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❝ DARLING ? LIGHT , of my LIFE . I’m not gonna HURT ya . I’m just going to BASH YOUR BRAINS IN . ❞
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❝ ——— WE'RE JUST GETTING S T A R T E D. ❞
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( tHaT FUCKING TAG )
*fuses w/ abraham*
thats how u were born, son ♥
thats lit the only reason why i came back for 2 seconds am i a bad mom//////
——— ✝ OH MY ɢᴏᴅ -- OH MY ɢᴏᴅ --
( STOP IT YOU STOP THAT USING HIS NAME IN VAIN.......................... WOW YOURE A SINNER A BIG SINNER........ HE DOESNT LOVE YOU..)
She can see how he looks at her--how he examines her with his big, doe-like eyes and his pure, innocent soul. Oh--oh--first he'll ask why someone traced their hand print on the side of her face with a red marker; why her arms were covered in purple paint splatters that bloomed into yellow-green blotches; why she had been cowering and sniveling at the dining room table for the past half-an-hour, ever since Daddy left after slamming the door behind him.
( h he shouldnt see this hes so pure why ....... )
She doesn't feel her son's first initial touch--the sound of his quiet voice calling her softly. She isn't even focused on the television anymore--her eyes glaze over before she spasms and takes a few moments to regulate her breathing. Slowly, once she appears to be calmed down, her gaze shifts to her son and she stares at him like he's some sort of stranger.
Her face relaxes. Something is caught in her throat--a pet name--a sign of affection. ❛ . . . Did you need something? ❜
「ISAAC:」
mommy kisses!!!
*mom voice* absolutely fucking not
——— ✝ ❛ My soul doth magnify the Lord, and my spirit has rejoiced in God my Saviour. ❜
「﹖ ﹖ ﹖:」
How often that her first rule- don’t decline free food- clashed with her second rule— trust no one. Lilith was blank; the only thing she gave was a brief once-over.
If the gaudy dress didn’t reveal she’d been in a marriage, the indent of a wedding ring did. She could trust mothers. Most of the time. Men in general, however, no. Men had caused enough. Men had probably caused half the strange woman’s weight and all the stress wrinkles.
Or just one man. That was all it took.
"Oh… no, no, you don’t have to."
She held the silence for one moment, two. A polite refusal separated those trying to alleviate their guilt from those who cared. Finally, when the woman didn’t walk off, Lilith’s posture went from a cornered stray to a less-cornered, but still on-guard stray. “Well… it’ll only be a minute. I’d, uh. Be happy to go with you, Miss …?”
——— ✝ Mother never considered reality much anymore. Everything around her was a blanketed heaven, white satin sheets draped themselves atop soft clouds of heavenly choir; and although she was seated in the middle of this false utopia, her wings drooped, and her halo had fallen from the hovering orbit atop her cranium and golden locks years ago. In reality, Heaven was a mere façade, and she was sitting upon an uncomfortable armchair, threatening to rip at the seams, as ugly stains blotched across the carpets and her limbs; her son sat in the cobweb-infested corner, the only true angel in the room, unbeknownst to her. This false reality had erased the sin of the real world--including the night she thought that throwing her wedding ring out of their back window would make it official that her name had been changed.
She faltered as the girl awaited her answer. ❛ . . . Miss Bevan. ❜ It was foreign to bring her maiden name into conversation, and it would have pained Abraham if he cared. This would only separate Isaac and his mother further, as she would go in for a parent teacher conference to have the ignorant young woman seated behind an oak desk inquire as to why Isaac would write 'Hallman' next to his name when hers didn't match; and it would tear the family apart emotionally, despite the fact that Isaac was seated beyond the classroom walls. ❛ That will be fine. ❜
Mother strode in silence for most of the walk, following behind the young girl, for her footing was much heavier and in need of more balance than the average human with their average weight. Although her head turned left and right to seemingly observe the trees about them, her eyes glazed over, hallucinations at the ready. From above, the clouds parted and gave way to a powerful beam of light that cast itself down onto the grounds below. An angel descended--small and helpless--and before it could proclaim its love to its mother, another flash of light--and the child hung itself with an old rope from the basement; flies buzzed about the body as its mouth hung agape.
She flinched and blinked before returning her attention to the stranger before her. Money became an issue--she couldn't help it. ❛ Pardon my asking, but how much would you imagine you spent? ❜
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by http://clement-dr.tumblr.com/
What do you know about Guppy, Tammy and Cricket?
——— ✝ ❛ Guppy is Isaac's cat. Abraham suggested that we get him a cat for Christmas one year--he said it would make him happy and it did. I don't remember that year, exactly--
(INCOMPETENT MOTHER YOU NEVER REMEMBER ANYTHING good..............)
❛ Tammy and Cricket--I don't recall any names like those. ❜ She pauses.
❛ Abraham befriended an occasional stray Chihuahua and Tabby that came around often . . . ❜ Quiet; it's a rarity to find her speaking about Abraham so calmly, albeit this was in regards to a simpler time--a relaxing and peaceful one. ❛ He . . . he asked if we could keep one--the Tabby, I believe--and I told him no because we already had Guppy. Instead, he brought Isaac to the strays as they came along, and he was really happy.
❛ Perhaps that's whom you're referring to? I've never heard of those names before. ❜
Do you love Isaac?
——— ✝ ❛ . . . ❜
Her right arm went to rest upon the corresponding limb of the chair she was always seated upon. It was yellow, the couch, dotted with quiet pink flowers blooming from green foliage. It had been a wedding gift from her parents so many years ago--and it disgusted her. If she would have known any better, Sarah would immediately stand up and take the chair down to the dump herself, but instead she remained in the same seat that she sat in every day to watch her television programs. Crimson nails rested against the material as multiple rings glistened upon her meaty fingers.
She glanced off to a brown blotch on the carpet that had never been cleaned. It reminded her of the time Abraham had slapped her across the cheek to end an argument about Magdalene's passing; his slender digits had hit her hard enough to leave burning remnants of the incident--she winced and glanced away.
Sarah wept that night. She wept for their loss. She saw Isaac watching from the hall, eyes wide as he trembled like a single leaf trying to hang on to Mommy and Daddy's forbidden love in the midst of their blizzard. She wept for the lost Isaac's innocence.
Sarah stirred. Her lips parted. ❛ I love . . . Isaac. I love him. I know that I don't . . . show him--I . . . I don't have--can't give him . . . ❜
Her speech was slurred and puzzling; a riddle to be solved. It had been a long time since any thoughts in regards to how much she actually loved her son had seeped out from the recesses of her mind; and now they cautiously, silently, glanced out from behind the cavernous void of her mind. Sarah paused and glanced down with a definite answer, finding one quiet voice to focus on.
❛ Yes. I love Isaac. ❜
Immediately, her eyes widened as her head snapped in the direction of the yellow drapes--which were pulled inwards to conceal their house from the sudden burst of any natural light--as if someone had been throwing small stones against the window to get her attention. Her eyes glazed over; however, there was something significant about that windowsill. Perched upon it was a small wooden frame enveloping a particular picture--the glossy photograph that would announce the coming of motherhood for a redheaded woman indicated by the tiny infant held close to her breast. Isaac had been five pounds and four ounces when he was born; Mother always kept an eye on his small figure. That was from his father, whom was torn from the picture.
❛ It's almost hard to. That's terrible for me to say, but he's very . . . innocent. He doesn't know any better. ❜ It was as though she were talking to herself now.
Her eyes fixated themselves upon the entrance to the kitchen now; the position of her armchair gave her a nice view of the refrigerator. Isaac hung his own drawings up there via magnets--Mother didn't appreciate the fine arts nor his own much anymore; but she didn't mind what was hung--one at a time as if to showcase his own progressing gallery. A particular drawing had been displayed for a while now; with Isaac in between his mother and father, the three of them hovered just above green lines and pink dots, a yellow circle lie overhead. Even the mere scribble of Abraham made Sarah sick, but who was she to defile her child's artwork?--to completely disgrace the name of his father and tell Isaac all of the secrets kept from him--more secrets than when Daddy hit Mommy that night.
Isaac still loved his father. It pulled them apart.
❛ I see Abraham in him--it really shows. But . . . I know he can't help it. ❜ A pause. Only a few hours after his birth, whilst swaddled in his mother's arms, he opened his eyes and blinked curiously before looking upwards to find Mommy glancing down at him. He smiled; and now, her eyes roaming about the carpet, she smiled too--a small sign of happiness that cleared her mind for a moment.
❛ He's my baby. I'll . . . I'll always love him. ❜
dickeroonies:
HERE’S MOMMY.
Kill me? You can try.
Yasuo
cleventine:
Hi mom.
「﹖ ﹖ ﹖:」
If it wasn’t a law for everyone that the worst outcome would always happen, then it was for Lilith. Her plastic grocery bag had broken, and if the evidence weren’t blowing away in the wind, the blonde woman might have seen it was being reused.
She scrambled to collect the cans. The first had already split beans on the sidewalk— shabby thing would have been on clearance sale even if she could have legally purchased it. A faint splash told her all she needed to know of the second; it wouldn’t take a detective to trace it to the sewer opening a hair away, on the side of the road.
"I was.” But she had to stay calm; this woman could throw her down the stormwater drain after the can, considering her size.
And considering her size, Lilith should have avoided her. Stupid. She tossed aside her anger and settled on disappointment. Sometimes, people still threw out full boxes of graham crackers or things like that, just because they were a day past the expiration date. She tried to look about for a family’s garbage bin— only for her eyes to settle on the blonde woman again.
Right. She had almost forgotten already.
"I’m fine, ma’am," she said, in a steady tone. The cracked-open can of beans smelled to high heaven. "… It wasn’t important."
——— ✝ They shared similar needs--as did everyone, of course. Though, upon further inspection--which wasn't too close, considering the aftershock of embarrassment that still splashed itself across the woman's face in the form of a deep blush--it was finally deduced that their needs were actually of the same breed; it was a rarity when Mother brought home any name brands--especially candied items. Isaac's eyes would light up and sparkle at the sight of carefully opening a box of Lucky Charms to not only find what he had expected, colorful marshmallow treats among whole grain cereal bits, but that there had been a toy, albeit small, included--it was a spark of life that was foreign to his mother; she wouldn't pay much attention to his many 'thank-yous' until he actually walked over and pressed himself into her side, prompting her to flinch before slowly--hesitantly--enveloping her son within the same arms that held him as a newborn. And now, taking the girl's appearance and age into account as well, Isaac's mother felt worse.
(just go to the store and get your items get over yourself WHO CARES)
Her eyes hit the pavement for a few moments of silence; they glanced over the split mess--indiviual beans lie scattered everywhere as the sauce painted itself across the walkway, bloodied remains of the massacre. The oncoming gust of wind was strong enough to blow her necklace over; the cold, metallic feel of the silver cross flipped over against her warm chest, sending a shiver through her body both mentally and physically.
Dᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ɴᴇɢʟᴇᴄᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏ sʜᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ, ғᴏʀ sᴜᴄʜ sᴀᴄʀɪғɪᴄᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴘʟᴇᴀsɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ Gᴏᴅ.
Mother was a frugal woman; never would a day come in which she went to the store and had purchased all of their sufficient needs whilst spending all of the money that she had brought. The extra was usually set aside for any sort of emergency that she may encounter. And although this wouldn't be considered an emergency, the guilt eating at her insides alongside the Lord's words had finally concluded her pondering and together they proposed her final decision. She couldn't bear that disappointed stare; it was the same that night when Mother couldn't find Guppy after he had ran away a few hours prior.
She began talking, starting up slowly once more. ❛ If you wouldn't mind walking back to the store, I'd be willing to purchase everything that you picked out for yourself. ❜ A subtle apology--almost like some sort of a peace treaty.