Pandji Asmaradhana

At this age I just be like...OK.

[muhasabahku]

Clear water does not force anyone to drink it.

Why is your love full of demands?

Learn to flow without losing direction.

Sincerity is not weakness,

but rather the courage to let go of what is not yours.

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[muhasabahku]

True love is the courage to embrace destiny with all its flaws.

Why do you continue to demand false perfection from it?

Embrace its flaws and find beauty amidst life's storms.

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[muhasabahku]

Sometimes letting go

takes more courage

than holding on.

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[muhasabahku]

Crying isn't a sign of doom.

It's the soul's way of releasing feelings.

Emotional confrontation doesn't always have to be violent.

Sometimes tears are needed to release the burden.

After the inner storm slowly subsides,

new strength will emerge without the burden.

Inner catharsis restores your mental health,

ready to move forward again with a clean heart.

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[muhasabahku]

Depression tries to convince you that this is the end of the book,

when in fact, this is just the most exhausting chapter.

Your brain is exhausted, not exhausted.

Take a breath, one at a time.

Each heartbeat is proof that you are still winning against your fragile soul.

You are stronger than the chemicals wreaking havoc in your head.

Hang in there, a new day always has a way of healing.

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[muhasabahku]

Today, you are the adult in control.

Cling that scared child to your chest,

whisper to him that the storm is over,

and that you have built a safe home.

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[muhasabahku]

Your eyes are blind after the appearance and treasures of the world, then you complain about being betrayed by mortal love.

Change your intentions, you deceitful soul,

be sincere if you want to be happy!

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[muhasabahku]

You place all your happiness on your lover's shoulders. What a shame, true love can only be created between two people who are done with their loneliness!

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[muhasabahku]

Why measure your worth by someone who didn't choose you? Didn't God create you with value before anyone else? Submission is about stopping seeking validation from people.

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[muhasabahku]

If God closes one path of love, why do you think all the doors of happiness are closed? Believe me, He never takes something without preparing a better replacement.

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[muhasabahku]

If his love is truly for you, why do you keep forcing him to stay? Isn't it true that those destined to return shouldn't be chased? Surrender isn't giving up, but rather believing that the right one won't go astray.

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[muhasabahku]

If one wound makes you close all doors, aren't you punishing the future for the mistakes of the past?

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[muhasabahku]

Why do you hold on to someone so tightly that your heart is suffocating? What God has entrusted to you should not be chained by the fear of losing it.

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[muhasabahku]

If every ex is called a problem, when do you start questioning the one name that always comes up in all those stories?

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[muhasabahku]

If your love always fails, have you ever asked: the universe is testing you, or is it protecting other people from you?

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[muhasabahku]

Why hold someone beyond their destiny? Love is not a chain. God created love to liberate, not confine the soul in fear.

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[muhasabahku]

You say you are willing to sacrifice, but why secretly hope to be appreciated? If your kindness is pure, why does anger arise when your sacrifice is not recognized as you envision?

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