Pay close attention to the music of your youth, our childhood is a simultaneous portal, half grief half joy. The balance of human nature.
How was I so simple? Are some of you born complex? Where did all the quiet go? Did I let my mind become overwhelmed, or did their promise of peace end at intention.
Did society plant a moss on my mind, develop a fresh porous desire, a healthy construct to spread on my surface? Was I taught to desire desire itself? How did I let them lead me astray?
The music of my teenagehood reflected my lacking, not by nature, but perception. The music of my youth was all knowing, lacking none. No ears but my own to embrace it.
It is still quiet. I am still youthful. Who’s to say I am not complete? The music of my youth dreamed a world I knew was real. I was there once and I can visit again.
Overgrown with yearning I am not. Happy with my greenery I am.









