so.... not going to wear my retainers cuz wdym I just got free of braces and you want me to be imprisoned again (i only have to wear them at night so no one will even notice if I dont wear them)
whatever man, it hurts so bad and it makes me anxious having something so tight around my teeth for that long
legit almost immediately started crying because I was scared so I'm just not going to use them
have been getting back into dsmp so I would like to emphasize before I make fanart or reblog stuff, I do NOT support wilbur (and probably george, I can't remember). I only watch Tommy, Ranboo, Tubbo, Schlatt, Philza, maybe a few others (if they are problamtic, lmk).
genuinely dont get why people are still supporting these people, "oh they've changed!" you do NOT KNOW THESE PEOPLE. you do not know these people irl, you do not know how they are, you do not know what they do BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW THEM.
I dont know enough about the dream thing to really say my stance on it :(. I have forgotten ALL of the details so feel free to educate me, I just watch reuploads or archives of his videos.
ok whatever back to it!
I've been listening to the monster hunter stories three OST (grrrr I need to finish it still..) ITS SO GOOOODDD I love monster hunter so much I feel like a lot of its ost is somewhat overlooked which is a shame! The main games have BEAUTIFUL tracks as well (COUGH COUGH XENO AND SAFIJIIVA and like fifty others I can't even count)
the MH phase will return sometime later I'm in my evil indie horror arc rn
okay I don't think anyone cares if I vent about my phobia of bugs on main
no tw (besides like the brief mention of throwing up ig) , I'm just embarrassed to be venting ok
I am very very scared of bugs and this specific behavior is probably a sign of some disorder I dont know about, if anyone is aware, lmk (obviously not asking strangers to diagnose me) so I can research and bring it up with professionals so I can maybe figure out how to treat this in some way ty
I genuinely hate bugs so much, I saw one ant and now my entire body feels disgusting and like it's crawling all over me, I scratched my skin till it burned because omg I hate bugs so much and I just spent the past like 15 minutes sobbing and nearly barfing because I saw a bug, I genuinely am so scared that I threw all my blankets in a corner and now I can't use any of them because they seem contaminated to me (I have a similar feeling when people touch me, I feel like I've been contaminated or infected)
every spot on my body feels like there is a bug on it, my legs are locked in this position and I cannot move, I'm stuck in my bed, I can't shower because it's like midnight and omggogmg I'm feeling horrific
I hate the human body so much because why am I crying and throwing up because I saw an ant in my blanket, any time I see a bug in this room I freak out, move my bed, cry, wash all my items and still dont trust it. I literally cannot and will not sleep tonight,all my things are contaminated
I feel like this behavior is a sign of something, Ill being it up with either my therapist or doctor, whatever comes first but ughghg this is horrible, Ive had this feeling my whole life but tonight was especially bad
if anyone actually read all this and cares, I am okay now I think, I'm just terrified and now have no blanket so I guess I am not sleeping tn
found a blanket in my closet that has not been exposed to the bugs so maybe I can sleep tonight,sorry for tweaking on main but man I hate bugs, they are very scary
my friend suggested it might be ocd? which,i know nothing about, I just know my uncle has a similar problem and he has really bad ocd,idk if it can be because of family tho 🧐
okay maybe gn or I will watch drew golden all night
Damn bro, sorry its so debilitating for you, mines pretty bad, I can still function, like i got home and had ti examine both blanket and pillow thoroughly and im still scared, and every time I feel a quarter move onto my leg my brain goes " UHTJRHDJDJJ", I see my red tag sticking out by shoukder and " UGHH" and i feel like checking all over my skin and just uhh, and I ligit just heard a buzz and littlerally jolted
could we get a discord layout for,, the sonic.exe franchise?
(we know its going down,, its just,, the easiest for us to use rn)
you can do any of these you feel more comfy/find more easy doing:
curse sonic
crimson x
lord x
any of these work,, we just...kinda wanna have something that's comfy,, and not fnaf based rn,,
you can take your time though! no rush-!!!
- an unknown fromter in the crisis city collective
hi! I'm sorry this took me a bit + I didn't do a banner. I might make one later and edit it in
f2u w/o credits (interaction appreciated but not needed)
art by fuzzyoose on Tumblr
notes : hi, sorry I just hated every banner I tried to make. I might try again but with all ive got going on, I'm not going to put all my energy into something I know I'm not going to like and won't post because I don't like it. sorry idk what else to say, I hope this pfp is okay :(
guys no layout this is so swrious i have to addrwss these allegqtions
no this is NOT ME as u can see there is the sora ai watermark in the corner where @silkenclawss failed to cover up because they suck at editing, but luckily i managed to undo their sucky tan doo edits
guys no layout this is so swrious i have to addrwss these allegqtions
no this is NOT ME as u can see there is the sora ai watermark in the corner where @silkenclawss failed to cover up because they suck at editing, but luckily i managed to undo their sucky tan doo edits
