Mrs.Jones.Dairy

A sad 20-something yrs old girl expressing herself

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Love Feelings

Have you ever had develop a crush for someone you know is prohibited or is imposible... Im sure, everyone has been in that situation in some part of their life so the real question would be: “How can you eliminated this feelings?”...They feel like a pressure in your heart. The worst part is when that person is a close friend and you will keep seeing him everyday. 

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This is so bullshit!

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Lie detector

Based off of this

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My life in a comic...i would laugh if I wasn’t crying.

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Happiness, where?

Sometimes I just wish I didn’t exist what is the point of existing if you are not happy...or if you not have anyone to share it with...PS: I HATE MY <3

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My personal life is so shit

Like a guy and can have it....did have it for one day and then all when down...so now im here with urges...this means I will be SOLOING all my life apparently. 

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The day that all goes down

You might think I am the typical women that hates Valentines Day because she is alone...well you are right! I have never gotten a flower, a bear, candy or a good nice romantic dinner or date. And yes you might think: “She must be overreacting” or “Valentines day is stupid she shouldn't let that bring her down”. Well, the fact is that...you are being hypocrites. Who doesn’t want to get attention on this day...please! or maybe have a secret admirer or receive a present or something...who wouldn’t mind getting attention and feeling special right? Well yeah! Of course...who would not!

Im 27 years old and I had not ever celebrated a single Valentines Day. You would say, “didn’t you get a gift or something when you where little”, well the answer to that is N-O. In elementary school, i didn’t received cards...same as in middle and high school. I think the only cool stuff that happen to me during high school in Valentines Day was a sticker gift I received from a unknown sender. To this day i still don’t know from who was this gift and based on my sad history with boys (meaning that I have been always bullied to feeling ugly to the opposed sex) I bet it was some kind of prank or maybe an error. Till this day, don’t know what it was. However, im really grateful of that little present it made me feel good and was the best Valentines Day I have had. 

Then, I arrived in the university for my B.Sc., during this time I didn’t receive anything or had fun. However,...FUN-FACT-> my first boyfriend (obviously now an ex) left days before Valentines Day. [so yeah...judge me for hating this day]. Years has passed from that day and I have had two other boyfriends, one of them didn’t make it to this day and the last one, was in a 5 yrs relationship with me and didn’t got me anything on this day. Just excuses and stupid happy valentines photos, he send through Whatsapp [yep tell me about it]...So now im in my PhD...i am 27 yrs old...and im still in the same boat. However, this year I found a cute boy who has a girlfriend [JUST MY LUCK] and he has become fund of me as a friend [obviously] and he wanted to celebrate Valentines Day. Celebrating Valentines Day as a Friendship Day is worse than just being single and alone ...and to make it worse...celebrated with couples! [KILL ME NOW!]

So basically, right know I have the biggest hated holiday for me mix with a boy who I like who loves spending time with me...who is really nice but has a girlfriend [which obviously means its taken] and wants to celebrated. 

Let see how this plants out today!