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18y/o || rus/eng || account is owned by the bigfin squid ||

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Мистер Айма

Всеобъемлющая любовь и мировосприятие. https://www.tumblr.com/mr-aimalost?source=share

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Tried playing dark souls but instead dark souls played me. Now I'm drinking suspicious green liquid as a punishment for escaping my shame instead of facing it. Gonna try again because this humiliation is actually kinda enjoyable

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Heard a phrase "why the floor is chasing you" in The Mighty Nebby's video, it gave me such a severe derealization I almost had an anxiety hit. She also said last part so much slower then begining god I thought I'll unironically have panic attack. This woman is dangerous I'm scared for my mental state

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Such a poor lil guy. Show him. To a doctor idk.

Maybe I'm not good for him

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Get well old mf

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be friends with Able

low quality old fasioned render bright colour life good

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Me and my family just had a conversation where we invented Benjamin.

Benjamin is a Yorkshire terrier, and he's better than our pitbull Sam because he's Benjamin. Benjamin is an alcoholic, and there is vodka hiding from him in refrigerator. Benjamin is small enough to be sitting on the hand. Benjamin is going to get all the patties mother cooked for dinner. The world is Benjamin. The world is for Benjamin. If some conversation comes to dead end — bring up Benjamin. He's a god of the new order.

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I forgot who's poems author but it's neat

Kinger and Queenie are neat too. I'm sad for them

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I was forbidden to eat sugar so i have to generate serotonin another way (that means I'll post stupid stuff)

Long time ago i tried to form my thoughts on topic why do i dislike Batman: Streets of Gotham (Zsasz's story specifically) But my first attempt failed, after some time i tried again, but realised that i actually don't hate this story anymore after spending so much time with it. Character growth in Mr Aima's blog, 2026 colored.

So here are some stuff from my attempt to rewrite it (that would go with my analysis, and dare i say it wasn't bad)

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surprise atacc with TADC

i'm being boring lately, but at least i'm slightly more happy

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imagine having 13 gigabytes of memory taken bc Krita saves all speedpaints frame by frame in system

i imagined that

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tagged by @tatelangdonsweater thank u <3

reading: will reread The Awakening by Kate Chopin for a uni class

last series: love story

last movie: sinners

last song: sexy boy by air

working on: studying for midterms that are next week

sweet or salty: i have a sweet tooth </3

coffee or tea: depends on mood

tagging (no pressure): @etched-in-thesurface @dangeroustaintedflawed @fa1ryyz @necngravestcnes @pardonmydelays @mildayyy

[dangeroustaintedflawed]

thanks 4 the tag nadja! I missed doing these <3

reading: less than zero - bret easton ellis / slow days fast company - eve babitz

last series: the OC

last movie: fight club (1999)

last song: go away - weezer

working on: procrastinating revising for my a-levels

sweet or salty: i also have a totally ungodly sweet tooth

coffee or tea: hot chocolate.......

tagging: @newwavesylviaplath @elininblack @babydollsxo @sickanduglyangels @bruisedwaif @dykedoll8008 @cantmakeitonmyown idk if u guys do these too but anyways + all of my mutuals I just can't remember usernames :(

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tysm for the tag sharon i've been bored out of my mind today @dangeroustaintedflawed

reading: the diary of laura palmer by jennifer lynch

last series: american dad

last movie: secretary (2002)

last song: living proof - cat power

working on: trying not to bash my head in

sweet or salty: sweet

coffee or tea: coffee

tags: @jaggedleaves @fear-is-truth @c0ca1n3erotica @michelleinterrupted66 @extr4spection @elininblack

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thank u @newwavesylviaplath <3

reading: a graphic design book for uni

last series: bridgerton

last movie: oh, hi!

last song: twin flame - weyes blood

working on: editing a video for class (or procrastinating on it)

sweet or salty: sweet

coffee or tea: tea

tags: @pinkmoongrace @cyfaee @velvetcr0wbar @sundaybells @reireicryblood @dr3amerlove @sophs-dollhouse

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Thank you my dear ♡ @jaggedleaves

Reading : The Devil's Son by Paul Féval

Last series : Girl from Nowhere

Last movie : Maurice (1987)

Last song : I come with knives - IAMX

Working on : the illustrations of the novel I'm currently writing

Sweet or salty : sweet

Coffee or tea : Coffee (but I prefere strawberry Vodka and Rosa Monster)

Mentions (not forcing) : @aritealeaf @localfandom @casino-stan @lord-of-crime-and-punishment @lunathetunaaa etc...

[aritealeaf]

Thank you @reireicryblood!!!

Reading: currently focused on my own project, so not something at the moment, but I have Orlando by Virginia Woolf on my shelf waiting

Last series: Banana fish (finally watched it)

Last movie: The Bride! (Watched in the theatre and tried an energy drink for the first time, I felt as if I were a teen)

Last song: Nobody - Hozier

Working on: afraid to talk about any ongoing projects as I have been in a writer’s block for already two years, but I have one story and one big analysis in the current works

Sweet or salty: sweet

Coffee or tea: both. And both without sugar or milk

Mentions: @sharkozaur @bluebirdjay @spizeydizey

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reading: I kinda paused on reading rn but last time it was "Waters of Kāne" (a hawaiian legends compendium)

last series: Golden Kamuy

last movie: the Thief and the Cobbler (rewatching for a second time...)

last song: Холодная весна (remastered ver) by Путь

working on: nothing... I'm just chilling rn... but I'm slowly writing lore for one of my settings and trying to improve my drawing skills after a long artblock.... smth smth

sweet or salty: SALTY I LOVE SALT MORE SALT YAAARRR

coffee or tea: none... I prefer water

TAGGING TIME: @kindatiredtho @mr-aimalost @paranoidnatrix

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thanks for tagging me, yippie

last reading: House of leafs (havent finished yet lost half of my brain before page 100)

last series: twin peaks (which was more than a year ago smh whoah)

last movie: Star Wars: Rogue one (i don't like it :{ )

last song: Goodbye angels by Red hot chilly peppers

working on right now: currently i do nothing. just. laying under the rock. all my wip projects are still floating in the air with unknown fate

sweet or salty: sweet...a lot of sweet... yesterday i made whole bunch of cokies and their life was very short

coffee or tea: cobeepe

me likey

@professorfilth no pressure. but you are caught

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Batman: untitled is officially killed, yippee

(Chapter 5, unfinished as fuck)

I've started this comic without much plan so it's doesn't worth finishing — script work was messed up and i admit it. So I'll post sketches for last chapter and free myself from job I don't want to finish. I'll move on to actually writing a script for something better.

Previous chapter, ig:

Reblog by @mr-aimalost · 10 images

💬 0  🔁 7  ❤️ 20 · Batman: untitled · Chapter 4 "You held my head together" Previous chapter: 💬 0  🔁 10  ❤️ 26 · Batman: Untitled · Chapter

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I just realised i have divorced men on my computer

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Tag Game: Characters that altered your brain chemistry

rules: without naming them, post (up to) 10 gifs of characters that altered your brain chemistry

Thank you @baseballmomlesbiandad for the tag! Idk how others are defining "altered your brain chemistry" but for me it's characters that I was obsessed with/ affected me in a big way. a lot of these altered my brain chemistry by making me realizing i'm GAY

tagging @perfectlypeachbear @lolacouldnotcareless @rodiostation @miss0atae @troubled-mind @soypim @unethicallypleistocene @loveable-sea-lemon and anyone else who wants to play

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Realising I might, somehow, be the problem...

Mentions : @jaggedleaves @lunathetunaaa @localfandom @casino-stan @aritealeaf etc...

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Most of them stepped into my brain in couples, but they changed my chemistry in turns. Half of this is 'my ghost will follow you', and the other half is 'my ghost will follow you to remind you we are the same'. Also there is no gif for him but the secret history's crazy umbrella boy was such an important part of my identity change I would not be the person I am now if I did not read about him idolising greeks, his teacher, admiring the moon, finding explanation for everything and turning it into a dangerous charming note and wearing suits in college that made him look ridiculous in sunlight. And also being manipulatively homoerotic with the main character. Changed my life. I wish I could remember my chemistry changers before the age of 14, but I was a small, silly boy, and I do not remember anymore( Oh gosh, doing this kind of stuff for the first time with tagging @bluebirdjay @sharkozaur

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I GOT TAGGED DAMN I finally made it guyzzz

I guess you can say that my taste in men is rather questionable

First 4 especially altered my brain, and especially-especially first two, others more like added some new stuff or cemented the previous.

(((wait how am I gonna write without naming them uuuuhhh))) First one literally kickstarted my whole personality and second one made it worse that's insane + other two scrunkles repeated the success

don't remember anything before my shark idiot tho, except for liiike cats and dragons and cookie run ovenbreak and stuff idk

wasn't able to find normal gifs for the last two lol

aaand now YOUR TURN @kindatiredtho and @mr-aimalost gotchu eheheheh

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I'm caught. Glad to be caught by Sharkozaur

So here they are

Cannot use GIFs due to technical issues, hope that's not that big of a deal

First three affected me so irreversible. Especially very first, absolute queen (princess, tbma) Like, my current self was built around those three (although stages were second-> first -> third) Third one is my longest fixation without breaks too (2 and half years) What can i say, i like kinda cold but really sensitive in heart characters. That probably made me alike.

Next three formed my affection towards pathetic/unloved... All their fault

And last two are direct reasons why irl i really like silly people with balance between funny and annoying. Or I'm mistaking where is the chicken and where is the egg

@professorfilth boop

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Batman: untitled

Chapter 4 "You held my head together"

Previous chapter:

Post by @mr-aimalost · 23 images

💬 0  🔁 10  ❤️ 26 · Batman: Untitled · Chapter three "Ready. Set. Wait, where you going?" previous chapter me so tired 💬 2  🔁 5  ❤️ 37 · ST

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Fulfilling an urge to drain a massive underwater water cave. Having fun