mrs choi

The nickname's Nikki | Loves God | Filipina | Primadonna | Boice | VIP | DARRENatic | ARMY |21 years of age| BSIT Graduate | Dancer | Drummer | Too fast to live, too young to die

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Good friends..

So Tuesday night came, still no reply. Pero may sinend akong photo sayo nung Monday, showing you our brand of cigarettes kasi you said you’ve never seen or heard of them. Me and mommy was watching Running Man that time, then you replied.

You: Which one?

Ako: I think lahat

You: hahaha brand I’d never buy

Ako: Hahaha never seen them before?

You: Don’t tell this to anyone okay

Ako: (akala ko yung di mo bibilhin yung mga brand na yun ever yung tinutukoy mo) Yah

You *you said what happened*

Ako: ANO?!

You: Yeah

So ako na OA sige, pero kung yun ba naman kasi ibubungad mo sakin, ang tagal nating di nagusap, tapos nung Sunday halos buong araw kang hindi OL, natural mag-aalala ako diba.

Ako: Asan ka ngayon?

You: Bahay

Ako: Pano nangyari?

You: Mas madali siguro kung tatawag ka para mas maexplain ko maigi

I didn’t call you, active now ka pero di mo naseen yung last message ko. So I just locked my phone and continued watching. Then after few minutes,I checked again, you called, di naman nagnotify sakin.

Ako: Oops sorry di nagnotify

Then you called. I went out of the room and sat on the sofa. I think it was 10:30 PM or so. So you told what happened. And you sounded like a scared child hahaha ang cute lang. We talked a lot of things, random topics, mostly business and your problem so I keep on telling na God will provide and I would pray for you. Then napunta ulit sa topic na first impression.

You: Kahit anong sabihin mong bad side, di mababago yung tingin ko na ang holy mo at ang bait mo

Ako: Eh? May bad side nga ako.

You: Osige ano yun. Dali pagtapos mo ako naman magkwento. May levels yan eh, so next level na tayo, good friends.

Ako: Wow hahaha okay sige yes good friends na kami

So I told you my stories. Sabi mo tanungin kita, pero chances are yung mga itatanong ko, nagawa mo na. So what more to ask leh?

You: Pero yung una talaga, ang tingin ko, “ang plastic naman nito”

Ako: ANO? Excuse me hahaha ako plastic? Paano?

You: Diba nabangga kita ng silya, tapos you said ay okay lang, Pero tumalikod ka kaagad tapos yung gesture nung kamay mo parang nagtatawag ng aso. Ang plastic naman neto

Ako: Wow hahaha eh ngayon nagiba naman ba tingin mo?

You: Yung pagiging mabait mo di mawawala yun, pero yung plastic, hindi naman. Tsaka sabi ko “ay madaldal to”

Ako: Wow hahahaha grabe

You: Usually kasi diba kapag first meeting, normal yung awkward silences. Eh eto ang daldal

Ako: Wow haha I’ve never met anyone that’s as straightforward as you haha

You: Eh okay lang naman ba tong straightforward ako?

Ako: Oo mas okay nga yun eh, ayoko nung backstab or plastic

You: Ay di ako plastic.

(Alam ko may sinabi ka pang ganto eh “Nako baka di tayo magclick nyan ngayon” Kasi sabi mo pati yung paguusap natin nung topic na yon, nagsosorry ako kay Lord. I told you it’s my expression :D )

Nasa labas ka na ng bahay niyo nento, while drinking Milo hahaha narinig ko yung tunog nung straw, tapos ako Yakult haha. Tapos sinabi mo sakin yung mga nakaparadang kotse around your neighborhood. Luxury cars it is. Then you told me yung diskarte ni kuya taxi driver hahaha. You were so cute that time. So yes we talked a lot of things-military, cars, business, your problem again, then you asked me to be your business partner dahil sabi mo need ng Filipino surname dahil Singaporean ka na and di na Philippine passport ang hawak mo. Pag business kamo ang usapan, talagang serious ka kasi you want to be rich. Sabi ko naman, wala namang masama but you have to carefully plan it. Then goes the convo again. Ilang beses nang lumabas si mommy haha.

Ako: Uy chat na lang tayo, ilang beses ng lumalabas si mommy eh. Hihiga lang ako don tas chat na lang tayo

You: Mamaya na, parang ang abrupt naman.

Kinilig na naman ako dito mga bes hahahah. Ang babaw lang huhuhu. I can’t believe past 1 na nun. We were talking that long. So another set of business plan mo yung topic natin haha

Ako: Uy pumasok ka na sa loob, Anong oras na

You: Gusto mo ng matulog no. Sorryyy

Ako: Medyo, maaga pa kasi ako bukas.

You: Anong oras ba pasok mo?

Ako: 9 pero gigising akong 6:20

You: Ang aga naman

Ako: Oo 3 kasi kaming gumagamit ng common toilet so ako una

You: Ahhh so may schedule pala

Ako: Oo hehe.

Alam ko di pa natin binaba dito eh haha you talked again. Ako madaldal ha? hahahaha

Ako: Osige na tutulog na ako. Matulog ka na rin

You: Okay sige

Ako: Message ka lang pag kailangan mong kausap

You: Okay

Ako: Okay ka na ba?

You: Maiisip ko yun bukas but yeah I’ll be fine

Ako: Okay good. Goodnight! Godbless, ingat

You: Okay goodnight, you too

Huhu pag sinasabi mo yung you too, kinikilig ako nakakainis haha. So yeah, 2 hrs 52 mins 36 secs tayong magkausap. I know matagal na naman tayong hindi magkakausap, pero okay lang. Tapos sa Sabado, last day na makikita kita. Bawat araw, I keep instilling to my mind na tropa lang talaga tayo, because I can feel it naman na wala talaga. Pero thank you, for sharing those stories with me. I felt like you trusted me kaya mo shinare yun. Thank you. Mawawala rin yang trauma mo, right now enjoy your life and pagpatuloy mo lang yang mga pangarap mo, probably that’s why I liked you, kasi ang dami mong dreams na gusto mong ma-accomplish. :)

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Signs..

After that, di na nasundan yung paguusap natin. So the following day, I messaged you and said thanks, tapos tinanong na rin kita kung aattend kang thanksgiving. It took you a long time to reply. Sabi mo no biggy, and you asked what time. Sabi ko 3-8, kaso may practice ka for YFC. Same building lang yung thanksgiving and yung pagprapraktisan niyo. So I am actually kind of expecting na makikita kita somehow. After we had our novena, I went to the venue, nagreply ka rin sawakas after nung huling reply mo na 5 ang practice and you’d be going off soon. You said malapit ka na, then I said sige. Then di ka na nagreply. So I went to the venue, I saw your car, parked. I just enjoyed the event, though I was actually hoping na makikita kita. Nung dinner time na, bumaba kami sa dining hall, so makikita ko yung parking lot. I think tapos na that time yung practice ng YFC. I didn’t see you, even your car. So you went off already. I was sad. But nevertheless, I still tried to enjoy, since the event is for God. So the thanksgiving ended. No message or whatsoever. Sunday came, You were inactive almost the whole day. Then at night,you replied to my last “sige hahaha” message, sabi mo “huhs huhs?” Nagplaplantsa ako non, so late ko nakita yung message mo. Nagreply ako asking what do you mean, di ka nagreply. Then I said “minsan na nga lang magusap sabog pa convo, ingat sa pagdrive!” Still no reply. So Monday came, my usual routine would be before going to office, dadaan muna akong St Anne, as well as after work. So I prayed my usual prayers, then I prayed for whatever I am feeling. Na I will just let God decide for me. After praying, I went off. I asked for a sign, na kapag hindi umulan, ikaw na si the one (eww ang baduy pero seriously haha). So I was nervous the whole day kasi medyo makulimlim non, and umuulan nung Sunday, so yeah. Night came, until I sleep, until the following day, there was no rain. 1 sign down. Tuesday, usual routine. I asked for another sign, if hindi parin umulan, ikaw na. Then when I was at the Aljunied MRT station, may stall ng mga inumin don. Di pa kao nagbrebreakfast so I bought soya. Then I saw the container for the straws, yung iba ibang kulay na straw, I said, kapag green yung binigay sakin, ikaw na. It was green. Okay sige. 3 signs down. Then, I asked for another one, along the road where I am walking going to office, madaming kalapati don. All of it was gray, except for one, a white with black spots dove. I haven’t seen that dove for the last week, so I said kapag nakita ko yung dove na yun, ikaw na. Malayo palang ako tinitignan ko na kung andun yung dove na white, wala. Then nung malapit na ako sa office, the white dove flew towards a lamp post opposite to our building. (By the way, yung white dove ang symbolism ko kay God, and also for another sign wherein I asked for forgiveness sa Kanya, and asked that if I see a white dove, I am forgiven). SO 4 signs down. I don’t know how should I feel when I saw the dove. Oh yeah by the way, these signs are the same signs I asked when I am asking if I would be having a work already here in Singapore or not, and all of those signs were also given. But I keep on reminding myself, that God has His purpose why I met you, why am I feeling this way.. I prayed that whatever the results may be, I will be happy with it, that at least, I met you..

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Kilig..

I am looking forward in seeing you every session (take note, my reason for joining CLP didn’t change, I guess nadagdagan pa nga). So 8&9 sessions passed you were there. I really took my effort finding your Facebook. Medyo magaling po ako magstalk, I even found your Instagram and Twitter haha. So when I found your Facebook, I hesitated to add you, but still I added you, and accepted my request. During that week, I am thinking of sending you message but I really controlled myself not to do it, because I promised myself not to ever again make the first move whenever I like someone, because I just end up being alone. So ang ginagawa ko tinitignan ko na lang if you’re online or not haha so pathetic. But I found a way to talk to you. Sessions 10&11 were combined, and it was moved to a Friday,November 25, to give way to SFC’s Thanksgiving on November 26. Our discussion group was advised ahead of time. And I took that opportunity to message you. November 24, I messaged you, 9:07 PM, I asked you if you would be coming to the session. And turns out you’re not aware because you asked me anong meron. Ang tagal mo pa magreply non haha. Then I said may session nga and it’s combined. Then on my surprise, you called. I told you akala ko napindot mo lang but you’re really calling me.

Ako: Hello?

You: Hello. Di kita mareplyan, nagdridrive kasi ako

Ako: Ay di sige okay lang,mamaya na lang

You: Di okay lang.

Infairness, kinilig ako dito haha.

The whole time na magkausap tayo, kinakabahan ako. And masaya at the same time.  So we talked. Tas sabi mo pag nakakuha ka ng pasahero ibababa mo na. I asked why pasahero, nag Uuber ka kamo.

You: Taga Dasma ka diba?

Ako: Oo pano mo nalaman?

You: Tinignan ko profile mo (Again, kinilig na naman ako haha)

Ako: Ohh. Eh kayo saan?

You: Imus. In front of Robinson’s lang.

Another set of convo here, di ko na masyadong matandaan haha

Ako: Akala ko napindot mo lang kuya yung call kaya di ko dapat sasagutin

You: Hindi, pag may nagmemessage kasi di ko naman mareplyan kaya tinatawagan ko na lang. Pwede naman

Tapos you asked my age bigla, while I was still talking, I forgot why pero alam ko tinawag kitang kuya.

You: Ilang taon ka na?

Ako: 20

You: 20 ka lang? Kuya mo nga ako. Akala ko ako pinakabata. Parang nageneralize ko kasi na lahat may grown-up na

Ako: Ay grabe sya. Ako pinakabata haha

Then another set of topic. Tapos I called you kuya again

You: Biglang naging kuya eh

Ako: Kuya naman talaga kita. Isang taon lang tanda mo sakin eh (Ooops, nadulas ako, di ko pa tinatanong sa kanya age nya pero alam ko haha) Ay tama ba? Ilang taon ka na?

You: 21

Ako: Oh tama nga, isang taon lang.

You: 1996 ka?

Ako: Yes po. August 18

You: August ka? Ako August 3

Ako: Yung mga pinanganak ng August maganda at gwapo yan 

You: Bias eh hahaha

When you are laughing I felt happy kasi napapatawa kita (sana di ka napipilitan haha) But you said may pasahero ka na so ibababa mo na yung line at mamaya na lang tayo magusap( I admire you na nag Uber ka and Medical Instructor at the same time) I actually didn’t expect na magmemessage ka pa but I tried to wait. Kaso inaantok na ako. So I just messaged you the schedule of the talk and I said goodnight. You replied “Okies thanks! See ya!” The following day, November 25, the day of the session, I was actually thinking of saying good morning but I didn’t. Nagayos talaga ako ng bongga kasi sabi mo pupunta ka haha. So office hours okay. I was bored the whole day. I wanted to fast forward the time to 6:00 so that I can go to the venue already. Okay then 5:26 PM, you called. I am still at the office that time. Kinabahan na naman ako as I picked up the phone. Then the convo goes: 

You: Saan ka magdidinner?

Ako: Ha? Hindi ko alam eh

You: Gusto mo sabay na tayo? (I wanted to shout when you said this haha) Ako: Okay lang naman din

You: Saan ka ngayon? Ako: Ha bakit?

You: Baka malapit lang ako I’ll meet you there (I wanted to shout again haha) Ako: Sa Aljunied

You: Simei lang ako

Ako: Ah talaga malapit lang pala

You: Saan mo gusto kumain?

Ako: Kahit saan. Kaso may namessage na ako na sasabayan ko pala papunta You: Saan niyo gusto kumain?

Ako: Ah isasama natin sila?

You: Oo san niyo gusto?

Ako: Tatanong ko muna siya

You: Okay call me na lang pag may plano na

And our call ended. I texted ate and she told me na sayo na sumabay dahil kasabay nya rin naman ate nya. So I called you again:

Ako: Hello. Sayo na lang daw ako sumabay

You: Ano location ng office mo? Ako: *says the address*

You: Nasa Geylang ako, nakakuha akong pasahero

Ako: Ohh ayun kaso naglalakad na ako pa Aljunied MRT station

You: Anong exact location mo ngayon?

Ako: Di ko alam eh haha (sorry mahina talaga ako sa direction and location moreover Singapore to haha)

You: Send mo na lang location mo sakin Ako: Ha pano?

You: Sa messenger pindutin mo yung tatlong dot tas location

Ako: Ay talaga? Haha shunga shunga IT di alam *then you laughed. Napangiti ako nung tumawa ka*

Ako: Yung pangalan ng building namin *name*

You: Anong name ng street?

Ako: *asked my colleague if the place wherein that time has a street name* Wala atang pangalan

You: Imposible naman. Meron yan

You: Yung building nyo ba yung *name of another building*

Ako: Ay hindi iba ata yan. Nasa bus stop na ako

You: Anong nakikita mo?

Ako: Ano Geylang Chinese Methodist Church

You: Geylang Chinese Methodist Church? Ayun directly behind that nakapark ako.

Ako: Okay sige. So I walked then as I am near the place, you called.

You: Nasan ka na?

Ako: Nasa tapat na ng church wait lang ha

You: Okay take your time.

Ako: Okay sige

Then my mom replied so I texted her first

Ako: Anong kulay ng sasakyan mo?

You: Red

Ako: Okay nakita ko na ata. Wait lang ah wag mo bababa replyan ko lang mommy ko

Then I saw you. Kaso nag yoyosi ka huhu. I have nothing against with people smoking. Ayoko lang talaga sya kasi may hika nga ako.

Ako: *nakababa na yung phone* Hi!

You: Hello. Wait lang ah tapusin ko lang to

Ako: Sige lang go lang. nag yoyosi ka pala?

You: Oo bakit?

Ako: Muka kang di nagyoyosi eh. Good boy

You: Balanced lang *then you smiled*

Then sumakay na tayo sa sasakyan mo. Apparently di pala, rental from Uber pala hihi.

You: San mo gustong kumain?

Ako: Wala naman akong food in particular na gusto

You: Okay budget

Ako: Seryoso? Haha

You: Oo nga. Ako: Wala talaga eh

You: Hokkien Mee?

Ako: Okay lang din naman

You: Sige

Tas yun we were talking about different things. It’s amazing how we talked that much wherein unang paguusap palang natin sya (I must admit, madaldal ka rin haha!) Then you parked sa gilid nung Hawker. I realized na malapit lang pala yun sa isang mini mart outlet namin. So you ordered for our food. Di pa nga nasama pagkain ko sa resibo haha. Ang cute ng Singaporean accent mo haha. Natatawa ako while you were talking to the waitress. So you asked me about my job. About other things. You also shared something about you. Umulan ng bongga kaya lumipat tayong mesa

You: Engaged ka na?

Ako: Hindi pa. Nbsb ako. Engagement ring to ng lolo at lola ko. Malapit ko na nga tanggalin kasi napagkakamalan akong engaged tsaka masikip na

You: Ikwintas mo na lang

Ako: Oo nga. Eh ikaw engaged ka na?

You: *iling* Ako: May girlfriend?

You: *iling* Dati engaged na

Ako: Really?!

You: Oo. Nagpaalam na ako sa parents nya at parents ko. Pumayag. Kaso pagbalik ko galing barko nakipagbreak

Ako: Ay ganun?

Then we talk again and talk.

You: Lipat tayo dun?

Ako: Kumakain pa ako eh

You: Ay di sige maya na lang

Ako: Bakit magyoyosi ka? Sige lang. Okay lang

Kinilig ako slight kasi sabi mo mamaya na lang since kumakain pa ako. But you smoked again kasi sabi mo di pa ubos and mahal. Bat ka kasi nagyoyosi huhu. Then tinakeout ko na yung food kasi di ko na kaya. It’s still raining and I’m wearing my shoes na ayokong nababasa.

Ako: Yung payong ko nasa loob. Mababasa yung sapatos ko

You: May payong dun sa loob.

Ako: Okay lang? Thankyou

You: *kinuha yung payong* Arte! (natawa ako haha. It’s my first time to encounter someone as straightforward as you)

Ako: Sorry na ha ayoko talagang nababasa sapatos ko

I handed back your phone to you kasi may pinapanood ka sakin. Nakasama pala panyo ko di ko alam

Ako: Dito ko na lang lagay to? *binaba yung payong sa gilid*

You: Oo sige. *handed me back my hankie*

Ako: Bat nasayo?

You: Kasama nung inabot mo yung phone ko (di ko alam bat pati dito kinilig ako haha. The way you handed me my hankie may ibang feeling haha)

Tapos we talked again and again haha laughed again and again. Then we arrived at the venue. Iniwan ko na lang bag ko sa car mo. Nag cr muna ako and ikaw tapos pumanik na tayo sa room nung session. I actually didnt expect na pagbubuksan mo kong pinto and papaunahin so kinilig na naman ako (or nag assume lang ako hahaha). At first magkatabi tayo. Kaso nung tumayo kayo lumipat sila ate sa tabi ko sa kabilang side kayo umupo. The talk was great. As in. I learned a lot of things during that night. It helped me to empower more my faith. The talk ended.

Ako: Bag ko

You: Ay oo nga bag mo

The lights were turned off already so I an having hard time seeing the surroundings

Ako: Wala akong makita

You: Buksan mo kasi mata mo

Ako: Nakabukas na

You: Ay nakabukas na ba

Ako: Payong mo

You: Oo nga

Then we headed back to your car. I fixed my things. I was actually kind of expecting na mag offer ka ng hatid. But I remembered you said you’d be meeting two friends pa after the session and I thought na baka nakaapekto rin yung sinabi ko na akala ko nagalit si mommy kasi sumabay ako sayo. But then I felt sad nung nagoffer ka sa kagroup mong isasabay mo sya until Paya Lebar. So I said my goodbye then went off. Nagiintay din ako ng message mo nun kaso wala. Yes ako na assuming. So I just slept. But nevertheless, I had fun that day. Super. Thank you.

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How it started..

October 8, I started joining Christian Life Program here in Singapore. I joined CLP in return for all the blessings Papa God have given me this year, most especially for my first ever work,in my dream country.That time, you weren't there yet. I felt great after the first session, which made me felt to keep on coming for the succeeding sessions as well as to have a complete attendance. Then I saw you, according to you, you joined the 4th session, so it's October 22. That time I didn't notice you. Nasagi mo yung upuan ko ng upuan mo and I didn't hear your sorry but then I said "It's okay" with a smile on my face. I really don't know when and how my feelings started for you. Probably during the 7th session, November 5. I kept on stealing glances on your way, kasi nasa gilid lang kita. The talk for the singles and couples were separated for that session, so when we headed back to the main room and the praise and worship was done, I took my chance to take a photo, of course para di halata, group photo. You were at my back so I felt happy. So I guess that's the start.

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Yesterday..☺️ (at Terrasse Lane)

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As soon as forever is true, I'll be over you~

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