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[musicien]

#𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍 — a selective & private portrayal of 𝐌𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐘𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃, fandomless OC — composer, concert pianist, multi-instrumentalist, singer, child prodigy, all-around music aficionado & certified loverboy. Lead vocalist & rhythm guitarist for the symphonic death metal band 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐌. Mature & potentially triggering themes are present. 21+ ONLY. Written by Eli.

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Inextricably intertwined with sunmad / toheel ♡

In concert with likeorpheus linewrk malfl0ra peonette punkzombie seabiscuit ♡

𝅗𝅥 … CARRD (under revision!) 𝅘𝅥 … PINTEREST 𝅘𝅥𝅮 … PROMO POST & PLOTTING CALL & WISHLIST 𝅘𝅥𝅯 … OTHER BLOGS: tohilt & sunbentsky & khirurg

[musicien]

came here briefly to rb a thing and say that the graduate (1967) has happened to mike like 5 separate times, perhaps more,

[sunmad]

mood board for @musicien !!

[musicien]

a fundamental pillar of mike's character that was there since conception is that he doesn't flinch away from pain, suffering, misery, or horror. instead, he fully leans into it and gives himself away. there's an initial break point that untethers him from the nebulous concept of reality, but past that he can take and take and take, to far greater extents than the regular person. and it's not just that he can endure it, but he absorbs it. his membrane is porous. he's a sponge. he's a shock damper. he absorbs the horror for the people around him, all while comforting them. there's no pain too great to bear. this is an existential masochism the scale of which makes him thee prototype martyr.

that's what mike is! patron saint of martyrs! saint of saints! holding the hands of the holy dead! of the hollowed dead. he's right there with them, allowing what's too awful for anyone else to look at to enter him.

[musicien]

full disclosure, i'm going through a bit of a "nothing i do is good enough and i don't know how to improve because it feels like i've hit a cap on my skills" episode but i'm trying to be so brave about it because it'll eventually pass (probably) (hopefully) and also likely has more to do with other compounded stressors than anything i'm actually doing here but like. i'm being weird and i know i'm being weird. sorry.

[lifeinpoetry]

I am, in most parts, made / entirely of longing.

— Saddiq Dzukogi, from Book Three, Bakandamiya

[boneappleteeth]

[musicien]

full disclosure, i'm going through a bit of a "nothing i do is good enough and i don't know how to improve because it feels like i've hit a cap on my skills" episode but i'm trying to be so brave about it because it'll eventually pass (probably) (hopefully) and also likely has more to do with other compounded stressors than anything i'm actually doing here but like. i'm being weird and i know i'm being weird. sorry.

[musicien]

𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑶𝑵 𝑴𝒀 𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑻. 𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑶𝑵 𝑴𝒀 𝑺𝑻𝑼𝑷𝑰𝑫 𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑻.

#𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍 — a selective & private portrayal of 𝐌𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐘𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃, fandomless musician OC. Mature & potentially triggering themes are present. 21+ ONLY. Written by Eli. Please read the RULES before interacting!

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[acheronist]

spotted by the river

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[yellow-cat]

i could be your pet rock. id be very good at it

[yellow-cat]

ive had some time to think and honestly i dont think id be a very good pet rock. i dont know what i was thinking. theres too much anger in me

[musicien]

Q: WHAT'S PECULIAR ABOUT YOUR SOUL? A: Your soul is… Bright

It glitters like a winking star… Occasionally it must be covered with a tarp, so that guests do not lose their vision to its splendor. Many wonder what causes it to behave in such a way… but your collector has no straight answer; even they are unaware. Are you grinning? You can not tell… You lie coiled there in your display, revealing every facet of yourself to marveled onlookers… Your face aches? Why does it ache? Are you grinning?

[musicien]

sometimes sha.wn men.des is giving mike vibes, though it's very inconsistent and if you look too closely it falls apart. but in the music video for señorita for example? that's peak mike. this is how mike is staring at people in public