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this blog is now an archive. not sure what the hell i am doing as of yet,or if i want to keep the same url even. but just know another blog is coming your way.
i have come to a decision,i am going to be moving blogs again and also making a multi. i need to stop letting others take control of my hobby. i have given it a lot of thought,and whenever i remake,its going to be private as fuck,because i am tired of people mindlessly clicking the follow button without reading my rules first. im also going to be highly selective,a step up from 'semi' because i feel it's needed in the same regard as being private. this is my safe space and will continue to be,im just going to be even more strict and keep to my own policies on how i want to run things on this hellsite. to many times i have just let...people fucking walk all over me and ignore my set boundaries and allowed them to give me anxiety when it shouldn't fucking be this way. now,i am not entirely sure when i'll be re-booting,maybe next year,maybe a week from now. i am however,going to take my time with that. i want to give a shout out to those who have helped me with this,and say how much i appreciate you and your wisdom and advice. anyways,that's about it update wise. i hope everyone is having an okay start to their week <3 love you guys and please take care of yourselves during these shitty times <3
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since i am going to get off my lazy ass and write today,thus finishing the drafts,hit the ā” for a starter. multi's please specify your muses,and verse if you'd like to. all of my verses are found in my carrd linked in my pinned post.
ya know,i feel like scout is more of a zak bagans type when she's ghost hunting / investigating AND a side of shane madej. the demons know her by name,and mock her faith,her style even,so she feels like it's somehow rightfully deserved she taunts them right back,even if they're showing her they're more powerful than her fancy paper from college and her believe in god. this doesn't stop her from being a little shit and taunting them,clearly. :p
@seespirits / continued thread.
scout can tell when her partner in crime is feeling off and anxious,they were very in tune with each other's emotions,and she had to do something to cheer her up,and maybe joking about demons being friends wasn't the best joke in the world,the faint smile told her that,and a frown formed on her face,''shit,bad joke. just trying to lighten the mood,y'know,like always.''she gives a small,faint smile,though there's guilt behind it,scout can't help it,she's usually the comic relief here - provoking demons and spirits alike,even if she couldn't sense them like steph could,she tried her best. they both did,that's why they're still doing what they do. she nods her head when she hears the infamous line from her friend,''white light,yeah,it's blinding me. it's helping though.''she runs a hand through her hair,biting her lower lip to no end,skin being pulled against her teeth,bad habit,she's aware,but she still can't brush away the feeling of being watched,even with the help of picturing the white light.
''i think we should -''she's cut off by something,hit with an energy so strong she almost falls over and has to steady herself on the desk,the cross around her neck feels pressure on the chain,she can feel it being tugged,and she could've sworn she felt breath on her,''hey,you demon fuck! if you're so powerful,pull the chain off,throw it across the room.''scout got her taunting to work,and she let out a yelp,being shoved down right on her ass,watching with widened green hues as the necklace flies off so fast,it felt like she imagined it,and in a hazed state,she looks up at steph,teary eyed.
''i- i think we need to leave. we'll come back some other time. might've pissed it off a little...''
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sheās gone for a fucking day,and this is what happens when you miss school for a therapy appointment that lasts half the day itself,this was technically her first day back in school,and she could tell it was going to be one of those long days that dragged on,even more so now that she ran into macho guy still at her locker.
huffing in annoyance,sheās glad she wore her chunkier boots,she was at his level,being brave and stepping up to him face to face,green hues eyeballing him,a small smirk forming on her pouty pink lips,āif ya donāt,i might put a curse on you. iām the residential weirdo here in hawkins,this humble little town you moved to. donāt know why the fuck anyone would want to do that,but here you are. iām only gonna ask again nicely.āāshe finishes off with a little huff of air,saying it all in one breath and a little fast,blame the caffeine she just consumed before getting to school.
ā'pretty please get away from my damn locker. youāll be spared from getting cursed,i promise.ā
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Ā Ā Ā huh. not a lot of interesting shit happens at this school, but the attitude the girl in front of him was sporting surely proved amusement enough. made billy wonder just how far he could drag this out, before the school bell rang and he would inevitably have to move away from the locker to get to his class.
Ā Ā Ā heās canāt quite help the snort that leaves him at the threat thrown his way, because what the hell was this chick on, anyway? ā shit. a curse, really?Ā ā obviously he doesnāt make anything of it, smug smirk thatās plastered on his face telling her heās not going to budge, no matter what she says, nor how many times she would ask. itās just too much fun ā provides good amusement on what seemed to start off as a rather boring day.Ā ā you meanĀ bad luck for ten years or some other bullshit like that?Ā ā billy doesnāt take the threat seriously, brow perking up in interest as he leans against the lockers more, fully intending to stay, despite her asking nicely. well, sort of.Ā āĀ ācause, cāmon, you can do better than that.Ā ā
she has better shit to do then entertain this guy,she groans,eyes rolling into the back of her skull,if only they could - maybe it'd knock her unconscious or some shit,anything to get out of school - and him. she had a hunch he'd torment her just because he could.
''i didn't stutter,now did i?''another eye roll,she's crossing her arms over her chest,maybe she could just like,shove him out of her way,but she didn't want to test her luck,maybe with anyone else at this school - she would definitely get shit for shoving him,''worse,way worse than that. you ever see the exorcist? i can summon shit like that.''she's obviously half telling the truth and half bullshit him,she could if she really wanted to,but who needed demons when you had even worse shit going on in this town - the upside down,with it's demodogs and demogorgan. she shivered at the thought of the hellhole she was in for a time.
''true,but you're starting to irritate me. what if i like,bribed you or some shit. i could paint you a dope painting,or some shit. i dunno man,c'mon,just move it.''
scratch that last post,i'll just be making a new post to the threads lmao
@nightshiift / continued thread.
scout knew there were more breeds of vampires than what movies show,but she didn't know just how many there were,and she was glad collin had a lot of knowledge about the various types of vampires. some scout had never even heard of,it left her mouth a gape as he explained,even giving her their unique powers they each have. at the mention of twilight,she can't help but laugh,a genuine laugh,''god twilight is the worst. now everyone and their mother wants to be a sparkly vampire and have a werewolf side piece.''she giggles at her own jab at the horrible perception of vampires of that series by that wretched woman,she shakes her head at that thought,wondering how and why the series got so popular. she was more of an interview with the vampire,the lost boys kinda gal. she thought even queen of the damned was good,the sequel to interview. nothing beat bram stroker's dracula though,in her humble opinion.
as she listens on,she's in awe of his knowledge,if only she could get off her lazy ass and have as much knowledge and wisdom,''i've seen almost all of those films,each of them great,but i've never watched buffy. i couldn't get into it. mister stephen king however,has my heart. that was actually the first book i read.''she admits proudly,being at the age of a budding middle schooler,getting into horror early on had it's perks and she had her folks to thank for that,she nods when he mentions his kind in particular,intrigued,then she pauses her excitement,''wait...are you feeding on my life force right now?''she teases,smirk on her face,she wouldn't be able to tell,he was right about that,how would anyone who didn't know about collin think he was anything else but a normal dude?
''but i bet you don't get many folks talking back with you when they're in that state. shit i'm sorry,collin. i'm sure you'll find somebody better,you're a pretty cool dude.''a beat,listening still,intent on learning everything and anything he was explaining to her about the vampire varieties,she raises an eyebrow at the mention of sexual vampires,''frankenstein vampires,basically. got it. nice decor in here. from what i've seen so far,i dig the vibe.''
@foretoldchaos / lets a fresh new starter <3 for sebastian because why not. just lemme know if you want or need anything changed / adjusted <3
it was crowded,as it normally was,but it seemed to feel like there were more bodies in here than usual - and scout didn't like that nor did she particularly enjoy jabbing people with her elbow to squeeze into this venue. she forgot her damn camera from a few nights ago and it had just occured to her that she'd left it here,2 days it took her to come to that realization. all because she partied too hard the night she'd forgotten it,and was too hungover to give a shit the next morning. but here she was,hoping it'd be in the dressing room where she'd last left it. she finally arrives to her desired location,showing her badge to the security letting him know she's good to be there for the time being,even explained to him her current predicament.
after getting that over with,she doesn't have a clue that there's a band playing,a band she's never heard of's posters were aliened on the wall,framed all fancy and shit. their stuff was in the dressing room,scout raised an eyebrow,shrugging it off,continuing the search for her camera. the bathroom was the last place she'd expect it to be,the security guard brought it up,so she checked,and it low and behold it was there in all it's glory,expect it was out of it's case,sitting on top rather than in.
''hey,security dude,you did not mention it being OUT of my bag. what the hell,man? when's this band coming back,huh? i need answers.''
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā A lot of things happened before Benji decided to come here. It was unreal to stare at the building in a bit of a distance, from the safety of his car and the knowledge of what - or rather who was awaiting him inside. In a metaphorical way. He never dropped any hints that he would come here. In fact, he had been caught up in denial for two whole weeks since the news had hit him. Like a bloody carpet that someone ripped away from under his feet and him, just laying on the hard the ground with an empty stare at the ceiling because WHAT THE FUCK HAD HAPPENED ?? Maybe it was a money thing, maybe something else that his ex had hatched. But whatever it was, he was here to either end or deal with it.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā After a while what seemed like solid 20 minutes, Benji had finally gathered enough confidence to hop out of hisĀ old, dark red 1964 Ford Galaxie 500 and make his way to the door. He threw his cigarette butt on the street, not bothering that an elderly lady from across the street yelled something at him. He caught himself staring for a long moment at the bell. Still contemplating whether HE SHOULD TURN AROUND AND LEAVE again, if this was a huge mistake. But before he could change his mind, he hurried to ring. Now there was no turning back. Benji ran a hand through his hair and nervously waited for someone to answer.
Scout had no idea what hell was to come when her mother announced having a guest. Probably another boyfriend she's been sleeping around with behind her step-dad's back,she didn't know. What she did know was that this guest was someone of great importance to her mom,she dolled herself up for once,which surprised her,so she wasn't sure what to expect as her mom bustled around the kitchen,muttering to herself,back to a hot mess,but at least she looked nice. At the sound of the doorbell ringing,Scout watches her mother hustle to the door,checking herself at the mirror hung beside the door,she takes a deep breath,reaching a shaky hand - Scout noted,to open the door,and a man Scout didn't know was there on the other side,she peeks her head from her seat at the kitchen table,chair leaned back with her as she tried to get a look at this random dude,giving him an up and down glance,eyebrow raised and green hues not leaving his form.
āBefore you say anything,Benji. This isn't about money,it's a lot heavier than asking for money from you. Please,sit down. I-I need to tell you something I should've done a long time ago.ā
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