My Illusions

Just a little girl with a little love for my illusions ~

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[lostcauses-noregrets]

Hi lost. Do you prefer Erwin and Levi's Japanese VAs or English VAs. How do you usually imagine their voices?

I feel a bit bad admitting this, but I can't bring myself to listen to the English dub, despite the fact that J Michael Tatum and Matt Mercer are hugely talented voice actors who ship Eruri to boot. Ono Daisuke and Kamiya Hioshi just *are* Erwin and Levi to me. Hearing them with different voices just sounds weird to me and I struggle to connect with the characters.

When I write fic, I always start with the dialogue, so it's really important for me to be able to "hear" the characters voices. It's always Ono D and Kamiya Hiroshi's voices I hear when I'm reading and writing fic, but speaking English, if that makes any sense!

[lostcauses-noregrets]

Me: It's just an anime ship, stop being so emotional about it.

Levi: "There's only one person I want to revive..." (Thinks of Erwin smiling a soft smile that only he probably got to see, even in the middle of battle he doesn't think about Commander Erwin but rather Soft!Erwin)

Me: Cries

I love love love how soft Erwin always looks when we see him through Levi's eyes, but at the same time it breaks my heart 😭 I am firmly convinced that this soft expression is not wishful thinking on Levi's part. I am quite sure that Erwin really did look at him with such love and tenderness. It's little wonder this expression seared in Levi's memory.

[shimchangmn]

tohoshinki for music fair 2019: guilty, XV

please do not repost gifs

[kawaiipickle]

[kawaiipickle]

Yes, Yunho. he is 

  #tvxq #analogtrip youtube.com/watch?v=CcECcKMVlrc&feature=youtu.be

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[kawaiipickle]

I AM ABSOLUTELY DYING AT CHANGMIN “TALKING” WITH YUNHO WITH HIS AEGYO HUMMING WHAT IS THIS CUTENESS IN THEIR BEDROOM IM DYING!!!!

[uphoria-trash]

Shim Changmin ( TVXQ) : Avatars x02

[holovemin]

[coffee-faerie]

Yunho on rooming with Changmin // Analog Trip Ft TVXQ & Super Junior

Understandable: 

[mshimly]

Facebook cover by me ~

[2vxq-moved-deactivated20210523]

the way changmin smiled after he finished his note n there was a light in his eyes n u could feel how much he loves performing…hope it didn’t awaken anything in me

[letstoshiki]

ChangMin

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Jung Yunho: no.1 HoMin shipper, all are second to him (¬‿¬) | so he kind of adores Shim Changmin like a lot

[9xbambino]

này thì tỏ với tình, khen với chê, cảm với nhận =))) vãi anh già =)))

[kawaiipickle]

So I am slowly getting sucked into this duo. I'm watching YouTube videos and just fangirling so much. I'm so excited for them to comeback! They are almost perfect. I think I read somewhere that Changmin's wore Yunho's outfit on stage and kissed his ring during the 1st SM Town without Yunho. Do we have video of this?

Oh Anonnie ;;;; You have no idea how many feels I have about that smtown and Changmin’s performance there TT_TT

It is true that he was wearing Yunho’s costume during Mirotic stage there (you can watch fancam here)

and when it comes to kissing the ring, he indeed kissed one during his Rusty Nail performance

(gif by lilgoldiva, i can’t find this particular fancam tho, or im just blind with the ones i get - day1 , day2)

and some fans are saying it was in fact Yunho’s ring

was it really? I don’t know, tbh. But it’s a fact that Changmin did kiss that ring and it wasn’t just some insignificant move-he did that on purpose so it must have some meaning or a message. Maybe for Yunho :)

 BUT the costume thing was just VERY obvious, with no place for doubts and it gets me so emo even now ;; That was one of the sweetest, most touching gestures I’ve ever seen. Wearing clothes of someone we dearly miss, to feel him closer that way is such a sweet act and when Changmin did that on stage my heart felt like bursting.

I really think that Changmin wasn’t taking their separation lightly, he really missed Yunho and I’m really happy he wasn’t afraid to show it ^^

 And OH YESSS! I can’t wait for them to be back again and be gross and affectionate again ;;;;;;;;;

[mshimly]

“Anh xin lỗi vì đã cướp mất khoảng trời của em. Nếu anh không cố chấp, có lẽ em đã tự do tung cánh trên trời xanh.”

Từ cửa sổ, thứ ánh sáng lạnh lẽo yếu ớt của trăng tròn tháng mười len qua tấm rèm cũ kĩ, tạo nên vùng tranh sáng tranh tối nhập nhèm trong căn phòng. Dưới hoàn cảnh thiếu sáng đến đáng thương như vậy, Shim Changmin vẫn có thể nhìn thấy rõ những đường nét sắc xảo của khuôn mặt người đàn ông đang đè phía trên mình, cậu còn thấy được bóng mình phản chiếu trong đôi mắt ướt đẫm sao trời của anh. Shim Changmin vươn tay vuốt ve vết sẹo nơi cánh mũi rồi dần dần chuyển đến vết sẹo chạy dài từ đuôi mắt xuống gần gò má của anh. Cuối cùng, cậu đặt lên nơi đó một nụ hôn, với tất cả sự thành kính của một tín đồ cuồng đạo, với tất cả sự dịu dàng mà một người đàn ông đang yêu có thể dành cho người yêu của mình.

“Nhưng anh đã đưa em đến một vùng trời khác, nơi mà ngay cả trong những giấc mơ em cũng chưa từng dám nghĩ đến.” Trong đêm tối, giọng thì thầm của Shim Changmin trở thành thứ chất lỏng đặc quánh ấm áp và toả ra thứ mùi vị ngọt ngào đầy quyến rũ. “Jung Yunho, em yêu anh.”

Em yêu mọi thứ về anh.

Những vết sẹo khắc ghi những nỗi đau của anh, những cái gai nhọn đôi khi cào em rướm máu, những ánh sao lấp lánh trong đôi mắt anh,... Tất cả.

Đều là anh.

Và rồi, chẳng gì có thể ngăn cản Jung Yunho chôn mình vào trong tình yêu ấy. Anh chiếm hữu Shim Changmin. Và để cậu cũng chiếm lấy anh.