair,groaning when Marko starts to sing,mocking her.

❝He's got the hots for Star,why would he change his mind for little ol' me? We're just friends,man. If David had any idea of me talking to him,he'd be the one killing me in a tree.❞

[hangtenn]

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Scout wants to grill her,she does,but she can’t find it in her to do so,so instead she groans,pinching the bridge of her nose,green hues close briefly,❝What possessed you to do that? And why the left butt cheek? What the fuck,Lenny?❞She’s not raising her tone in the slightest bit,a little surprised Lennon would do something like that,and it would seem like something Scout would do on a rough night out,but then again,Lennon Matthews never ceased to surprise her.

❝I hope for your sake your ass cheek survived,it’s a miracle he got as far as he did without passing out. Where’d you find this guy anyways?❞

             lennon doesn’t mind getting grilled or anything. “i don’t know, girl. like i said, this mercury in retrograde had some fuckin’ hands. i was bein’ impulsive and sleep deprived,” a laugh leaves her, head falling back as she slaps her hand onto her thigh. “because i didn’t want anyone to be able to see it. especially my mom. she would skin me alive if she found out about my little prison—…i mean, living room tattoo,” that truth still stands. sure, lennon was nearly thirty years old but her mother’s wrath was still not something she wanted to deal with. mainly because she’d never stop hearing about it for the rest of her mother’s life. 

                 “yeah. iti healed fine. i’ve been exfoliating the shit outta it though, making the ink fade. i’m still gonna have to think of a cover up, though. any ideas?” a hum leaves her, eyes rolling. “he’s just some wook friend i have. some of the best sex i’ve ever had.”

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❝I forget you're really into the whole retrograde shit sometimes. But I don't see any other reasoning for this,man. This is wild. Might as well be a prison tattoo,Len.❞She's lighting a cigarette and the cancer stick dangles between chapped lips,she really needed to find a better lip balm,her lips were practically screeching in pain,she thinks this as she's trying to get the flame to flicker on her shitty zippo lighter she stole from some random dude she met at a club a few nights ago. She gives up with a little huff and tucks the cigarette back behind her ear.

❝I think your mom would ring your neck. I'm glad it healed though,I would've had to find him and uh,you know,talk to him a little bit. Where do you even find these guys anyways? I can come up with something for ya,I got your back. We don't need your mom wringing your neck,then again,you'd probably end up haunting me.❞

[femmecaedes-archived-deactivate]

𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐁𝐈𝐃𝐆𝐑𝐋    //    𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐓   𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐑 .​

Scout smiled back,not minding the powerful punch to her arm,it was just how they were with each other,❝Yeah,you’re right,but you got a lot of skeletons in your closet.❞She giggles,pointing a wiggly finger at Vanya,even adds a little snort for good measure,smirk growing ever so slightly with a hint of dimples.

❝Hey,at least I give good ideas too! I wouldn’t ever dream of narking on you.❞

                    when   scout   wiggles   her   finger   at   her   ,   vanya   jokingly   acts   like   she’s   about   to   bite   it   off   before   letting   out   a   raucous   laugh   ,    ❛   you   got   lotsa   skeletons   in   yer   closet   ,   too !     that’s   why   we   get   along   so   fuckin’   well .   ❜    vanya   beams   over   at   her   friend   ,   grabbing   a   cigarette   from   the   crumpled   pack   in   her   pocket .

                    ❛   good !     ‘cause   i’d   have   ta   kill   ya .   ❜    said   like   a   joke   ,   but   is   it   one ?     no .

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Scout smirks when Vanya pretends to bite her,it's impossible to be miserable around her,she just has that affect on her and she knows it,and she can't be mad at that,she was grateful,she could be her full on weird self without judgement around Vanya and it felt nice.

❝Some are real,though. Animal bones,but who's checking my closet that often besides me? We get along because we're both weirdos.❞She grins,teeth and all,dimples poking out and she sneakily grabs a cigarette from Vanya's pack,smirking a little bit.

❝As if you could,you wouldn't have it in you,you like me too much.❞

[morbidgrl]

i want to change things here but i hate re-blocking people and just like the small stress that comes from moving blogs. i don't mind archiving and whatnot but it does get to be tiring. i just need something new,something fresh. i just don't know what. currently,my mood goes up and down but i don't want to delete scout,i just think she needs a heavy re-vamp. like aesthetics and everything. opinions below would be really appreciated. bc im at a loss on what to do and how to go about it.

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i was thinking like if i do remake,i'd only keep a certain amount of people blocked,not nearly as much as i do right now,but enough to where i am comfortable and not stressing about blocking that many people. that's the most stressful part about re-making / re-vamp's whatever you call them by.

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it's raining like a motherfucker here. this is so much rain,i haven't seen this much rain in ages. it's nice but it's a pain in the ass and it's going to storm tomorrow w possible lightning.

[morbidgrl]

i want to change things here but i hate re-blocking people and just like the small stress that comes from moving blogs. i don't mind archiving and whatnot but it does get to be tiring. i just need something new,something fresh. i just don't know what. currently,my mood goes up and down but i don't want to delete scout,i just think she needs a heavy re-vamp. like aesthetics and everything. opinions below would be really appreciated. bc im at a loss on what to do and how to go about it.

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normally i don't like make anything unless someone's around so i don't burn shit down lmao but i made some sausage along with some bell peppers and man im impressed w myself. i'll post a pick later before i scarf it down. i feel more confident when someone's with me lol. this is a first for me so im pretty damn proud of myself. i know im almost 30,but ya'll gotta understand how legitimately terrified i was of the oven and stoves. the whole fucking device terrified me.

[knifewields]

𝘚𝘛𝘈𝘙𝘛𝘌𝘙 𝘊𝘈𝘓𝘓 :   @morbidgrl​​​​

‘  okay  ,  then  what  about  green  jellÿ  ?  scout  ,  babe  ,  be  careful  how  you  answer  this  .  our  friendship  could  ,  like  ,  totally  be  on  the  line  here  !   ’

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Green hues roll into the back of her skull,but the smirk is there,per usual,dimples are out to greet Stu happily,but he's not going to miss the slight grimace on the mention about green jelly,❝How could you forget that it's all about blue raspberry for me,Stu? Thought you knew me better to ask that.❞Sarcasm laces her words,she can't stop the smirk and she playfully shoves him,even though he's much taller than she is,she's still going to attempt the shove on her tip toes.

❝Hm,maybe you can get me to like it,that'd be the only way to save our friendship,y'know?❞