FLY HIGH
wow!
sports!
so cool!
the way the ball goes whoosh only to fall like splaaaaat because gravity’s a cruel mistress and no game goes hard enough to best it. that’s so sad, bitna thinks, watching one (1) ball go whoosh only to fall like splaaat before her very eyes. she has zero comprehension of what is happening before her very eyes (only that there’s a game—great!—and it’s almost over–GREAT!—and claude is doing well, she thinks? or assumes? because he has a fan club, so he has to be half-decent, right?).
but she isn’t here to enjoy a leisurely game of volleyball. she’s here because—
because. well.
“why am i here,” bitna mutters to herself, her eyes widening in mild perplexion. why is she here? she went to claude to ask him some probing questions after deciding he was perfect material to base a second lead off of in a new manuscript (secretly, of course!). one thing led to another and she’d been convinced to join his fan club to unlock access to his TRAGIC BACKGROUND and, oh, right! she wanted to write an editorial page for him! a redemption story (er, maybe not redemption)! an epic! a real tearjerker! “oh,” she murmurs. “…but why am i here.”
a loud whistle blows, forcing bitna to jostle herself free from the prison commonly referred to as Her Mind. the game seems to be over and a crowd seems to be rushing to their feet to cheer (did they win? they won, right?) so she follows suit. as surreptitiously as possible, bitna weaves her way between the people, careful not to stumble off of the bleachers too dramatically. everyone seems to be dispersing on the court, so she’s allowed to get her job done now, right?
well. no matter. she’s never waited for permission anyway.
“claude!” bitna calls out, scampering up to the other, a self-writing ink pen already hovering beside her as she fishes out her notebook (the other one, the one for mokseong mondays—not for her creative endeavors). “that was great! you were wonderful, um—” volleyball terms, volleyball terms! come on! she’s got to know at least one! “you sure were wonderful… smacking that ball around! don’t your blood vessels pop? your arms get a little spotty—oh wait, not the point! i’m here!” she waves a little flag with claude’s name on it. “part of your fan club—well, it’s a trial period—so it’s time for you to tell me your story!”
( CHAPTER ONE … LIKE A PHOENIX STARRING … CLAUDE AHN ! )
what’s better than standing in the middle of a volleyball court, in the middle of a tournament game, with his very own fans chanting his name from the audience ranks and all the expectations resting ( casually ) heavy on his shoulders? absolutely nothing. this is what he’s always dreamed of doing as a living. and while he may not have accomplished his goal of becoming a world-wide renowned volleyball player of an official team, his passion for the sport has never died out.
the game ends with a victory and claude eventually exits the changing room, sports bag hanging leisurely around his shoulder and a small towel embroided with mokseong’s logo resting around his neck. he hears her before he sees her, head turning in the direction of the source belonging to no other than dearest bitna. the smile reigning over his lips is almost instantaneous - not because of her being here, but her actually holding his official fanclub flag. so she has been convinced to join, after all.
his mind doesn’t even consider the possibility she is merely using it as an excuse to find out all about the darkness his past houses, believes she really must be into his play style. can’t blame her.
“why, thank you, bitna. i’m sure i only got to win because you guys cheered me on.” he replies, cheesy lines rolling off his tongue like a second nature to him. that’s what fangirls like to hear, isn’t it? his head cants, lips pursing, as if contemplating her having done enough for him to reveal his background to her. and he does it for a moment longer, drags out his response with an exaggerated thoughtful sound rumbling in his throat.
fingers tap against the smooth surface of his cheek for emphasis, keeping up the act because, well, he is just obnoxious like that. “what am i getting in return for telling you all about it, though? are you going to use it for anything? do you plan on writing a book about me? my autobiography? are you going to make me a huge superstar?” inquiry upon inquiry is tossed at her, and with each question he leans just a little closer, until his face is right in front of hers with a playful twinkle in the brown of his irises. a second later he’s leaned back, straightens his posture. “just kidding. let’s go somewhere else and i’ll tell you everything you want to know.”












