My Life with BPD

Linz. 29. she/her. pansexual. polyamorous. head and body sick. my life is a constant hot mess, just trying to enjoy it.

[abusedpixie]

𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰...𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

[cassie-lmao]

"if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" babe slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally

[n3r0ly-th3re]

“Stop making your disorder your personality”

Brother I have a personality disorder

[abusivechildhood]

how can someone feel so much and feel so empty at the same time?

[bpd-chimere]

Can't stop thinking about how it's so easy for them to not talk to me, yet I become physically ill at even the idea of not having them around

[ghoulsgoulsgouls]

“I am so sorry for hurting you while I was trying to hurt myself.”

[my-borderlinelife]

Mom didn't get the joke...

[angelicborderline]

what nobody with bpd talks about: getting so emotionally and physically exhausted by your mood swings or intense episodes that you get pushed into sensory overload, a depressive episode, or become otherwise irritated and lash out

[h4untedg0d]

Let’s play a game called “am I really okay with this situation or am I disassociating from it to protect myself?”.

[chaevelvets-blog]

[harley-bpd]

Reblog if your bpd...

makes you love your friends “too much”

means that the more you care about someone, the more likely it is you’ll smother them until they leave you

causes you to ignore the friends who do care about you because you only want attention from your fp

keeps you up at night because you can’t sleep until you talk to someone, anyone at all

makes you think that if you can’t feel the love other people have for you, it doesn’t exist

tricks you into hating yourself

makes you feel alone

You are not alone, and you deserve to be happy. If any of you ever need anything, my inbox is open and I want to help.

[my-borderlinelife]

Five Things I Learned From My Sexual Assault.

There are some things in life that take you and change you to your core. These things come out of nowhere and blindside you. For me, this was my sexual assault. I am a very different person after e…

[my-borderlinelife]

I feel like I'm dying cuz my bpd ass needs attention and I'm not getting it!! (validate me please I'm needy)

[honeyvoicedfem]

my kink is

constant & never ending validation & reassurance

[avpdkaneki]

someone: *is in a bad mood for reasons that have nothing to do with me*

my brain: guilt

me: this is literally not my fault and there is absolutely no way that it could be

my brain: GUILT

me, crying suddenly:

[my-borderlinelife]

Validate me.

[larrys-ass-sass]

Here’s a selfie of my emotional bpd ass…. internally screaming for someone to validate me.