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⿻ ┊my . intro ! `▞ e ﹒ >﹏﹐ [ block, don't report. ] ┈─ call me aiden،، ! ❛❛　　 . ⤷　　e　7teen ⠀﹒ 　he / him ₊ ✦　　౨౿　single　﹒ 　︵︵ e e ∿ js my online diary : .* 𓎢𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎟𓎡 ◜ 　﹒ 　e ︵ fandoms : twilight saga , jjk , life is strange , creepypasta , jennifers body , apothecary diaries , yan sim﹕✧

ʚɞ ˓ ⌗ xtra : I'm tmasc , I love to thrift , I want a ford f150 & wanna move to forks washington

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links ;;

[ byi & dni • tags • my reading list • prns cc]

[my-online-diary08]

i hate that because of ai, any art that depicts disability will be assumed to be ai.

"they don't have five just five fingers!" humans can have a more or less then five fingers.

"the (xyz body part) looks weird!" deformities of limbs are a real thing.

i understand that these can and are tell tale signs of ai being used to generate an image, but we forgot that disabilities are a real thing and art and and will be used as a way to showcase differences between individuals.

i've seen a few times that people would accuse others of using ai because they simply drew a character / oc having disabilities.

same thing with people rendering / drawing in a different way then them. for fuck sake, stop assuming everythings ai just because you can't wrap your head around people being different then you.

[my-online-diary08]

' can love ever last longer then an ember ?

still burning through , still hot to the touch

yet longer lasting ? I think not , yet I wish it to

love like the sea , calm and lasting

ever present roses . it's sweet , but you are no hummingbird

that ember dies quick , and you shall never burn once more with me.

for us , we are like the moon and sun , ever close but forever far.

i admire you , you shine like such a bright star , I'll forever be your worshipper.

though I am forever just your simple worshipper on the ground , looking upon a star that’s still up in the sky.

no better then waves kissing up cliff rocks, or a vine upon a fence

one day I wish I could be your fan to this ember , I wish we could be a beautiful flame.

such a flame that could rival the sun is what I dream for us my beloved , yet your heart is no warmer then the ocean so far from it. ‘

. june 25th , 2026

[my-online-diary08]

cherish love dearly, you can't help who you fall in love with, but you can hold it dearly to you. no matter if you only have memories or photos, to hold that love in your heart is sweeter then honey, and even if you have to compromise so you can still have a connection, or fight to have them held dear to you. I hope you go for it.

love in all forms is beautiful and amazing, as to love is to be vulnerable to hurt and pain, yet be so open to have someone see you fully and still love you despite it. love is to know and learn yet still wish to be close, to be their and choose to stay.

[my-online-diary08]

[1five1two]

'Sea Spray'. Harald Sohlberg. 1908.

[dailyclassicart]

Thorolf Holmboe - "Pine Tree on the Coast in Moonlight" (1902)

[my-online-diary08]

' Always the bridesmaid, never the bride! Tell me, my dear, can a heart still break once it's stopped beating? '

[ credits : john august, caroline thompson, and pamela pettler , heard in 2005 corpse bride ]

[my-online-diary08]

' part of me will know deep down that I am pretty cool ... '

' the part of me that knows I never cared for being cool '

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' Childhood is not from birth to a certain age, and at a certain age the child is grown and puts away childish things. Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies. '

[ credit : a section of Edna St. Vincent Millay's poem named "Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies" , which I first saw the quote in the beginning of the 2011 movie breaking dawn pt.1 ]

[my-online-diary08]

thinking about making an animation based on my mental health, I've always like games or short animations based off of trauma or other issues.

it's always been something I found interesting, I'll add it if I find it, but their has been different short animations based off of domestic violence, and how it can be shown though a childs view.

I adore projects that make you think, or might give the base idea but you have to dig to see the full picture. and I kinda wanna make my own project, plus I have many ideas of different projects I wanna make.

i might make a list of my project ideas & maybe some of my writing.

[my-online-diary08]

'  I'd never given much though to how I would die. But dying in place of someone I love, seems like a good way to go. I can't bring myself to regret the decisions that brought me face to face with death. They also brought me to Edward. '

credit ;; Stephanie meyers

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reading list ;;

[ currently reading ;; the new girl , if only I had told her , the twilight saga illustrated guide , every last word , myers ]

haven't started reading yet ;;

girl in pieces , how to make friends with the dark , you'd be home now - kathleen glasgow

pretty girls - karin slaughter

eleanor & parker - rainbow rowell

if you tell - gregg olsen

the lose - natasha preston

the new girl - jesse q. sutanto

new moon: the graphic novel - stephenie meyer

twilight: graphic novel vol.1 - stephenie meyer

twilight: graphic novel vol.2 - stephenie meyer

mass killers: inside the mind of men who murder - david j. krajicek

the inside story of columbine: lies. coverups. ballistics. lessons - randy brown

the writings of eric harris and dylan klebold - k.m bochin

the hunger games - suzanne collins

i'm glad my mom died - jennette mccurdy

wintergirls - laurie anderson

letting ana go - anonymous

the art of starving - sam j. miller

perfect - natasha friend

the vampire diaries - l.j smith

hush, hush - becca fitzpatrick

the sea of tranquility - katja millay

stay with me - ayobami adebayo

looking for alaska - john green

my life next door - huntley fitzpatrick

what am I, a deer? - polly barton

to all the boys ive loved before - jenny han

haunting adeline - h.d carlton

you - caroline kepnes. the risk - s.t abby

notice - k. webster

fear me - b.b reid

lights out - navessa allen

untouchable - sam mariano.

the christopher killer , the dying breath - alane ferguson

fahrenheit 451 - day bradbury

to kill a mockingbird - harper lee

the perks of being a wallflower - stephen chbosky

crank - ellen hopkins

thirteen reasons why - jay asher

started reading already ;;

if only I had told her - laura nowlin

king dork - frank portman

all american boys - jason reynolds & brendan kiely

the twilight saga: official illustrated guide - stephenie meyer

the power within - louise hay

every last word - tamara stone

myers - zeppora

want to reread ;;

the (whole) twilight saga - stephanie meyer

speak - laurie anderson

the obsession - jesse q. sutanto

the circle of death , the angel of death - alane ferguson

romeo & juliet - shakespeare

if he had been with me - laura nowlin

[my-online-diary08]

'  I'd never given much though to how I would die. But dying in place of someone I love, seems like a good way to go. I can't bring myself to regret the decisions that brought me face to face with death. They also brought me to Edward. '

credit ;; Stephanie meyers

[my-online-diary08]

tags ;;

✧˖° ' todays page ' - about my day

✧˖° ' between the lines ' - regular post

✧˖° ' pieces of me ' - my interests

✧˖° ' letters from strangers ' - replys to asks / anons

✧˖° ' digital attic ' - reblogs

✧˖° ' evidence I existed ' - my art / poetry / photography / etc

✧˖° ' things I should've said ' - journaling

✧˖° ' laying on the forests floor ' - emotional , or my overall opinion

✧˖° ' toren out pages ' - things I like but aren't mine , photos / poetry / etc (I'll try my best to always give credits)

✧˖° ' and so the lion fell in love with the lamb ' - related to my (future) partner

✧˖° ' todays film ' - video of my day / vlogs

✧˖° ' from my camera roll ' - my pics

✧˖° ' page turning ' - reading list & related to books

[my-online-diary08]

byi & dni ;;

byi ;;

i don't condone the insane tcc members / the "I got a plan.." ppl , I like tcc because of having an interesting in the psychology. same thing for eds / ana🦖ia , harassment doesn't help my issues, if you think it does then you should simply block me & get your own help for such lack of empathy.

dni ;;

anti-recovery

kink / sexual centered blogs

terfs/transmeds

racists/fascists

paraphilic/nsfw centered blogs

jokes about rape or glorifies it

sexist

ableist

any kind of queerphobia

discourse centered blogs

kid touchers & dead / animal fuckers