Sorry Mom

INFP•Libra•isolated hoe•Melancholic

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[my-ghostly-thoughts]

Diet Coke by H.C. Marie

I wonder

If I’ll ever be

As slender as

A sapling tree.

I wonder

When my bones show,

Will that be

The moment I know

I’ve gone too far.

I’ve put on too much,

Yet eaten

Not nearly enough.

I wonder

What will they say

When I’ve disappeared

Like sand on a windy day?

I wonder

Who will miss,

Who will cry,

Who will diss

Me. Me and my

Choices.

I’m done listening

To the voices.

The thought of food,

It makes me choke.

I must guzzle down

This Diet Coke.

I cannot think.

My mind is broke.

At least I have

My Diet Coke.

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

i never thought i’d be writing my suicide note during my free period of the day, but here i am i guess..

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

random instagram boi: wyd cutie?

me: struggling and drowning in Dr Pepper

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

i don’t understand how i can be so happy then feel so low in just 3 seconds

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

I love juiceeeeee

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

That feeling when you get up too quickly and you see stars/get lightheaded

Except it’s been happening every time I get up within the past 20 minutes

[dainty-littleflowerr]

I want super tiny thighs but then again if I lose my thighs I lose my butt, and I have a pretty big butt for a small girl.

the struggles

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

I hate having a crush on my cousin's husband

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

I’m really living my best life this summer

counting calories, binge watching The Office, washing my hair in the sink, drinking skim milk

the list goes on and on really

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

i'm not really okay

• started logging my food again

• picking some days where I’ll only consume liquids

• exercising a lot more

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

How am I supposed to look at someone straight in the face after having a vivid dream that they raped me?

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

I threw up today

On purpose

[daiseokkie-deactivated20190730]

the first five emotes on your recently used emojis describe you as a person ready set go

[my-ghostly-thoughts]

It’s crazy to find out we were in the same place at the same time and we didn’t even know it

[l333l-deactivated20220805]

bro i’m ready to sleep for two months straight

[brandoblack]

hi life, please stop breaking me