The Illusion of Permanence

Killing must feel good to God too. He does it all the time❞ Tyson Murphy | 25 | PE Teacher Don't let my charming good looks deceive you, because despite my seemingly polite ways, I am a dick. I try to be good most of the times, but excuse me if sarcasm and irony take over; I can't help it, it's a personality trait. And I have a tendency to mess things up quite a lot and probably more often than not. ✘Easy to talk to, and especially if alcohol is involved. ✘Obsessed with my cats and a teddy bear named Fluffy. ✘Head over heels with a beautiful redhead.

[edwardkenwayrps-deactivated2014]

A stubborn enough person can survive just about anything. Rage is a hell of an anaesthetic.

Zaeed Massani (via edwardkenwayrps)

[ostracizedpoodle]

I don’t need alcohol to make bad decisions

[durianquotes]

I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.

Augusten Burroughs, Running with Scissors (via durianquotes)

[ah-live]

[weaponzone]

HK USP .45ACP Credit: MathieuGuy

[everyday-cutlery]

M&P9 by Stickman

[weaponzone]

[mrtyson-murphy]

weaponzone:

Kimber TLE/RL II w/Streamlight TLR-1s Credit: CameronWales

[lahore2toronto]

Having experienced both, I am not sure which is worse: intense feeling, or the absence of it.

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin (via surbeat)

[marybowderlove-deactivated20140]

You…gardening? 

[mrtyson-murphy]

Why is it that surprising?

[rhileymoore]

It’s time you take control of your life, Ty, because otherwise you’re going to get hurt or worse. I know you say you can handle yourself but honestly, there might be a time when you can’t.

[mrtyson-murphy]

Rhiley, I would have thought that by now you knew; I don't mind getting hurt. Or worse. Of course there are, but isn't that the same for all people? I mean, can you always handle yourself? I appreciate your concern and good intentions but..just let me do my thing.

And I know that I am the one who said that I have no idea what is really going on in my life, but that doesn't mean that I need any help. You need not to worry about me.

[marybowderlove-deactivated20140]

What’s with the shovel? 

[mrtyson-murphy]

Oh, I was doing some gardening.

[jeff-quinn]

Should I be worried?

And where the hell have you been hiding, buddy?!

[mrtyson-murphy]

Never. Something happened or you all just took an interest in my life out of the blue?

I have not been hiding, I have been busy. Where have you been?

[rhileymoore]

Tyson, I’m done with the lies and the secrets, just trust me enough to actually tell me what’s going on in your life.

[mrtyson-murphy]

It's not that I don't trust you, it's that I can't tell you. I can't because I have no idea what is really going on in my life.

[jeff-quinn]

[mrtyson-murphy]

What?

[larmoyante]

The thing I’m most afraid of is me. Of not knowing what I’m going to do. Of not knowing what I’m doing right now.

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 (via larmoyante)

[rhileymoore]

I have seen you, you treat them with extra compassion.

Try me.

[mrtyson-murphy]

That's a way to put it.

Rhiley, in all honesty I don't think that you should be involved in this. At all. You don't have to know something that wont be of any use to you.

[frankwesley]

Busy doing what?

[mrtyson-murphy]

Taking care of my cats and dogs, of course, what else! Anyway, enough about me, tell me about you. How is your life?