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[moyazaika]

𓆩♡𓆪 جینی \ genie ;

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[moyazaika]

cw; all the typical yandere things, as usual mdni 18+

genie's notes; the tone at the start and end of this is wildly different but this was just a lil dean thing i wrote out to get the writing muscles going while i work on longer stuff <3

the really hot but also very off putting guy who won’t stop following you at the function, trailing right behind you when you push off the counter to go down to the bathroom and still standing there right outside the door when you get out; almost too keen to follow you outside when you realise you really don’t want to deal with a creep tonight, fuck the social trade off.

so you stand by the exit waiting for your uber, airpods charged thankfully, scrolling through spotify looking for something to listen to. not entirely because you want to, but mostly to look busy, so that this guy doesn’t think you want to talk to him. you try and ignore the way he’s standing way too fucking close behind you, breath almost hitting the side of your neck as he looks over your shoulder and—

fuuuuuck. he’s speaking to you. 

of fucking course the one freak at the party wants to chat you up. 

you can’t hear him, and you don’t really want to - but instinct dictates you remove an airpod and turn to him politely because maybe once he’s said his piece he’ll leave you alone? it’s wishful thinking, but you’re a little buzzed, and that’s always turned you into a pseudo-optimist. 

the weird hot guy points to your phone, playing some shitty local true crime podcast because your head was hurting too much to listen to any music. it’s some dark shit, and since you still have one airpod in, you’re able to listen to the podcast host describe the morbid details the bodies were found in. not too far from here, you realise absently. 

“are you a fan?” he asks, gesturing again to your phone. 

god, where the fuck is your uber driver? “erm, sure.” 

“cute,” he smiles, and he looks good. you would have asked him to come home with you if he weren’t so weird. “do you have a favourite?”

“sorry?”

he sighs dramatically, “that one wasn’t my best work, so i was wondering if you had a favourite.”

“a favourite episode?” you ask, to which he nods. “probably not, sorry.”

“aww. that makes me sad, sugar. maybe you’ll like the next one more.” you watch him reach out, stunned to simply stand there, reaction time slowed by the drinks when he taps the side of your face twice, before briefly pinching your cheek. “they’ve all been dedicated to you, but i’ll make sure this one’s special.”

“the fuck?” you slap his hand away, but he seems otherwise undeterred, only laughing at your reaction. 

“sorry, sorry, you’re just so adorable. i’ll leave you alone now, sweetness.”

as if on cue, your uber finally pulls up to the kerbside, and you almost about jump inside, clicking the door locked behind you. from behind the safety of the car window, it’s easier to see him entirely. as the car pulls away, the man blows you a kiss, still apparently fucking merry from earlier. 

you slink down in your seat, feeling physically sick for some strange reason. 

christ, is this really the sort of person you’re attracting? you need to do some crazy inner work, your prospects are looking fucking dire. 

-

surprise, surprise. it’s another friday night where you’ve found yourself surrounded by people you don’t really like. 

it’s one of those dimly lit restaurants where the menu doesn’t have any prices on it so you’re forced to make the cheap salad you ordered last the entire three hours. one of the people you can tolerate slightly more than the others mentions noting you left early last week and only now, six days later, wants to check up on if everything is okay. you stab your fork into some lettuce and force yourself to smile - “wasn’t feeling well,” you say, in lieu of yeah, about that, some random freak just wouldn’t leave me alone. 

with the social pleasantry over, the conversation immediately shifts away to something else. you wonder if you’re obnoxious for how you think of the people around you and that to an untrained eye there really is no difference between you and them, seeing as you’re sat on their fucking table but the thought of that offends your individuality complex and so you turn to your phone instead for a more palatable distraction. 

you think back to the guy from last week, absently scrolling through social media. it’s hard to imagine someone like him sitting in a place like this. the thought of it seems absurd, and almost makes you laugh.

that’s when you see the news.

body of young local social media star found in macabre display.

the twenty four year old, most known for running a longstanding local ‘true crime’ podcast was discovered at home by a group of concerned friends forcing their way inside. prior to law enforcement’s presence at the scene, a series of photos had already been posted on interest groups and local forums the victim was known to frequent. originally posted at what officials estimate to be hours after the time of death, the images were originally captioned: ‘something special, just like i said sugar.’ authorities have since struck down the further circulation of these offensive images, and are urging anyone with information on the original poster to come forward. the investigation’s ongoing efforts are looking into determining whether both the murder and display were intended to be for a specific audience—

you click off the news, a few quick swipes landing you on a local forum. it’s all anyone can talk about. you swipe through the comments, and there are hundreds upon hundreds of them, feeling strangely very very calm as you force yourself to read through them. 

> his murder feels like a distraction. the local police department … (read more) > lul i nvr liked that guy serves him right > have some fucking shame, he’s a victim??? fuck you and … (read more) > yeah, i knew him irl. dude was chill. he didn’t deserve it. > omfg guys im terrified to leave my house now </3 > do you think the killer was someone he’d made … (read more) > add me on telegram for the full photos. pm only > is uncensored? > what the fck he looks like he’s been turned inside out <@_@> > because he has.

the clinking of the cutlery in the background of the restaurant thins to silence, and all you can hear is a faint buzzing in your head, almost like white noise. you shut your phone off, setting it down on the table right next to your place. your chair scrapes against the floor, but nobody at the table questions it when you stand up to leave. nobody even looks your way as you head to the bathroom. 

you wash your face, hoping the cold water will bring you back down from wherever you are, but it doesn’t really work. you stand in front of the mirror and stare at yourself for a bit, wondering if you’re going crazy. maybe you are - maybe because you were buzzed, your mind can’t really recall exactly what was said. you dry your face off with a paper towel, trying to reconstruct the exact conversation you had. you push the bathroom door open, heading back inside; it was only six days ago, surely you remember what he said? what he called you? the door swings closed behind you, and it comes to you then, the only word you can make out in the otherwise deafening silence—

“sugar.”

the word flashes in your mind as the caption of a photo you’ve never seen, but one that you can imagine nonetheless. 

“hi, sweetness.” you turn very slowly, to look over your shoulder - there, standing right by the bathroom door just as he was the first time you had seen him, with the very same smile. “did you miss me? ‘cuz you don’t know how badly i missed you.” you’re completely still, couldn’t move even if you wanted to when he steps closer, once more, and pulls you into a crushing hug.

“i thought of you the entire time, y’know.” you want someone to help you, but everyone flitters past, uncaring. assuming that the man holding on to you so lovingly must be your man. “i wanted this one to be special.” the man breathes you in shamelessly, his arms pressing against your back. he laughs then, pulling at your cheeks.

“so what d’ya think, sweetness? you got a favourite now?”

[xbeckittyx]

[moyazaika]

HIIIII MOOTIE! Just wanted to pop in and say I love your work…dare I say Kean is the moment and he lives rent free in my brain 🫣🫣 genuinely I need to devour your writing you always make the characters, especially the yanderes so multi-faceted and interesting !! Genuinely you are THE yandere writer for me

dont mind the anon my yandere account is a sideblog 😭

-@derelict-saintess 🥹🥹🥹

AWWW thank you! that’s exactly how i feel about your work ;) it’s always so flattering when someone so talented compliments my writing, so thank you again xoxox i appreciate this more than yk <3

[moyazaika]

hi! i just recently discovered ur work in the yanzine (2025), and im really blown away by ur work!! really love the blind date trope and the ending is just perfect !! ✨️

oh wow yanzine feels so long ago!! thanks for being here nonnie! looking back i feel like that wasn’t my best work but im glad you enjoyed it 💞 it’s also lovely to know people are still coming across that zine, it was so fun to be a part of :)

[moyazaika]

When are you bringing back the love of my life Feroze Khan

no nonnie i completely get you and i promise i miss writing for him as much as you guys miss seeing him on my blog but i genuinely have so many other wips to prioritise atm… i am thinking of maybe doing a drabble event and writing for him then? or maybe writing something for him during halloween?? but basically you will see him again - most likely for a special occasion or an au seeing as i’ve already told his ‘main story’ :)

[moyazaika]

WE are waiting for goatyazaika to open commissions so WE yes WE as in ALL moyanators can throw money at genieus because WE ALL miss dean, the sexier and superior -ean oc

THIS IS KILLING ME LMAOOOO I LOVE YOU 😭😭😭

[moyazaika]

hi genie, sorry if this has been asked before but do you already have any fem yanderes posted? are there links through your master list because I can’t really tell

hi nonnie i hate to be the bearer of such bad news but unfortunately not - please genuinely just jump me if you like i completely understand x

[teabutmakeitazure]

"missed notifications on linkedin"

brother I assure you they are ignored, not missed

[moyazaika]

everyone stop telling genie to take their time and focus on themselves i need the fics NOW

LMAOOO shut the fuck up 😭

[moyazaika]

what would it take for dean for finally understand that u don't like him or is he always just going to twist ur actions in his mind? also, why he like that? he's such an interesting dude cause it seems like he just absolutely fully convinced himself that u r just in love forever no matter what

tbh i wish i had some deep introspective backstory for dean to explain why he turned out the way that he did but the truth is that even if he were to be cognizant of the fact that you don’t love him back and are actually completely terrified of him - it simply would not matter. there is no point to challenge him on how he views your relationship versus how you see it because even if he knew you didn’t feel the same as him nothing would change. so yes, you are in love with him - you have to be.

there’s no other alternative for you, sugar.

[moyazaika]

This might be weird asf but how would kean and cap's relationship be if it was a fwb type thing? Lowk they kinda had that going for them as is but im talking abt a nympho reader who only uses kean for pleasure and ignores him (or tries to) otherwise

nonnie please know that you don’t have to overthink your ask being ‘weird’ - it rlly isn’t and even if it was, those are my favourite ones anyways xoxox🫰🏽

with that being said, you’re right that they already had that sort of dynamic going for them to an extent but i think it was different originally since cap did have feelings for kean. i also have mentioned before that physical touch is not one of kean’s love languages, but more so something he sees as a means to an end (especially for cap who does enjoy that touch, at which point kean also becomes a willing participant)

i think a nympho reader may work with kean because he knows sex doesn’t necessarily imply love, so it’s very easy to compartmentalise and there’s less chance of him feeling ‘betrayed’ by cap the way he did in the original story - as long as you keep wanting to take, he’ll always need to be the one to keep giving it to you. (unless withholding sex would get him more of your attention than the alternative…)

i think he could leverage your fwb relationship into making sure you can’t really ignore him. 2016 timeline i would think that if push came to shove, he wouldn’t be opposed to leaking a video or a photo, and then the rumours start going around, absolutely brutal. enough to cost you any respect you’d previously garnered for yourself - nonetheless, it means you can’t afford to ignore him anymore :) and suddenly, you’re crying into his neck during sex and pulling him closer. you’re the one going back on the boundaries you created, not itching to leave afterwards, but rather choosing to let him wrap his arms around you instead and going to sleep. you’re the one who wants more, because kean’s turned himself into the only person able to give it to you.

and on the cusp of you feeling completely comfortable around him is exactly when he decides to sit you down and tell you that he doesn’t think this is such a good idea anymore, that it’s not you it’s him, that he’s sure you’ll find someone who loves you—

you interrupt him, almost pleading when you ask why it can’t just be him.

“do you want it to be me?” he knows it’s a stupid question. he knows you couldn’t care less about who it is, you just don’t want to feel judged or shamed. you want someone to make you feel better, and anyone will do. isn’t that why you sleep around? isn’t that why you’ve been using him all this time? you just don’t want to be on your own.

he knows it isn’t love from your end.

but for kean? it’s never needed to be. that loneliness has always been enough.

[moyazaika]

it's December 31st of 2026. it's nearly midnight. the last chapter of the kean series hasn't been published yet. it's already 11:59 when you hear a notification

HAHAH SHUT THE FUCK UPPPP see this is what i mean you guys know me too well lmaooo but if you’re wondering on class of 2016 progress please see under the cut <3 (this is my attempt at preventing kean fatigue from those of my followers who do not like him HAHA)

- planned out the entire three chapters remaining 100% (this genuinely took me months omfg because i want you guys to really enjoy this second part and if you’ve been on this blog for a while yk my favourite thing to do is subvert expectations lmaooooo do with that what you will ;))

- wrote down a basic version of 50% of the scenes and what i wanted to happen in them!

- wrote out the first few full scenes but they need to be edited to sound more deeper and prettier lmao what can i say im a big fan of ‘do it now and you can make it perfect later’

- probably will take a few months to finish writing ALL three chapters and then post them afterwards, but BEFORE 2027 - even if that is at 11:59 on the eve of dec 31st LMAOOO ;))))

[moyazaika]

Hi, this is my first time writing an ask so please forgive me if I mess this up at all.

Is there any any advice you could give about writing a character who is a yandere and kuudere? (Like where they hide their obsessive traits until their "person" becomes close to them)

I'm asking since I'm writing a long-term fic about a character is one and I'm struggling with properly pacing the red flags emerging. I know where I want it to go, what traits I want to emerge first, etc.

Thank you for responding if you see this!

Hi! First off i am so sorry for the late response, after exam season it was straight to the airport for the winter break larp trip and i wanted to answer this when i had the time to sit down and actually give you a good answer.

With that said, I think the hardest part you already have down - like which traits you want to emerge first and how they link together. Pacing is one of those things where it’s very easy to change at any part of writing so you’re already in a fantastic spot!! I would say write out what scenes you’re sure about, then leave your chapters (since you said this was a longfic) alone for a while OR if that’s not feasible, get a friend to beta read them. A fresh set of eyes whether that’s yours or someone else’s can then more easily pick up on if the story is progressing too fast or too slow for your liking, and then all you have to do is either cut scenes, move them around, or add them in.

Something that one of my close friends does for her ao3 fic is that she uses this website called twine.org, which allows her to plan out the complete narrative for her story, branch off scenes, move them around etc. it’s especially helpful since it gives you an overall big picture view of your story and the possibilities of branching, so pacing ‘errors’ become more obvious and easy to mitigate! It also helps you visualise the smaller, different scenes within a bigger chapter - or you can see them as vignettes like in movies if that’s helps you. I just nicked this off google to give you a visual;

Hopefully that helps, and good luck with your writing <3

[moyazaika]

i think loser reader is always peak 🤞🤞

So true, i actually love when reader doesn’t have their life together and somebody who does is eager to step in and sort things out for them.. and when you complain and cry and hiss it’s all just called tough love and excused for it as a result. Also something something about vulnerability and being seen as an actual burden upon the lives of everyone around you because you’re an actual neet but someone loves you anyways - i think there’s a lot of commentary there LMAO

[armandgender]

writing is so fun

[armandgender]

writing is impossible why does anyone do this

[moyazaika]

and of course now that my exams are over and i’m on break from work and all i have is time on my hands, i end up not writing a word