Forward Reaction
chapters: ch. 1 | ch. 2 (new!) words: 7,500/? rated: M relationships: toby ziegler & david ziegler, toby & josh lyman, toby & cj cregg & sam seaborn additional tags: POV first person, canon compliant, changing tenses, extended metaphors, Rosslyn, blood and injury, hospitals, angst, themes of guilt and PTSD and of course, brothers.
excerpt:
I knew exactly what was happening. A blessing and a curse. Why then did I find myself preoccupied, watching out the window as the sky turned dark indigo and the sun was long past set, believing I’d find the faint light of David’s shuttle crossing the horizon in between clusters of stars, when yesterday I looked up at the same sky and saw nothing of significance there? I forgot my brother was up there, and I felt incapable of helping, and I thought my watching the skies would do some good, even a little.
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Or, Toby claws his way through back-to-back disasters. He doesn't quite make it out unscathed.












