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MUNDANEMISERES - an independent, selective, private and 21+ fandomless & multifandom multimuse. primarily oc focused, ft. a handful of canon & canon divergent muses penned by Kellin (21+) | est. March 25, 2019 (formerly fallenpxtxgrapher). Status: slow/low activity

Affiliates: cosmicdreamt | lighthouselullabies Mains: skyfallstarlights | tragedicn | paetal/siraenes

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( last updated: 04/16/2026 )

#pinned post #figured i'd remake this thing #cuz a. new banner style #and b. figured it'd be better in the long run to move this thing to a beta editor post

// heyhey di.scord drop under the cut cause lowkey we've been mostly on there (likee...been spending a lot of time in a bl.oodymary rp server lmao) so feel free to hit us up there while we're not on dash much ovo)b

(also sidenote, any warframe ppl that see this, peep the tags we have an idea for smth on disc we've been sitting on)

#● | ooc | stars above that we can't see |#// by the way #to any warframe ppl that follow us #would y'all be interested in a warframe rp server?#our wf ocs are always kinda doing donuts in the head #and hanging in the bm rp server's kinda put the thought in our head

// got a bunch of shit from Toronto artist alley yesterday (I can post the full haul if anyone wants but not the point)

Got a new twewy pin hehehehe :3

#● | ooc | stars above that we can't see |

mundanemiseries

somehow it took writing him in a crack thread on disc but realizing Koko might actually tend to/prefer to refer to himself in the plural (especially in his canon/wa.rframe verse).

He knows he's not exactly alone in his existence, at least he hasn't been for a while. He and Calla had shared a body on and off for much his life after he and the others were rescued from the Zariman, during the Long Dream that cohabitation had become almost permanent, to the point neither of them could really tell where one began and the other ended, forgetting that they were once separate, instead of two souls in the same body.

Even now, awakened from the Long Sleep and both of their existences less deeply intertwined with the other, the centuries existing in the same body, living in the other's head has left an unbreakable tether between the two, a mental link to reach out to the other through.

And there was Adis, his best friend who passed some piece of himself onto the tenno in his dying moments. A moment he had entirely forgotten. The memory had been taken from him, one he had only reclaimed in more recent times. But now that he has, now that he remembers he can feel it, that piece of Adis that he had carried with him off the battlefields of Perita and carried ever since. Hears that same, soft lullaby he had always associated with the other in the background hum of his mind. Ever-present even if he didn't recognize it for what it was before.

He was, at the end of the day still solely Kokabiel. But Calla and Adis...they both entrenched themselves in his soul and spirit in a way that in most cases referring to himself and him alone felt wrong. In that way referring to himself in the plural in most cases felt better to him.

#// rb-ing cause muse realization made via semi-shitposting @ 3am yippee #also cause inflicting my wf guys at y'all in my specialty atp

somehow it took writing him in a crack thread on disc but realizing Koko might actually tend to/prefer to refer to himself in the plural (especially in his canon/wa.rframe verse).

He knows he's not exactly alone in his existence, at least he hasn't been for a while. He and Calla had shared a body on and off for much his life after he and the others were rescued from the Zariman, during the Long Dream that cohabitation had become almost permanent, to the point neither of them could really tell where one began and the other ended, forgetting that they were once separate, instead of two souls in the same body.

Even now, awakened from the Long Sleep and both of their existences less deeply intertwined with the other, the centuries existing in the same body, living in the other's head has left an unbreakable tether between the two, a mental link to reach out to the other through.

And there was Adis, his best friend who passed some piece of himself onto the tenno in his dying moments. A moment he had entirely forgotten. The memory had been taken from him, one he had only reclaimed in more recent times. But now that he has, now that he remembers he can feel it, that piece of Adis that he had carried with him off the battlefields of Perita and carried ever since. Hears that same, soft lullaby he had always associated with the other in the background hum of his mind. Ever-present even if he didn't recognize it for what it was before.

He was, at the end of the day still solely Kokabiel. But Calla and Adis...they both entrenched themselves in his soul and spirit in a way that in most cases referring to himself and him alone felt wrong. In that way referring to himself in the plural in most cases felt better to him.

#✦ | kokabiel | about | ✦#// genuinely made the realization in a crack thread #and realized we had been writing Koko's dialogue primarily referring to himself as we/us (unless something was specific to him and him alon #not calla and/or ad.is #also once again i apologize for late night museposting (3am yipeee)

"I- hello?????"

#nsft #✦ | raven | in character | ✦#● | dash games/comms | when you're talking to yourself |#// YO WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE EVEN SUPPOSED TO WAY ABOUT THIS #it's *been known* Rae's lowkey got an exhibition kink #like calling his ass out oh my god #fun fact that kink is a result of being an offshoot of jo- *gets pulled offstage*

// big ass tag dump for muses im moving over here (we need them for the new carrd)

also yes we're a. gonna try to dust of my da.rk pi.t from like...2019 and b. giving si.mon ir.on lu.ng a test run (ask us abt him maybe :0c would like to yap ideas god help us i have two aus in mind for him already we cant be shoving his ass into wa.rframe-)

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headcanon questions

if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the questions are being sent for . feel free to edit these as you see fit .

🌟 What’s something small they did as a child that hinted at who they’d become?

❤️ Who is the one person they’d drop everything for, no questions asked?

💔 What’s the one wound (physical / emotional) they’ll never fully recover from?

🗡️ What’s their “I’ve killed for less” trigger?

☀️ What’s their happiest childhood memory?

🌧️ What kind of weather matches their soul?

🍽️ What meal do they cook when they need to feel like themselves again?

🎶 What song instantly makes them emotional & why?

🌙 Do they sleep peacefully / fight nightmares every night?

🔒 What’s a secret they’ll take to their grave?

🪞 What do they secretly hate about their own appearance?

💪 What random skill are they weirdly proud of?

👶 Baby picture of them - what’s the most embarrassing thing about it?

🏠 Describe their home when no one’s watching—messy, spotless, chaotic cozy?

😭 What always makes them cry, even if they hate admitting it?

😂 What’s the dumbest thing they’ve ever laughed at for way too long?

🧸 Do they still have a childhood comfort object? Where is it now?

✏️ What nickname do they secretly love being called?

⚔️ How do they act when they’re furious but have to stay polite?

🩸 What’s the worst injury they’ve ever had & the story behind it?

🕊️ What would instantly calm them down in a panic attack?

🔥 What’s something they’d burn the world down to protect?

🌹 What scent reminds them of the person they loved/love most?

🪥 What’s their most oddly specific daily routine?

💔 What’s the one apology they’re still waiting for that’ll never come?

🃏 Are they the type to forgive / hold a grudge until the end of the universe?

🌌 What’s their biggest “what if” that keeps them up at night?

🦋 What was their “I’m not a kid anymore” moment?

🎭 Do they wear a mask in public? What’s the real them like underneath?

🧳 If they had to leave home forever with only one bag, what do they pack?

🌑 What’s the darkest thought they’ve ever had about themselves?

☕ What’s their comfort drink?

🖤 What’s a “villain” trait they actually possess?

🤝 Who is the one person they never want to disappoint?

🎁 What gift would utterly destroy them (in a good / bad way)?

🩹 How do they react when someone they love is hurt?

🌅 Are they a sunrise / sunset person - what do they think about while looking at their favorite?

🧣 What texture/clothing item makes them feel safe?

🦉 What piece of advice do they give everyone but never follow themselves?

🔪 What’s the most violent thing they’ve ever done for love / survival?

🦋 What seemingly insignificant memory do they cherish the most?

🌹 What is their love language & how badly do they need it right now?

🪨 What’s the hardest choice they’ve ever made?

🧋 What food/drink do they hate that everyone else loves?

🕰️ If they could relive one day of their life, which would it be?

👑 In their own story, are they the hero / villain / someone else entirely?

🌡️ What temperature do they keep their home at & why?

🧸 What would their younger self think of them now?

💌 What’s the letter / text they’ll never send?

⚰️ What do they want written on their gravestone / what do they want people to remember them for?

#● | memes | something to show for the nights i'm awake |#// havn't had the brain for ic stuff (sorry abt that btw yall ty for being patient w/ us on that)#but...would like to yap about the guys if yall'd indulge us

// oh yea new patch reminder that all hs.r posting related to the new update is getting tagged #hsr spoilers for abouuut the next three weeks (same goes w/ anything released mid patch, also subject to the same 3 week spoiler tag policy), dunno how much hsr posting we'll be doing but if it ends up relevant to koko's hsr verse it'll show up

#● | ooc | stars above that we can't see |#// dont think we'll be able to get thr story done tonight tho #got work tomorrow and ik if i try we'll be up till like 2-3am

// •w•) it is birthday 🎉 (my cake under the cut if yall want some)

#● | ooc | stars above that we can't see |

mundanemiseries

thinking about the Tau gameplay demo and specifically the fact that someone's recollections of the end of the Old Peace are incorrect. Either Koko/the operator's as we see it at the end of the Old Peace quest, or what we see from Adis'/Hunra's side in the Tau gameplay demo.

From the Old Peace, Adis in his dying moments offers up his "light" (admittedly im not entirely sure what that entails, my assumption being a piece of his soul/spirit) to the operator. In the Tau demo its recalled in a far more forceful and negative light, the operator taking it vs it being offered freely ("my light goes with you now" vs "your light will go with me now."). One of them has to be incorrect, my money is on the latter and the discrepancy is a result of the Man in the Wall.

The Man in the Wall seems to have a habit of hitting at sore spots and insecurities and pulling apart rifts between people ( "Look at these things. Lying around. ABANDONED. Like you, Loid." an exchange between Wally and Loid in Whispers, the Indifference feeding into Loid's feeling like he had been abandoned by Albrecht, see also "Just can't keep them alive, can you, kiddo? Everyone who cares for you ends up dead." and "They're laughing at you up there, kiddo." picking at the deaths of everyone that cared about the operator/Koko and stoking the fires of their grief and anger, fresh off the heels of Adis' death).

My take on the mismatched recollections of Adis' (apparent) death that The Man in the Wall is feeding into Adis' feelings of betrayal (he and the operator/Koko being tricked by Margulis and the human faction on Perita into destroying the flora of the moon (the primary one, the Xenobloom being the reason his kind can exist separate from the Sentient hivemind). Magnifying them and warping his last moments with the operator from an outstretched hand and words of comfort to another stinging betrayal, building a rift that had been left to fester for possible centuries.

all were betrayed in the Old War. The Sentients, by the pocket of mankind they trusted in that fragile sliver of peace. The operator/Koko, deceived into reigniting the fire of war, memories taken by someone he considered a mother. Adis, tricked into destroying his home, betrayed by the humanity he and his kind tried to find a place within. The Lidless eye is simply more than willing to reach into those wounds and pull them further apart.

#in my grand tradition of 2am lore/museposting #sliding this back onto dash #pls perceive me and my wf yapping

thinking about the Tau gameplay demo and specifically the fact that someone's recollections of the end of the Old Peace are incorrect. Either Koko/the operator's as we see it at the end of the Old Peace quest, or what we see from Adis'/Hunra's side in the Tau gameplay demo.

From the Old Peace, Adis in his dying moments offers up his "light" (admittedly im not entirely sure what that entails, my assumption being a piece of his soul/spirit) to the operator. In the Tau demo its recalled in a far more forceful and negative light, the operator taking it vs it being offered freely ("my light goes with you now" vs "your light will go with me now."). One of them has to be incorrect, my money is on the latter and the discrepancy is a result of the Man in the Wall.

The Man in the Wall seems to have a habit of hitting at sore spots and insecurities and pulling apart rifts between people ( "Look at these things. Lying around. ABANDONED. Like you, Loid." an exchange between Wally and Loid in Whispers, the Indifference feeding into Loid's feeling like he had been abandoned by Albrecht, see also "Just can't keep them alive, can you, kiddo? Everyone who cares for you ends up dead." and "They're laughing at you up there, kiddo." picking at the deaths of everyone that cared about the operator/Koko and stoking the fires of their grief and anger, fresh off the heels of Adis' death).

My take on the mismatched recollections of Adis' (apparent) death that The Man in the Wall is feeding into Adis' feelings of betrayal (he and the operator/Koko being tricked by Margulis and the human faction on Perita into destroying the flora of the moon (the primary one, the Xenobloom being the reason his kind can exist separate from the Sentient hivemind). Magnifying them and warping his last moments with the operator from an outstretched hand and words of comfort to another stinging betrayal, building a rift that had been left to fester for possible centuries.

all were betrayed in the Old War. The Sentients, by the pocket of mankind they trusted in that fragile sliver of peace. The operator/Koko, deceived into reigniting the fire of war, memories taken by someone he considered a mother. Adis, tricked into destroying his home, betrayed by the humanity he and his kind tried to find a place within. The Lidless eye is simply more than willing to reach into those wounds and pull them further apart.