Noel

he/they/it, 20, multi fandom, currently mostly Malevolent

[ovsyankaandizum]

Previous hyperfixation has faded into the background. New hyperfixation unlocked

[shrike-seventeen]

quotes/themes from malevolent that lowkey changed my life

(and yes i do know that a lot of these are quotes from other things and no i don’t care that much)

john’s choosing to Become human, despite his ‘nature’

“I am the captain of my fate/ and I am the master of my soul”

how do you eat an elephant? one bite at a time

finding the hope to continue forward because, if nothing else, at least you aren’t stagnant in despair

the joy of a beautiful view

growth is NOT linear- you can fuck up a million times and still be moving forward

you can fuck up a million times and be in the middle of fucking up again and you are still worthy of love and the effort it takes to get better

“The woods are lovely, dark, and deep/ But I have promises to keep/ And miles to go before I sleep.”

[potato-lord-but-not]

Holy Ghosts: Chapter 2. Part 6.

CW: Blood, Vomiting, Disturbing Imagery

Oscar performs the world’s least professional exorcism and it works?? Local detective left stunned

I’M SO SORRY ITS TAKEN FOREVER BUT WE’VE DONE IT BOYS !!!!!

[mothy-graves]

Malevolent 60 and DC al Coda spoilers below the cut plus vaguely in tags but I have a thought to share

so like... since Arthur asked The Manager to check on the 18 year old Faroe that watched her family get murdered and then he gets back to his universe and she's alive and older...

do you think The Manager took her from her universe, altered her memories, and put her in that universe? maybe he felt bad because he knows the pain of losing a daughter so he took a daughter who lost her family and a father who lost his daughter and reunited them?

[potato-lord-but-not]

MALEVOLENT 60 DOODLES AUYFHGHHH

[lokydraws]

Sketch of Kayne from 60th episode of Malevolent :D

[themothmanapologist]

I have never experienced emotional whiplash quite as intensely as I did bouncing back and forth from "they're about to hit the ground" to "Lillith caught them!" to "Arthur/Faroe death vision" to "Manager saved them!" to "I can split you up & give Arthur a happy life" to "I'll pass."

[mothy-graves]

JUST LISTENED TO THE MALEVOLENT FINALE AND DC AL CODA OH MY FUCKING GOD CHAT

[secret-sageent]

Alright time to release the memes I made while watching the live stream

[potato-lord-but-not]

ougfffgghh my Canadian cowboys

[mothy-graves]

finally listened to the season finale of DERELICT the other day and Im so??

spoilers (aka if youre my partner dont read below this)

so much happened hello??? I was fully expecting Eva but didnt connect Alpha as Alex until she started calling Eva mother and I??? what??? the fuck??? the second they said that they had to keep Alpha from whatever was being contained I KNEW it was Eva

ALSO KLAYTON??? I FUCKING KNEW IT WAS HER WHEN SHE STARTED TALKING BUT IM STKLL. AH. HELLO???

also Killian :((( I know he was like a criminal and working with Alpha but I loved him :((

Im so. AH.

[mothy-graves]

Malevolent 56 spoilers under the cut I just have thoughts

WHERE IS NOEL. WHERE IS MY BOY.

I thought he was in the Dark World. but they're leaving the Dark World??? and they haven't found him??? is he not actually there?? will he come back?? HARLAN WHERE IS HE

[boopsbucket]

[mothy-graves]

Im finally listening to the new Twenty One Pilots album and like... why does Tally low-key give me Jarthur.... or even Joelthur... especially this part

like hello???

"but still now you believe in me now" could apply to either episode 55 with John admitting to what he'd done and Arthur still forgiving him... or for Joelthur, in episode 20 part 2 when Noel is told who John is a fragment of, and despite that, he still accepts John as his own person and says he's nothing like the King

Im so insane about this podcast and band

[mothy-graves]

some Marlene thoughts for those interest but in perspective of her being a Malevolent OC- I want to work out a universe of her own for her and my partner's OC who is her boyfriend but I brainrot more about her in context with Malevolent

CW for Child Abuse

so I've literally done research on different Lovecraftian places and beings to make her story make sense- so her backstory revolves around The Order. her parents were apart of the cult and due to the influence of Wallace Larson were convinced to do a ritual to sacrifice their daughter to the gods, as Larson did with his own daughter

Marlene was 15 at the time. she wasn't blindly obedient or anything- she'd question what was happening and why she should go along, but her questions would be answered with violence. a hard slap across the face from her father usually, and her mother would turn a blind eye and tell her to just listen to him

so they drag her to the Order when no one else is around- Larson meets the couple and the girl in one of the rooms where he has a circle set up. Marlene is forced to strip and sit in the middle of the circle. Larson and her father go around, lighting candles around the circle and beginning to chant while her mother approaches her. in sync with the lighting of the last candle, her mother stabs her right beneath the sternum, twisting the knife before pulling it out and leaving the circle, joining the chant. Marlene is unable to move, unable to do anything to help herself in her situation

they open a portal of sorts, where she's pulled in by tendrils, taken to Kadath to serve as a human servant to the gods. shed live there for several years, being dubbed missing and presumed dead in her home universe. she did whatever she needed to survive. learned to fight, move around without getting caught, etc. she wanted to leave but couldn't, not alone at least

one god on Kadath was kind to her; Hypnos. he treated her much better than the others, like a younger sister. he'd offer her an out, not exactly an escape, but an out. Being the god of sleep and dreams, he could lull her into an eternal slumber. he'd offer this to her, even if only as a last resort. though then, Kayne would show up, make her a deal. he'd get her out... if he'd ensure a certain British man would end up in his presence

[mothy-graves]

my lovely lovely fiancé drew my beloved Marlene for me!! look at her!!! she’s so so wonderful I love her so much I put her into things whenever I can find a way to. shes wonderful I love her

[art; @digitalnumb pls go give him sm love, Malevolent fans he drew Lillith and shes so pretty!!]

LORE IF YOURE INTERESTED!!!

so she started as a tma/tmagp oc, but,, I didn’t get a good story laid out for her. THEN I put her into Malevolent, and that got an overarching story for like everything! cause she follows the same backstory but then ends up different directions based on what universe.

general things- her name is Marlene Schneider, shes 23, shes with my fiance’s oc Osiris, and shes Scottish

uhh tw for cults and death and such yayay

I don’t have the story fully fleshed out, but, her parents were involved with a cult. what cult it was depends on what universe shes. like Malevolent, it’d be The Order, maybe a cult for The Hunt in TMA/TMAGP??? I’m not solid Ive mostly built her around Malevolent atp. her parents being shitstains of human beings decide they are going to sacrifice their 15 year old daughter to a ritual. Malevolent universe, the ritual they put her in sends her to another universe (Im going to be doing research into Lovecraftian lore to decide exactly WHICH one but) which she manages to survive in! she gets the attention of Kayne, who bops her around a bit to do what he wants until shoving her into the Dreamlands to lead Arthur to him. in each universe, she murders her parents for sacrificing her/attempting to sacrifice her! in Malevolent, she does so after getting back to her proper universe after doing Kayne’s bidding. Tma/tmagp…. I need to figure that out!!! regular universe,, she kills them before they can take her to be sacrificed.

I don’t have much more to say, much of it ties in with Osiris’ lore at least for the general universe. Im currently fuckin with her lore in the Malevolent universe which Im having an ungodly amount of fun with. n e ways, thanks for reading me yap! I needed to yap about it somewhere

[mothy-graves]

ALL OF TWO PEOPLE SAID THEY WANNA HEAR ABOUT MY OC SO IM REPOSTING THIS WHILE I COLLECT MY OTHER THOUGHTS

[mothy-graves]

chat would you guys be interested in any of my writings abt my Malevolent oc cause I rewrite her in the same scenario over and over and no one but my partner gets to see it guys I love her so much shes so violent and amazing and arg