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as soon as i am able, i will be there.

eight years today. part of me wishes that someone would have tried to stop me, or even just suggested that it was a bad idea. because looking back now it’s so obvious to me what was happening. but you don’t know it’s happening in the beginning, and that’s the point. i really wouldn’t have listened anyway, and the truth is that there was no alternative in my mind. i wanted a way out and i got one. but it brought me here, and i’m grateful. it was always going to happen this way, anyway. i really believe that.

anyway, i’m leaving this here because it’s the only place that that time and that version of myself exists anymore. i spent so many years grieving and believing (fearing) that my soul was dead and that i’d never feel whole again. i’ll still grieve for the person i was then. but i am grateful to be alive now.

archivings

Thierry Mugler Spring/Summer 1982

bronzyglow

*spritzes face with rose water and moves on*

missbostonsays

…Sometimes people try to destroy you precisely because they recognize your power – not because they don’t see it, but because they see it and they don’t want it to exist.

bell hooks (via aishawarma)

sad-plath

Myriah Acosta

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a new law is about to be passed in Saudi Arabia that will allow the government to execute people for coming out or being openly gay online.

ignoring the fact that this is literally something out of some kind of dystopian novel, in the interests of safety i’ve emptied out my face tag and may temporarily deactivate or password protect this blog.

please reblog this and get the word out, and if you pray, please pray for me and my fellow Saudi LGBTQ+/MOGAI family.

nicenonbinarythings

ALSO, for those who need it [x]. its a post on erasing all traces of yourself from the interwebs.

kidspointofview

this is not something to read and keep to yourself. please spread this around. may Allah keep everyone safe.

drarryking

What the hell

blueboxofsnark

People, this stuff is serious and seriously wrong. I do hope that you are able to survive this send it to a safe space.

msmewz

Here’s a news article about it.

filenesdebasement

hey

yeah so my parents are actively starving us, esp. lynna since she can’t get up and down stairs as easily. is there anyone in the boulder-denver area who has a place to stay for 2 chronically ill autistic gay ppl, for 4-5 days until we can get train tickets to salt lake where a friend has offered us a place. we like animals. we are a couple and can share a twin bed. we have our own food, it’s just being kept from us rn. i can pay you about $100 if that would help you. please reblog this.