Smokingcat

I write what makes sense to me at the moment. Sometimes I try to be funny.

[kewpieheart]

[mulbsstuff]

Started rewatching Pretty Little liars, I neeeed book recomendations with this vibe, pleasssseeeee

[mulbsstuff]

AQUI É BRASIL PORRA

[lotuspetalss]

First post a little nervy

[ceruleanheaven]

honestly given my parents whole [gestures vaguely] i am actually incredibly well adjusted

[vehder]

i miss u so much (pre ai internet)

[mulbsstuff]

“I hope you settle down, I hope you marry rich

I hope you're scared of only ordinary shit

Like murderers and ghosts and cancer on your skin

And not your soul and what He might do with it”

Noah Kahan does your family know you bully people online?

[b6rntosdiee]

all the steve harrington edits to ethel cain songs are genuinely making me go insane btw

[mulbsstuff]

So true

[survivingthehorrors]

I am my father’s daughter.

Except… I’m not.

I’m not cruel.

I’m not reactionary.

I’m not unfair. Or unwilling.

I’m not scary. I’m not angry.

I’m not the werewolf in my dreams. The one that lurks, and preys, and waits until I let my guard down to eat away at me.

I don’t demand people’s fear because I’m too afraid I won’t earn their respect.

I have empathy. I have emotional intelligence.

I’m not my father’s daughter.

No. Not at all. Not even a little bit.

Except…I think that maybe I am.

I think about that time when I made a girl cry in middle school because she made me feel small.

Or the time I called my landlord a cunt because she made me feel weak.

How many times have I taken someone’s power

to stop feeling powerless?

I think I am my father’s daughter.

I think he’s in every part of myself that I hate.

I think that maybe he was his father’s son.

I think he’s tried and failed to cope with his monster.

I think I’m destined to repeat the cycle.

But fuck destiny. I’ll create my own.

I’ll scratch and claw away at the monster he's made me until it learns to fear me.

I’ll eat that monster down to its bones.

I’ll swallow it whole.

I am my father’s daughter.

But I’m trying not to be.

[mulbsstuff]

I’m drunk and crying

[thatrandomblogsays]

Shoutout to My Lady Jane for having a young girl watch her sister get married to a horrible old man and her immediate solution was to murder the man. That’s absolutely the solution a baby sister would come to.

[mulbsstuff]

As a baby sister I agree

[thedankmemes]

[emotionalwords]

[c1nnam00n]

me seeing that my fav character barely/doesn’t have any fanfics OR imagines

[dreamingawayyour1ife]

Me:

[sophisticatedreamer777-deactiva]

[dlwrish]

mentally a living corpse

[irfanullashariff]

"You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching, Love like you'll never be hurt, Sing like there's nobody listening, And live like it's heaven on earth."

― William W. Purkey