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For you, my love.

April 14, 2018. You had figured something. I am mad, and you were sad. Why?

Why did this thing ever happen? When did it all start? Do you have any feelings for him? Do you want us to break apart?

This is all my fault. I know, 4 months ago, you’ve already told me not be too close to him. But I did not even listen to you. I became more secretive, guiltier and more unfair to you. I love you, and yet, I am becoming the girl I hated the most.

I have no feelings for him. He’s just a brother/friend to me. It’s just a friendly hug. I know, you wouldn’t believe me. But all the things you’ve read, are meaningless to me.

I am sorry baby.

It’s okay if you want a little space between us, for you to think, I guess (It’s up to you). But I am always here for you no matter what. I will always be your best friend, your baby, your “asawa”, and you will always be my love.

Sorry is not the word you need. Babawi ako sayo promise, baby.

-sadcheeky

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06.11.16

Twas the most unexpected day in our lives. -cheeky

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05.27.16

“Too early for our 28th month”

For the past 2 months, hirap kami kung pano magkaroon ng maayos na conversation. Kung pano kami magkikita. Kung pano namin magagawa yung nakasanayan naming gawin. Sabi niya, may nagbago raw. Sabi ko, walang nagbago. May dumating lang pero umalis din. Pero, baka nga tama siya at mali ako.

So yesterday, we went to our favorite place. Nagulat ako, bakit di ako maiyak. Bakit di ko masabi na sobra ko siyang namimiss. Na gusto ko lang eh puro saya ang maramdaman namin.

Until, he cried…

Pareho pala kami ng nararamdaman. Parehong uhaw sa atensyon at panahon. Parehong namimiss ang isa’t isa. Pareho kaming umiyak. Tumutulo ang luha. Parehong sabik sa bawat yakap at halik. Parehong lumalaban. Nagsusumikap para sa kinabukasan. Nagtitiis para sa ikaliligaya. Umaasa na manumbalik ang lahat.

Nagtapos ang araw na ito sa isa na namang paalam. Paalam para sa mga pagkukulang. Paalam para ituwid ang lahat.

Oo, malalagpasan natin to. Oo, makakayanan natin to. Basta ikaw, ako, tayo hanggang dulo.

-cheeky

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05.25.16

"Twas one fun and exhausting day." Pagkagising na pagkagising ko, badtrip agad ako! Ikaw ba naman yung matulog ng lagpas pa sa 12mn tapos gigising kasabay ng pagtilaok ng manok. "But it was worth while” Ito yung bonding time na hinahanap ko with my sister. Yung tipong luluwas kayo at pupuntang manila, kakain kung saan saan, kwentuhan, inisan, pero higit sa lahat eh masaya kaming dalawa kahit pagod at napagalitan pa dahil ginabi na kami ng uwi. Ito yung tipo ng araw na di ko makakalimutan with her. Tipong “for the first time in forever”. So surreal yet amazing. Pero on the other hand, Mas gusto ko sanang kasama yung mahal ko.. Miss na miss ko na siya. Pero babawi naman kami eh. Alam kong magkikita pa kami... -cheeky

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05.24.16

Today is their 30th anniversary. Masaya sana, kaso di na maibabalik ang nakaraan. Malungkot ako sa mga nangyari. Katulad ngayong araw, maraming bagay yung pumasok sa isip ko. Pabigla bigla desisyon ko. Sa una, nakakarelieve ng stress, pero habang tumatagal lalo akong kinakain ng stress. Marami akong nasabing masasakit na salita sa kanya, i admit that i was wrong. Pero nasabi ko na ang nasabi ko, at di ko magawang lunukin yun. Di na nga ata maibabalik pa ang dati. Nakakalungkot, pero we have to deal with it. Palapit na ang review, ang exam. Siguro, matututunan din namin yun. Walang exact date para matupad, pero siguro malapit na. -cheeky

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Just like my jeans, my life was a mess. I don't know what to do, where to go, what to eat, what to think, how to get along with friends, and why i belong here. All of those days were just daydreams and nightmares i used to live by. People have told me, "You should be thankful for what you've had." You are young, and innocent. Time counts. You are in need of experience, adventure, all the ups and downs of life. Be crazy, be young. I want to add spice in my life. Just like my arm candy, with a touch of my favorite tv series. That's nothing, until it has something to do with your life. It may vanish soon, but it will be remembered. Always. But a life with God, is beautiful. No one can ever replace Him. Be thankful. Be happy.

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DONE

I dunno what to do with my blog -.- i think, delete button is the answer.

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Sooo

I messed up my blog -.-

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Missing tumblr

OMyGHEEEE. I dont know why, but i just found myself typing this website. I’m so glad to be here again, posting random stuffs that most of us don’t care. I just came back here to see a blog which is about “me”. I’m pretty sure someone out there really miss me that much.

I really hope that I can manage this as soon as I’m not ‘THAT’ busy.

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Some of the cities I would like to know → my dreams

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Starbucks

Ang aming nagiging tambayan, tunghayan ang #KapeSerye

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09.17

Nakakapagod. Pero sulit. Salamat sa kasama ko araw araw. Wala lang, bigla lang ako naging sweet :) I always wanted to be the one, your only one. The one, who will make you smile. Make you cry. Make you jealous. Make you think about random stuffs. Make you pursue your dreams. Make you be the happiest person alive. Sablay man ako magenglish. Hinding hindi ako sasablay sa pagngiti sayo. Salamat sa paghatid paguwi. Kahit hindi deretcho samin, deretcho ka naman sa puso ko. Masyadong cheesy. Pwe

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Matchy matchy 🍏🍵🐛🍀🍃🎾💚♻️

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A paper town for a paper girl.

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