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A flower more delicate than any other.

KIM JONGHYUN, of shinee, was a beautiful person through and through. his words, lyrics and spirit helped many people persevere through mental illness. nevertheless, no one was able to help him.

no matter how well a person conceals their pain, that pain will not cease to exist. ignoring pain is very different from the lack of pain.

i strongly urge that if you are struggling with anything, no matter how insignificant you find it to be, please reach out. speak out to whoever you are able to. [dm me for hotlines or to talk]

on december 18th, 2017, we gained an angel in our lives. forever and always loved, may he find peace in a better place.

REST IN PEACE, KIM JONGHYUN

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“ it’s alright if you run out of breath / no one will blame you / it’s okay to make mistakes sometimes / because anyone can do so / although comforting by saying ‘it’s alright’ / are just words “

“ though i can’t understand your breath / it’s alright, i’ll hold you / you did a good job “

excerpts from lee hi’s song breathe, lyrics and composition were created by kim jonghyun

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do you know that feeling that comes after crying by yourself? when you feel empty and drained and you want to let more pain out but nothing comes? when you’re shivering and you feel exhausted? i hate that. why can’t i be angry? am i not allowed? why are my emotions so delicate when i want to be powerful? i hate crying.

but it’s all i know.