So It Goes

I'm sentimental in the utmost ridiculous sense. Weird cravings, fleeting thoughts, visual fascinations and audio fixations. 

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“There aren’t enough hours in the day” said that girl that slept until 10 and then took a nap from 12-2:30

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outside our bedroom is a tiny hallway with a single light. Sean wakes up at an inhumane time most days (6am) and goes outside our bedroom, closes our door, turns on that hallway light and starts his morning.

this morning I woke when he did and got up to pee before going back to sleep. I opened the door and was blinded by the light (good song btw). Sean knew I was blinded when I didn’t come out of the room immediately so he rushed over and turned off the light. not a word was said. idk why but that makes me feel so warm and its so nice to be taken care of by someone that knows me so well.  

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I just feel the need to remind everyone that Israel was established because when Jews were trying to flee Europe, i.e. trying not to die in the holocaust, no one would take them in, the US wouldn’t take them, Canada wouldn’t take them and so they stayed and 6 million perished in one of the greatest genocides in history. 

THE FACT THE PEOPLE ARE SO BLIND TO THE PARALLELS OF PRESENT DAY TO PAST IS UNBELIEVABLE TO ME. HITLER DID NOT COME TO POWER BY TELLING EVERYONE HE WAS GOING TO MURDER 12 MILLION PEOPLE. HE CAME TO POWER BY SPEAKING TO THE WEAK, GAINING THEIR TRUST AND SLOWLY IMPLEMENTING HIS IDEALS.

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Someone in a fb group wrote a very intimate post and i have to put some of it here.

I broke down then, consumed by the feeling, and out of the corner of my eye I saw my therapist take a tissue and blow his nose. With growing horror I realized that his upbeat manner was perhaps less for my benefit than his own.

"Unfortunately you don't have the luxury of being afraid," he his voice wavering. "Taking action and returning to everyday living is what is required now. Your humanity is exactly what will stop Trump."

He told me a story then, about a group of Jewish Americans who went to visit Israel in the sixties. There they met a well-known Rabbi who in spite of being debilitated by Parkinson's, was a great beacon of light to those around him. He addressed the group and demanded, "what was the lesson of the Holocaust?" Mostly silence ensued, followed by some awkward murmuring of "never forget" and "always fight." More silence.

"No!" the Rabbi said, slamming his fist down on the table. "When the Jews were in Auschwitz, the Nazis gave them one blanket per three people."

"Why did they do this? So that they would fight among themselves. So that their humanity would be stripped away."

"The lesson of the Holocaust, was simple," my therapist said, now crying.

"Share the blanket."

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Pussy Grabs Back: #notmypresident 

11.12.2016 -  New York City

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@onbeingsean

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Losing weight is so easy when you simply don’t have the money to eat (!!)

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At first I felt sorry for the dog, but then..

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She’s perfect

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Today marks one whole year since I lost a friend due to a random act of gun violence. He was hit by a bullet, unintended for him, that ended his life of 23 years young. This kid was smart. talented, he was going to make this country proud in the ways he chose to change it. This kid will never get to impact the country that betrayed him because it refuses to acknowledge that guns are an enemy. 

This man did not deserve to go so early and so brutally, not unlike hundreds of others every year. 

This hurts. He didn’t deserve that. 

Matt you didn’t deserve that, wherever you are. I am sorry they took your potential away from you. and away from us. I hate that I’ll never get to learn from you. You were such a valuable source of knowledge. You beautiful soul.

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Yo, I caught the sun shining from manhattan and the rainbow in Brooklyn after today’s storm.

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@onbeingsean

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Sean is such a beautiful light in my life I can’t get over it.

4 years ago we were sitting in a weird bar watching olympic mens gymnastics and laughing and drinking and getting to know each other and now we’re living together and he made me dinner and made Nutella and our relationship journey still blows my mind.

HE MADE HIS OWN NUTELLA. He will be mine forever.

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Reporter: “Are you racist?”

Trump: “I am the least racist person that you have ever met.”

John Cena, poking through: “Are you sure about that?”

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I truly think i’m going to have to start seeing a therapist if I want to continue being an informed human on this planet. I can’t read the news, I can’t read whats happening everywhere and be okay and live my life like everything is okay. I can’t. 

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Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Today I woke up from a horrendous nightmare

I was comforted by a man a don’t deserve

We did silly things all morning

We went grocery shopping

We made a delicious lunch ( i cooked meat for the first time literally ever)

Went into manhattan to visit the Houdini Museum

Searched for a Jamba Juice for ages

Walked the whole High Line and took two breaks to appreciate the view

Met our other-couple-half for dinner

Saw a silly film in a big group

and got ice cream

I can’t explain it but I want this day documented and in my mind forever.

I just love dating sean, and I love living in this city with him and I love that we have such good people in our lives

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I haven’t had a single piece of chocolate since the 1st of this month and the only “dessert” I’ve had has been like three chai lattes and a mocha and half a donut which honestly in nearly 3 weeks is an accomplishment. I haven’t even touched the peanut butter cups sitting in that fridge for weeks, THAT’s how much of an accomplishment it is.

After watching fed up I decided to rid my body of excessive sugar and i can definitely tell that my body was addicted.