immortal longings

🌙 emily (she/her) 🌙 sideblog: lavendersage 🪻

[morndas]

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐞 (𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧 𝐋𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐱 𝐇𝐨𝐊) — Part I

Pairing: Lucien Lachance x Hero of Kvatch (f!OC) / Enemies with Benefits to Lovers

Rating: Explicit (18+)

Summary: One year after the Oblivion Crisis, Vaelrin—the reluctant Hero of Kvatch—still hasn’t found a way to heal. Her descent into vigilante justice ends with her indebted to the Dark Brotherhood and under the blade of its Speaker, Lucien Lachance. What begins as a contract threatens to unravel into something far more volatile: control, consequence, and a collision neither of them can walk away from.

Tags (Part I): Graphic Depictions of Violence, Post-Oblivion Crisis, Lucien Lachance Lives, Grief-Stricken Protagonist, Power Dynamics, Sexual Tension, Making Out, Grinding, Eventual Smut

Word Count (Part I): 33,153

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A/N: I’ve been working on this since the remaster dropped and am so happy to finally be sharing it. My head hurts from final editing pretty much nonstop this week, and I hope you enjoy it. (Will probably go back and edit more once my brain is less fried 🫩) Comments and constructive (not unkind) feedback are always appreciated. I’m figuring out my process when it comes to writing long-form fiction and hoo boy 😮‍💨

This story belongs to the Lucien Lachance lovers 🫶🖤 Part II is in progress! 😈

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[yellow-cat]

its so scary making plans with new friends. what if i suggest something stupid and we have a terrible time and they find out im a fraud and not a real human being

[morndas]

I feel like such a huge failure/disappointment/etc etc bc I’m not capable of writing or editing as fast as I would like, and I read my work with so much hostility that it takes even longer, painstakingly dissecting each line as though a single word could make or break a scene (it can, I swear it can), spending hours on a single paragraph.……is there a cure for this or

[punksalmons]

the thing about writing is that it's very hard unless you have to leave the house in 15 minutes or perhaps go to bed

[freakoutgirl]

perhaps. i do want to be loved. unfortunate.

[robinstome]

there's no fucking way

[catchymemes]

[threedollarsdotcom]

thinking about getting surgery to remove everything

[rivilu]

I am a simple man-

[cuunos]

peak dynamic in my opinion

[loveridden1999]

what if it all worked out in my favour

[fagcrisis]

i hate the word spicy can we bring back calling things erotic

[decemberwinter]

man I hate this fuckass country so much

[decemberwinter]

reblog if you hate your country

[mawofthemagnetar]

What do you mean “chat” is now referring to ChatGPT and not twitch chat? What? What? What the fuck? No?

When I address chat I am speaking to a presumed Greek chorus of real human people shitposting on their lunch break, not a machine that devours lakes to covert electricity into slop.

[mgsr]

cats will be like please i need you to watch me wiggle around on this carpet please hey look look please look at me i’m wiggling

[twinkhole-destroyer]

“nobody wants to work anymore” yeah because everyone wants to kill themselves

[sweetlikehypoglycemia]

"Nobody wants to work anymore" yeah, because working used to be so you could save up and have a life. That's not being offered anymore. No shit people don't want to work for the sake of working. There's better and faster ways to kill myself

[lmaonade]

there is always some fucking laundry and dust and some other shit