Music Lover

I'm 18 - I may not be any help but if you need someone to rant to i'm here for you.xx ^go to the ask and talk ^.^

[music-art18]

I didn't think it was possible

[music-art18]

It's harder than I thought to see this person is in a relationship go to single

[music-art18]

It’s funny how things turn around in such a short time. It’s weird to think you were depending and needing me and now it’s changed to I’m the one needing and depending on you fully while I’m just someone to talk to and despite loving me you will be just fine without me. It’s hard and I never thought I’d be so devastated just at the thought. But I know I need to respect and give you whatever you need to make sure that your ok

[hplyrikz]

[music-art18]

I could do with just any kind of hug rn

[music-art18]

I try and make things better but I just seem to make things worse. Ffs shoot me?

[36thchambers-deactivated2016122]

I aint shit I disgust myself

i cant be mad at nobody because its allways me who fucks up my own life

[music-art18]

I honestly don't think I'd care if something happened to me I know it's selfish but right now I'm just done and am happy if someone wants to take their anger out on me and finish me of. Anyone and everyone welcome

[music-art18]

Questions of the year - what went wrong? Can we fix it or has it all been lost?

[music-art18]

Sick of crying, Tired of trying, Yes I'm smiling But inside I'm dying.

No clue

[music-art18]

When all you wanna do is talk to someone for them to see past the small talk and for things to go back to what they use to be

[music-art18]

I'll draw you a picture I'll draw it with a twist I'll draw it with a razor I'll draw it on my wrist. If I do it correctly A red fountain will appear To take away my pain And wash away my fear.

[music-art18]

Miss being able to draw and not only enjoy it but also like what I've done instead of just tearing it up after. -drawn last year

[music-art18]

When all you want to do is go out and spend as much time as you can with your boyfriend before he leaves but the universe has other plans 

[music-art18]

Well holiday is goin soooooo well :( just want dad better so we can leave for it. I want to see my mum miss her like fucking mad

[music-art18]

I just ruin everything I should shut my mouth and suck it up

[music-art18]

Wish we could go back in time and appreciate what we had.

[music-art18]

I'm so fucking done, why is it that even when I have a good day out it just gets worse after, the feeling of not wanting to be here. The feeling of just nothing, yer I have things to look forward to but it's coming to the point where I don't know if it's worth it anymore.