Okay, big update for obvious reasons that will become apparent later.
Relationship stuff with werewolf BF is great. Im kind of surprised how well him living with me has been going. Im a guy who likes his space, but I rarely feel like werewolf BF is intruding. Literally this is where every one of my relationships have ended. I always end up feeling smothered, but not this time.
Its nice, Im happy that our relationship is still going well with the added stress. However, I keep on coming back to the same though, is this actually just how I feel or is hormones taking over my brain.
Im still pregnant with werewolf BF's pups. I already grew SIX extra nipples. All of my nipples are very pink and puffy. Im not even embarrassed to admit they are crazy sensitive. Its hot when werewolf slides one hand down my pants and one up my shirt to play with my lowest and highest nips. Changes haven't stopped there.
Im picking up smells much stronger than before. Everything smells more, but not in an unpleasant way. Its just more intense. What weirds me out is how well I can smell werewolf BF. Again, its not bad, but its not like im sniffing a sandalwood candle or something. Yet I really fucking love his scent. To the point where if Im getting stressed just smelling werewolf BF near by feels relaxing. That's why im second guessing things.
Werewolf BF confirmed for me my scent has always had that effect on him, and I am turning into a werewolf until we terminate the pregnancy. His take on things is that this is a normal werewolf thing, im just getting used to it for the first time.
And uh, speaking of firsts, tonight is the full moon. Werewolf BF does wolf out on full moons, and im probably going to do something. The vet I have an appointment with did send me resources on my first shift. Its not going to be a full wolf transformation, but I should expect both physical and psychological effects. Im so anxious.
Werewolf BF doesnt know exactly how I will shift, but is being very enthusiastic about supporting me through my first full moon. He has been hitting the gym hard today to try and and wear himself down so he'll be less energetic during the full moon and can focus on me. Im glad im not doing this alone, but you hear so many stories of people losing themselves when the shift.
Well, I guess we will just see how tonight goes.