🍰Ana>>Mia🍰

[msstrawberrycake]

Coming back as a whore 🩷🩷

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Fvck I might go to the mental hospital

[msstrawberrycake]

I'm doing a competition with my dad

Who's going to d!3 first:

Me because of ana and mia❣️

He because of alcoholism🍺

I want him dead since I was 10 years old

[msstrawberrycake]

You know what fvck it all

I have no self-control and I binged today with lately happends too often I was so good for such a long time and through the last month I binged like 10 times which for me IS A LOT

I always pvrge after today I couldn't really do that so I took laxatives ik it's still gonna make me gain weight but maybe at least not as much

So fvck that Cinnamon roll diet, I'm sorry if anyone cared about it

This blog was supposed to be my diary - to stick to then plan which lately is shattered but I still mess up

I either eat nothing or everything so from tomorrow I'll be just fasting I'll start with 2 days but maybe it'll last longer

I wish y'all more self control than I have strawberries💕

[msstrawberrycake]

Today was a really good day overall I ate 377 calories and did well on my german exam also I am just so happy that I'm under 50 kilo it motivates me so much ❣️❣️❣️ Remember never give up

Blue - steps

Green - Cardio points

Calories burned - 361💕

[msstrawberrycake]

At least one thing good - I went under 50 kilos

Height: 166(cm)

Weight: 49,6(kg)

Ofc I still wanna lose some more but I feel so much better when I'm under 50 I have bigger motivation now

Love ya'll!! 💕

[msstrawberrycake]

Like I said before I was fasting today because of yesterdays ice cream just had 2 coffees and tea and ofc water

I'm feeling so tired I just hit this 10k and I'm down also I'm not really doing good mentally so I just try to get through the day hopefully when I'll at least go under 50 kilo I'll feel better mentally

Blue - steps

Green - Cardio points

Calories burned - 286💕

[msstrawberrycake]

God I feel so bad I have to write it

I don't remember when was the last time I wanted to d!3 so much but I'm as always to scared to do anything so I'll live in this disgusting body

It's like a cage to me and all at once I just want to binge and the other second I wanna ⭐ve myself

Really I just hope anyone who's reading this is doing okay and if not I Hope it'll get better take care of yourself love❣️❣️❣️

[msstrawberrycake]

At first this day went so well but then my mom took me out for ice cream and I had to eat it or she would start controlling me and forcing me to eat more because to her I should eat more

I just hope I managed to burn that ice cream and because of that, tomorrow I'm gonna fast again instead of eating 200 cals

Blue - steps

Green - Cardio points

Calories burned - 518💕

[msstrawberrycake]

I know I should do more steps but I just felt so tired this afternoon also because of the two exams I had so I just focused on at least getting those 10k

As for food, ik yolk has so many calories but I just love it 😭😭 (Fried the egg on no-sticking pan so I didn't use aby oil ofc)

Also had a coffee and 2 teas - that's a must have

I also fast 4/20 so I eat 2 meals a day

Blue - steps

Green - Cardio points

Calories burned - 342💕

[msstrawberrycake]

Just an update on the steps, in next posts everything will be together (I mean the day, what I ate, and how many steps and cals)

Blue - steps

Green - Cardio points

Calories burned - 327💕

[msstrawberrycake]

Starting off first day

Feels amazing

Height: 166 cm

Current weight: