Russian Roulette

19 this Christmas. Future Actuary. Part of a multiracial Malaysian and British-American-Greek Buckeye family. On a mission to travel the world and make a difference one territory at a time with the love of my life.

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Walao, 为何每一天都是这样的 😳

发烂渣

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President of YES Alumni and AFS Alumni Malaysia?

Nothing is impossible 💪

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Have you ever loved someone so much that you can say without a doubt that you fucking love them, meaning every word you say?

I do. And I feel this out of this world feeling of gratefulness everytime I say it in my mind.

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Thought: it's great to feel this way, at the same time emotionally dangerous too.

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Been a while since I've been so engrossed. Here's to many more sessions like this.

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Woke up at 8.30 Showered Got dressed Ironed his uniform Made him breakfast Packed breakfast and lunch for myself Packed my stuff Left home at 8.50

Who's the real boss now?

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真的是不想要生活下去了

:'(

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Hungry, headache, sleepy, undone tutorials, undone work, classes till 5.

Can life get any more painful than this?

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It may be easy to get a degree, unless you're studying Actuarial Science then it's absolutely not!

Meh.

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is it just me or is studying late at night by yourself kind of comforting? Like you’re at the library or in your room on a thursday and its 2 am and you look at the window and everything is so quiet and peaceful and you have some hot coffee with you. You make a list of the things you want to get done and you feel accomplished for even studying right now and getting ahead in your classes and wow its great

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Maybe if I do well in Mid Terms, I will reward myself with a pair of Birkenstocks.

Just Maybe?

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When you can't fetch bae from work :'(

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I will have no expectations, and I will not try.

Today

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:(((((((((((((((((((

I'm about to explode in every direction.

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How the fuck am I going to do this without you?

Sobs.

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When you happy because you get to see bae after a long hell day.

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What a day to be alive.

Zzz

[my-purpose-thereafter]

Have you ever loved someone so much that you can say without a doubt that you fucking love them, meaning every word you say? I do. And I feel this out of this world feeling of gratefulness everytime I say it in my mind.