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god i want to kiss her holy shit

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like. i cant stop thinking abt how soft her lips look and god im just. so afraid

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god i want to kiss her holy shit

[commie-saskia-deactivated202211]

tfw u have a very gay dream about a person ur very much in love with and then u wake up like:

[lovelysuggestions]

strech marks, freckles, spots, and scars are all what make you human. your body is beautiful.

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ok ive been sitting on this a while but im genuinely concerned about how i cant express affection without feeling disgusted with myself and idk why

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like im afraid to tell my girlfriend this bcs im afraid she’ll think ive got too much emotional baggage or treat me differently even tho logically i KNOW she wont but im just. idk if its bcs of my internalized homophobia, my past abusive relationship where he would be kind to me and then use my affection against me, or what??

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like i love holding her hand and being close to her but sometimes thinking abt it makes me so scared and sick to my stomach i hate it so much

[mrrrrow]

ok ive been sitting on this a while but im genuinely concerned about how i cant express affection without feeling disgusted with myself and idk why

[mrrrrow]

like im afraid to tell my girlfriend this bcs im afraid she’ll think ive got too much emotional baggage or treat me differently even tho logically i KNOW she wont but im just. idk if its bcs of my internalized homophobia, my past abusive relationship where he would be kind to me and then use my affection against me, or what??

[mrrrrow]

ok ive been sitting on this a while but im genuinely concerned about how i cant express affection without feeling disgusted with myself and idk why

[mrrrrow]

rain on car windows at night is so romantic sorry

[mrrrrow]

internalized homophobia is a bitch i wish i could hold my gfs hand and hug her and love her without feeling disgusting and sinful and hearing my grandma call it sick and perverted like fuck. i rly cant be happy even when i have everything i could ever want

[assgod]

I’m blown away by how people can believe in you even if you don’t believe in yourself sometimes… like that’s a pretty iconic human, maybe all living things, experience

[skyler-felts]

I wish I could hold her every night and tell her how wonderful she really is

[mrrrrow]

hmm i constantly feel torn between being soft and warm person and being like a bite-the-bullet, leather jackets and cigarettes kinda person

[dinothundersblog-deactivated201]

friend: i never knew u were gay

me: ya it wasnt relevant to your plot didnt want to seem like i was diverse for no reason :/

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[pinkmintkiss]