I wanted 💜love, but I got a car instead. 🤷🏿♀️ I’ve been single for too damn long, let me just say. Sept/October 2015 was the last time I’ve been in a relationship. In between that time, I’ve had time to think, learn and grow. I’ve met some wonderful people and one in particularly that has changed my life and he doesn’t even know it. But that’s not what I want to talk about right now. Maybe later☝🏿 Anyway… I’ve tried dating 💑and getting to know people and starting that cycle over and over and over again. It’s the same thing every time you meet someone new. They all want to text and have nothing to say. I am now a 33 year old open minded woman searching for her individuality and spirituality (they could be one ☝🏿 in the same) so I want to talk about things that matter and things that are important. Don’t get me wrong, I have a sense of 😂humor too and there are more sides to me, but you have to have a diverse mindset too or at least have an open mind to think about things you never knew before. 📚 I love learning new things and I love to share what I’ve learned, but no. That’s too deep for some. They’re more interested in what i taste 😋 like (yes, they no longer want to know what color panties you have on) If I try and show interest in them, I ask too many questions. 🤷🏿♀️ They never take the lead and when I try to nudge them in the right direction, it goes completely over their head. 🙄 Now, I’ve liked a couple here and there. Nothing that was serious, but eventually they just faded off and I never heard back. Normally after 1-2 texts that have gone unanswered, I’ve assumed you’re ignoring me and don’t want to be bothered. I will proceed to delete your contact info from my phone and that will be that. Sometimes, I think I’m a little too out there for some. I may come off as weird and I overthink sometimes, but being balanced is a goal and I have given my last to help someone. I have a lot of love to give. But 👏🏿I 👏🏿just👏🏿love👏🏿men👏🏿with👏🏿locs👏🏿…they just don’t love me. 🙁 Anyway… I’ve been taken advantage of, lied to, yada, yada, yada. I’m tired and I’m done…like a well done steak.😋 So, I now have this very pretty blue car that’s absolutely beautiful to me. Idk what to call her yet, but she’s bae. She is now my partner and is everything I wanted in a car. I’m not going to worry about dating. I’m lonely as hell, but I got bae now.