Is that my child?

Independent RP blog of Remiel and Virginia.

[mostawkwardparents]

Magic Anons

Gift: What's this! Muse found something strange on their doorstep and must keep it with them for at least six hours. Anon decides what it is they find.

Soul: Muse has become soul-bound to someone's s muse for a maximum of one week! Muse must send the other person at least 3 asks a day, and cannot deny any request given by that muse for at least three days. Anon decided who they're bound to. (negated if the other muse doesn't agree.)

Devotion: But my dear, I love you! Something has caused my muse to become overcome with an overwhelming need to prove their love to something or someone. Anon decides the duration, and who or what muse is in love with.

Wings:You can fly! Muse sprouts wings for up to a maximum of two weeks. Anon gets to choose how big they are( chicken wings anyone?)

Storm: A tiny storm cloud has decided to torment muse. Anon decides duration and the type of storm! It can be a regular storm, or you can have it rain something random. Rain rain, go away!

Glass: I knew those mime classes would pay off someday! Muse is stuck in an invisible 'glass box' for any duration the anon chooses.

Glamour: Muse thinks they are a famous celebrity or royalty for any duration the anon chooses up to one week. It's simply fabulous darling~

Jealous: Muse becomes extremely jealous of another muse for an extremely ridiculous reason of the anon's choosing. Can last up to five days max.

Power: Fear me mortals, for I am almighty! Mwahaha. Muse goes mad with power for as long as the anon wants.

Chaos: It's a mad house! A mad house I say! Muse's personality gets flipped backwards for three days. The timid turn mighty, the charismatic turn into downers, and straight characters get to kiss a girl/boy and like it.

Sin: Put this and one of the seven sins in muse's ask box, and they'll be consumed by it for five days. Gluttony, lust, pride, envy, greed, sloth, and wrath. Pick your poison~

Mirror: Muse turns into a narcissist for 24 hours. If they see another muse of the same character they have to flirt with them at least once.

Skin: Take it off! Muse's clothes have gone missing for any duration of the anon's choosing up to one week!

Tears: Muse can't stop crying. Anon decides for how long and for what reason they cry. I didn't mean to spill the milk! ;o;

Mercy: Groveling time! Muse thinks they've done something wrong and need to apologize for everything and beg forgiveness.

Child: Do you know where my Mommy is? Muse turns into a toddler for a week.

Pride:Muse feels an inescapable need to boast about everything they do, even normal things. I mad toast this morning, how kickass am I?

Lie: Oh no, Pinocchio! Muse can't lie for however long anon decides.

Master: Muse must be submissive and give into any demands they're given for 5 hours. I'll do anything to please you...Master.

Addiction: WHERE MY DRUGS AT MAN. Muse is addicted to a substance of some kind for 24 hours. Anon decided what they're addicted to.

Blood: You monster. Muse is a blood thirsty sociopath for 24 hours.

Justice: Muse thinks they're a superhero for however long the anon decides, and they must 'save' everything! Jeeze, these tights are tight!

Regret: Muse regrets everything they do for five hours. Oh the shame!

Mask: Costume party? Muse is stuck wearing a costume of the anons choice for a up to a week.

Secret: Muse cannot speak the truth for 24 hours, thinking they'll let slip an important secret! Hide the documents!

Grieve: Muse thinks that someone or something they care for is gone forever, and will ignore any evidence to the contrary. Anon specify how long it lasts.

Moon: One small step for man,a giant leap for muse-kind. Muse must live in zero-gravity for 24 hours.

Silence: What did you say? Muse goes mute and can only communicate in gifs and descriptive text. No dialogue. Anon decides duration.

Pray: Muse is tormented by spirits/is an spirit for 24 hours. if they become an spirit, they cannot be seen, and must haunt someones askbox until they turn back.

Pure: Sex? What's that? Muse suddenly has the mentality of a three year old, and can't understand anything 'adult'. Anon decides the duration.

Hate: Muse suddenly despises someone or something they previously liked, for 24 hours. Anon decides who or what they hate.

Snow: Jack Frost isn't whose nipping at your nose~ Muse is inexplicably turned into a winter spirit for three days. He can't be seen by anyone during this time.

Cold: I'm covered in purple spots! Muse is sick for the next week. Anon decides how severe the illness is and what symptoms.

Beauty: Man, I feel like a ...woman? Muse suddenly switches genders. Anon decides the duration.

Twisted: Muse is turned into an evil version of themselves, or if bad, they turn good. Through the looking glass.

Obsession: Muse is being followed by an obsessive stalker who is slowly going crazier and crazier. Anon decides for how long.

Break: My Leg! Muse has broken their leg and now needs help to take care of themselves and get around. Lasts for a week.

Control: Muse loses control of their actions and are controlled by an outside force. Anon decides for how long and whether the outside force controlling the muse is good or not.

Scar: Muse is now planning to overthrow a kingdom or ruling party in their universe. Lasts for 24 hours.

Fall: Oh no, a cliff hanger! Muse if trapped on the side of a cliff or somewhere high up with no way of escaping. Lasts for 3 days.

Same: Muse is suddenly turned into another character! Anon decides who they now look like and for how long.

Someone: Now you're just somebody that I used to know~ Muse cannot remember anything about a single person for one week. Anon decides who it is they cannot remember.

Love: Muse is suddenly madly in love with another person! Anon decides who it is. If already in love with that person, they fall out of it. All is fair in love and war after all!

Conflict: Muse suddenly feels as if they are in the middle of a massive war! Anon decides for how long. Get your guns!

Morning: Oh shit,is there a tiger in the bathroom?! Muse wakes up the morning after a rough night of drinking, and has no idea what is going on. Lasts for one week or until the muse figures out what happened last night.

Night: A wishing star! Anon gets to make a wish and muse has to accommodate it.

Pale: Muse becomes a vampire (and not the sparkly variety) for 3 days. Anon gets to decide if they are the regular blood sucking variety, or if they crave something different. Well this sucks.

Sorrow: Muse becomes incredibly depressed for 24 hours, and can only respond to things pessimistically. I'm a cup half empty kind of person.

Joy: I have cancer?Hurray! Muse is extremely peppy/hyperactive and reacts to everything in an inappropriately happy way.

Pain: Muse is in an extremely large amount of pain for no apparent or fixable reason. Put me out of my misery.

Fear: Anon gets to name something, and muse will have an extremely debilitating phobia of it for one week. Bonus points if it's something ridiculous.

Rage: Muse becomes consumed in an uncontrolable rage and goes on a rampage in other people's ask boxes for 24 hours. MUSE SMASH!

Terrible: Something bad happens to muse. Anon decides what it is.

Game: Muse is somehow cast into a Hunger Games type scenario, and if they somehow survive they get a fabulous prize. Anon decides what prize they get if they win.

Gun: I'm going to jump it! Anon tells muse a word and a character, and they make an unreasonable assumption based on it.

Mess: Muse is now filthy and needs someone to help them clean off. You dirty boy you!

Hero: Muse is put into a dangerous situation and can only be saved by another person. Anon decides what the situation is. I need a hero!

Memory: Dude where's my....who am I again? Muse loses there memory and can't remember anything at all. Anon decides the duration.

Exile: You've been kicked off the island. Muse is exiled from their home.

Dress: Muse has to wear clothes from the opposite gender for three days. If muse is male, they muse wear a flamboyant dress. If muse is female, they wear a man's tux or suit. This includes underwear as well. Feel the breeze!

Leather: Muse must wear a leash and collar for three days. If an RPer sends this, they must be their slave for those three days. Be gentle with me...

Treasure: Muse finds a treasure map and becomes a pirate! Anon decides the duration. A pirates life for me~

Hidden: Something important of the muse's can be lost. It can be something they own, or something they've given another character. Where did I put that again?

Dirty: Muse becomes a sexual deviant for 5 hours. Spread 'em baby~

Water: SHARKS! Muse becomes lost at sea for one week.

Legend: Muse has to go on a quest to find a legendary treasure. It is dangerous and extremely hard to get to, guarded by a dragon. Anon decides what the treasure is.

Fire: Burn, baby, burn! Muse breathes fire whenever they open their mouths for the next 24 hours.

Paradise: Muse is stuck on a deserted island by themselves for one week. At least I have you Winston.

White: Muse is stuck in the white room of an insane asylum for 24 hours. I'm not crazy! The purple ferrets are!

Breathe: Muse is a mermaid.merman for three days, and can't breathe above water. Under the sea~

Find: No leaving the nest! Muse is found by a curious giant bird and it adopts them for three days.

Dance: Muse must dance with everyone they see for 24 hours. Everybody salsa!

Roses: Muse must propose to everyone they see, regardless of gender or species, for 24 hours. Will you be mine?

Black: Muse does blind for one week. Who turned out the lights?

Heart: You assume I care why? Muse cannot feel or express any emotions for 24 hours.

Red: Muse is easily flustered and skittish. Anon decides for how long. S-senpai noticed m-m-me!

Murder: Don't shoot! Muse is paranoid and thinks a serial killer is stalking them for three days.

Worthless: Muse becomes completely powerless for three days! If muse is normally powerless, they get super strength for thee days! Why am I so pointless?

Relax: Muse wins a vacation to somewhere exotic and gets to take another person with them. Spring break woohoo!

Ocean: Muse is turned into a sea creature. Anon decides what kind, and for how long. Under the sea~

Winter: Ice burn! Muse is now lost in a snow storm and must survive for three days!

Bed: Muse now has narcolepsy and falls asleep at random for three days.

Nighty night!

Call: Muse is suddenly feral and acts like wild animal. Alternatively, they actually become a wild animal.Anon decides for how long. It's the call of the wild!

Return: Someone from Muse's past comes back. I missed you!

Shy: Muse is incredibly shy and clingy for three days. Don't l-look at m-me like that S-senpai-san.

Fast: Muse is suddenly unable to stop moving, and must run constantly. Anon decides on the duration.

Alone: I'm so lonely without you...Muse is stuck alone as the only survivor in a deserted city for three days.

Enjoy: Muse is easily entertained by something stupid for 24 hours. Anon decides what it is.

Wait: Muse is promised their greatest wish if they can wait, but they cannot interact with the person they love while they do. Anon decides how long it lasts.

Mild: Super spicy! Muse feels like their mouth is on fire and only kisses make it stop. Anon decides how long it lasts.

Tired: Muse is suddenly very drowsy and lethargic and feels the need to cuddle with everyone, even their enemies. Muse decides duration. I think I need a hug.

Favorite: A favorite thing of Muse's is destroyed or Muse can no longer get to it. Anon decides what that favorite is and for how long.

Eyes: Muse has lost their depth perception and balance for 24 hours. I can't see straight!

Pet: Me-OW! Muse is turned into an animal of some kind for three days.

Eat: Muse get's the stomach flu, and is unable to eat without being forced to vomit it back up again for three days. I don't feel so hot.

Easy: Muse now has extreme difficulty doing something they are normally good at. But WHY can't I repeat the alphabet?

Book: Quiet in the library! Muse is now stuck inside a storybook, and what happens is decided by the askbox. Lasts until the story finishes.

Different: Something obvious about muse is different from normal, such as their hair being a new color, or their clothes suddenly shifting to something unusual. Change is good.

Home: Muse is deluded into thinking they are now in a family with someone, and insists on 'playing family' with them for three days. The twist-they think they are the opposite role than they should be, as in =male muse is mommy, female muse is daddy, child muse is the parent.Now put the apron on!

Complete: Muse must be in a relationship with someone or they begin to have a panic attack. Lasts for however long the anon wants.

[merciful-mylenearchived-blog]

No matter how long it had been for her, that she was walking once again on this very city, living as one of its citizens once again, Mylene still found it so peculiar that she was alive and here. It was as if it was only yesterday that she had died, only to find herself alive again. The very thought of it was rather hazy to her, only remembering the shock on the young child’s face as she uttered words that would have very well shattered his outlook on life.

She was cruel, and she knew that. So why is she even being given this chance?

“Excuse me,”

Mylene turned around to see a woman who might as well be at the same age as her, shyly asking where she currently was due to inattentiveness to where she was headed.

“Ah. You are in the city of Meltokio as of the moment.” the blonde replied.

[mostawkwardparents]

So it was Meltokio. Safe enough for just Virginia, but the bigger cities were dangerous for those of mixed descent. It was so easy for them to be put to death, any little thing could end them. At least her children had not ended up here, would not face the cruel and abrupt justice served by the knights. Nor would they face the cold, unrelenting judgement of Ozette. Heimdall had held promise for a short while, but that, too fell apart. There had been nowhere.

She hadn't let herself write any more in her journal. It would be too painful to see it all written out, now that it was done. She had done what she could, as little as it was, it was time to let go. If that was at all possible. If she could only think of something else, anything else, maybe she could dull the pain to only a horrendous ache.

This woman seemed nice enough, had answered her question readily, perhaps they could sit and talk a while, delay the inevitable trip home. They could chat...

"Do you have any children?" The question was out of her mouth before she could stop it, hardly off-topic enough to distract her thoughts, but plenty strange without context. Virginia could only hope the woman would not take this badly.

[thingsofsymphonia]

It's Mr. Steal Yo Girl:

[holysong-blog]

who failed wat again

oh i’m sorry i wasn’t the one that fell on their butt kissing a man in spandex’s foot 

and 

died

i trip and i save us all 

anyway back to that hideous outfit

[mostawkwardparents]

pls

u think my robes are bad?

giiiiiiiiirl

have you seen your own clothes?

walkin' around in that ratchett old smock

you oughta be ashamed

[mostawkwardparents]

Virginia wandered the cobbled streets, a faraway look in her eyes. Gone, gone, they were gone now. There was nothing more she could do. There had never really been anything she could do, she had only been delusional to think otherwise. Kloitz, her beloved, the one who had kept her hope alive all these years, was dead, and her hope was gone with him. How could she have believed she could raise these children, mixed as they were, anywhere in all of Tethe'alla? The notion was absurd.

So again, she had trusted to hope, one last fleeting attempt to help her children, her precious Raine, who showed so much promise, and darling Genis, who she would never know. Off on a chance to another world, where perhaps, the prejudices of this one would not find them. It had all been so surreal, so dreamlike. The engravings brought to life by moonbeams, dancing lights, so much wind, and then-

They were gone. Whisked away, to legendary Sylvarant, Martel only knew what would happen next for them. Everything precious to her had vanished in an instant, with only desperate prayers to guide their way.

Virginia stumbled back to the present, just catching the balance thrown off by uneven paving. She looked around, confused. Where had she gotten while she was lost in thought? Everyone was dressed so nicely, perhaps it was Meltokio. There was a woman nearby, perhaps she should ask to make sure.

"Excuse me," she said timidly, "I'm afraid I haven't been paying attention to where I've been going. Please, where am I?"

[thingsofsymphonia]

It's Mr. Steal Yo Girl:

[holysong-blog]

who r u trying to be

da pope?

u failed

not even a gold star

[mostawkwardparents]

u sure u wanna go into failure

Chosen One of Regeneration

more like

Chosen One of Regurgitation

[thingsofsymphonia]

It's Mr. Steal Yo Girl:

[mostawkwardparents]

You know it.

[holysong-blog]

get out ur not my dad my dad wouldn’t wear that stupid-ass clothing

[mostawkwardparents]

dafuq you say to me

[thingsofsymphonia]

It's Mr. Steal Yo Girl:

[mostawkwardparents]

You know it.

[mostawkwardparents]

((Alright kiddies, here's what's up.

I have replies drafted to openers from merciful-mylene and faildadkratos, as well as a response to a reply to an opener to flowerofaulptea. I have had them there for a couple months, otherwise known as my hiatus time. If you guys want to keep that going/start something new, lemme know, because otherwise I'm just going to delete them. I'm sorry if you expected something within a decent timeline, or if anyone feels like I've been stringing them along or something.

To anyone outside that list who feels that I owe them a reply, same thing applies, except it might take a bit for me to find the post if you want to keep something going.

If anyone wants to start a new thing, drop me a line. Thanks, have a nice day.))

[mostawkwardparents]

((Goodness me, I'm behind. Well, in time at any rate. I owe three replies and... some welcome posts. I don't actually think I'll be able to get back to them as soon as I'd like, but I'll keep them drafted until I can. Thank you to the new followers, and I'd love to RP with any/all of you. If you don't mind the wait, you can start something or have me start something. I'll be active again at some point, but I'm keeping tabs sooner than that (now). I'll know, don't worry, and I'll be able to get back to you OoC at least.

Toodles~))

[mostawkwardparents]

"What is this, Virginia?"

"Aw, I think it's cute. You're such a good father."

"How many times do I have to tell you, I'm not-"

"Shush now, give her a hug."

[heartofregeneration]

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[heartofregeneration]

Colette swallowed. Hearing those words flooded her with emotion. It had been almost triumphant, thinking she could at least heal the world with her sacrifice. And realising that she had almost lost everything in a pointless cycle of violence and fear petrified her when she found herself thinking it late at night. But the people of Sylvarant had no idea- and hearing the angel’s admonishment, she remembered how disappointed and afraid they were when they found out she had abandoned her duty. Colette took a breath, trying to think of what Lloyd would say, and she looked at the otherworldly being’s face.

“…Lord Remiel? Please… tell me the truth about this journey. What does it mean? Why must I release the seals? How will this help everyone?” She folded her hands in front of her, clasping them tightly and hoping she didn’t waver. “Why… why must I suffer,” she asked, her voice breaking and dropping as she looked down.

Casting her gaze around, the corner of her eye caught Virginia. The woman looked distraught.

“Can I help you?” She asked with real sincerity.

[mostawkwardparents]

"The nature of the world regeneration is to revive the Goddess Martel," Remiel began. Surely she knew this? Well, who was he to say no to story time? "When she is reawakened, the mana will be replenished, and the world shall be saved. You release the seals to prove yourself to Cruxis, to demonstrate your strength, as it is part of your worthiness to awaken the Goddess." Of course his little this girl would be strong enough. All she really had to do was survive long enough to become an angel, and she had companions-

Wait a moment. Where were the people who were supposed to be traveling with her? Lord Kratos himself had been assigned to that post, where was he? Why, if he was given that job he would make absolute certain not to just abandon his post like that. But! once this was all over, he would get the promotion he deserved, become one of the Seraphim.

"I know the pain seems unbearable, but worry not my beloved daughter, it will dispel in time." That had a certain amount of truth. Most angels felt nothing at all, emotionally, physically, anything.

Meanwhile, Virginia seemed very befuddled. She looked around this way and that, then abruptly turned her attention to the doll in her arms.

"Shh, it's okay Raine," she cooed, gently rocking her baby. "No, it's alright, it'll all be alright." Though it wouldn't work just to say that. Her little girl was very bright, and it was clear that just telling her it would be okay was not enough. The poor dear wouldn't calm down without her mother being calm first.

She turned to the back to the young woman in front of her. "I- maybe, I don't know," she answered, concerned. "I must be very lost. I've... never even heard of Iselia. How far is Heimdall from here?"

[mostawkwardparents]

((Have fun, you guys.))

[heartofregeneration]

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[heartofregeneration]

“…Lord Remiel. It’s been a while. I-is there something I can do for you?” Colette’s heart was hammering inside her chest. Every time she had seen the messenger of heaven, it had brought her nothing but pain. And though she tried very hard to conceal it and remain respectful, she wanted to run or scream or do something to remind the world that she controlled her own fate and her own body.

She could almost feel the air suck out of her lungs in surprise when she saw who he was accompanied by, and her thoughts raced to recall the last time she had seen Virginia. “Um, you’re near the village of Iselia,” Colette said gently.

[mostawkwardparents]

"Your journey is very close to completion. I do not know what has inspired you to return to this place, but that is not pertinent. Hurry to the last seal, and become a true angel in that distant land." Perhaps he shouldn't be so stern, but that seemed to be an effective method. Then again, everything had become a little more complicated when he started playing along the part of father. He led them on with that idea as a joke initially. It amused him how literally they took the legend of the angels bearing the Chosen one. However, every so often, he would find himself thinking of her like she actually was somehow his child. He really should stop that.

"Iselia..." pondered Virginia. It wasn't a place or even a name she recognized. How had she gotten here? Where was here? There were rumors of another world, but she couldn't see how she could possibly be there. Aside from which, how would she care for Raine here? And what about the other baby? It was hard enough to raise a child while pregnant with her husband's help, but out here with people she didn't know in a place she'd never been... Where was Kloitz?

[theunstableseraphim-deactivated]

“The machine pauses next to a monarch coffee. The name colors the designed microcomputer past the excess. A context snows the stagger. The port flower mates the drip. A password hunts a valve behind the repulsive mate. The basket lists my lip. A short gibberish survives a funeral. So… with that in mind…”

“When can the knee drain the steel?”

[mostawkwardparents]

"When the key loaf ticks to the end of all red's gold, the mine will chance it off. The candle might slide, but funneling isn't easy. North waters blooming yields the grander falsity yet.

"However, sewing crests above entwined circles can leave you crumpled. Cast aside the text and don the sticks of ember."

[heartofregeneration]

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“Oh!” Colette started back when she saw who it was. She clasped her hands together and, realizing she was biting her lip, took a breath.

“…Welcome!”

[mostawkwardparents]

"I am glad to find you again, my beloved daughter."

"Hello. If you don't mind, where are we?"

[shewhonamespuppies]

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[shewhonamespuppies]

She was brought out of her thoughts by the question and thought a bit on it. “I’ve been out before with friends. I sometimes travel to go see them, because they are far away.” So traveling wasn’t exactly scary. “I felt.. like there was a need to go out.” She couldn’t really explain it very well. “There was just.. something drawing me out I guess.” She rubbed her head trying to think, it wasn’t exactly easy to explain it. “How are things here..? With Remiel being around?”

[mostawkwardparents]

“If you’re out to see people, that’s a lovely thing to do,” she conceded. “Everyone has their own calling.

“Remiel? Oh, he’s on a high horse alright, but he’s not a bad person really. He does want to help people along, in his own way. It’s really rather strange, though. When he was found, he was dead, or so we thought at the time. But as the funeral was being prepared, he was alive and quite well. I don’t think he believes it, and I don’t blame him. It’s certainly an unlikely event, but there are many wonders in this world.” Her head began to pound inexplicably after she said that, as though there was something painful about those words. She began to feel as though there was something important she had forgotten, but she couldn’t think of anything she hadn’t done or taken care of. She dismissed the feeling as best she could, but a small part of it lingered.

[shewhonamespuppies]

So he was also came back from the dead. She wondered why the goddess had decided to bring him back, but then again she couldn’t judge. There had been alot of things that had happen, perhaps it was to see if people could change. She thought some of them could, but then again, not everyone could and she was sad about those. “Yes, I agree. There are many wanders about the world.” She looked at Virginia and blinked “Is everything alright?”

[mostawkwardparents]

"Y-yes, everything is... quite alright." She smiled with the affirmation. It had to be nothing, don't worry so much.

But yes, Remiel had been a surprise. There had been quite a lot of commotion around those few days, with either a lot of sources or a lot of rumors about the source. There was something about a collapsed building, and quite a few bodies had been found inside. The odd thing about that though was that most of the bodies were already in coffins. What building was that? Hmm, maybe she'd think of it later. At any rate, the blond, winged man seemed to be one of the few deaths likely to actually be caused by the collapse. The body was in poor shape, and there were still some unexplained injuries, but he had healed completely for no discernible reason. Perhaps if he was truly an angel, the Goddess had bestowed her merciful blessing upon him. He said he was searching for someone... Oh yes, that's right!

"Have you heard anything about the Chosen recently?" she asked. "I'm sorry to ask so suddenly, but if Remiel gets back and finds out I didn't ask, he'd get all fussy." This girl might know something, since she had been out traveling. That man asked everyone he came across the same thing, and still hadn't found out what he needed. It was almost pitiful, really.

[mostawkwardparents]

Three people at the door

"You have found an enlightened path."

"So many guests... But please, make yourselves at home."