lowkey feel ashamed finding men attractive as an afab person... like it feels embarassing somehow... whatever i have an essay due idrc abt this rn
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lowkey feel ashamed finding men attractive as an afab person... like it feels embarassing somehow... whatever i have an essay due idrc abt this rn
not a guy because i don't want to have to become a man to overcome my worries about never being respected as a woman but not a woman because i don't have that strong tether to gender that everyone else does but not enby because thats too much of a label
project hail mary has made me so excited to become a scientist. i started posting on here because i felt really shitty and wanted a place to vent but actually who cares!! im going to say whatever i want. that film has made me so excited about my future, in fact, that it's made me consider the idea of being an astronaut. if you had asked me a month a go if i would ever consider being an astronaut i would have laughed in your face. i can't wait to become a mycologist and sit in the woods for hours and feel the moisture prune up my hands
south park fanart gives me life actually i love love love how grungey it is. i fear i am just like everyone else and i love seeing them drawn as canon-divergent angsty teenagers
I wish more psychological roblox horror games had girl protagonists. That would be cool.
hitting rock bottom (getting into roblox fandom)
actually you know what i want to talk more abour the two "ships" i mentioned in the tags because i dont want anyone thinking that im imagining these characters kissing and snuggling and holding hands all sweet because thats rarely ever what i like about fictional relationships
before i talk about fletchman i want to talk about whiplash as a whole. it's something i can relate to on a pretty personal level because whiplash to me is an exploration of who i could be if i was more depressed and didn't have adhd but i did have a teacher like fletcher. i've always had an undercurrent of relentless willpower inside me but the fact that i have adhd stifles it to a crippling point of unproductivity. the movie itself (and i know everyone who says this is missing the point of it but bear with me) is almost, almost a sort of motivation? like if i get the right teacher i'll be able to become great, just like how andrew did, but i'll lose myself along the way and that's not worth it enough for me to want that fully. fletchman is also the result of really toxic, but at the end of the film a more mutually toxic, homoerotic hatred between these two characters and i feel like it's just so interesting on a narrative and analytical level instead of me just wanting to see age gap yaoi. barely spoke about fletchman but its brief yknow
ivandrew. im gonna try my best to explain this properly because i was reading through thatcactusman's blog and it cleansed me of the fanonification of these two. i don't see ivandrew as sweet, and i'm definitely not naive enough to see it as a proper relationship in any sense, either before or during ivan's abuse. when i say i enjoy ivandrew i don't mean i enjoy the idea of them dating, i find ivan's obsession with andrew extremely interesting with the added context of them both being attracted to one another - ivan's crush being objectively creepy and unhealthy while andrew's is more conventional, and how these two types of attraction would be expressed within each character and through their actions. i also just think that crushes and stuff like that in different fonts, so to say, is really neat. but in this case not like awesome neat, more like god this guy needs help neat
anyway. those are my thoughts. man no one follows me but i still gotta yap yknow
hitting rock bottom (getting into roblox fandom)
so sick of pretentious mfs thinking theyre the most educated well written well spoken well music tasted people alive. just dont talk to me at all. actually no one talk to me ever if you have a life i dont like speaking to people better than me